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23rd February, 2010
Coming Soon!
I've just finished writing "The First Collar", a new
BDSM universe story. It's 95,000 words long and is a prequel to
Hiding in Plain Sight. I
mention in HiPS that Gibbs collared Tony within 3 weeks of meeting him, and the
story of those three weeks is told in this fic.
The story has been sent to beta, and I'll spend a little time polishing it up
and editing it to get it ready for your reading pleasure ;-). I don't have a
posting date yet, but I'll let you know in good time!
Below is the title graphic, kindly made by Colleen
Detroit with text added by Bluespirit. And beneath that is a teaser for the new
story.

Gibbs looked the kid up and down. He was a mess; there was no other way of
describing it. Nobody in their right mind turned up to a job interview looking
like this. He was wearing a black leather jacket over a crumpled dark green
shirt – no tie – and a pair of tight-fitting black jeans that left nothing to
the imagination. Jeans! Not even suit pants. His hair was a mess, he hadn’t
bothered to shave, and – not to put too fine a point on it – he stank. He
smelled like he’d come straight from a bar – and he looked like he was dressed
to seduce rather than get a job.
The kid sat back in his chair, legs open, looking insolent. The body language
was world-weary and couldn’t-care-less, but the eyes… Gibbs was startled by the
eyes. They were deep and green, and they told a completely different story.
There was a sense of such total desolation to them, combined with something
desperately eager to please. This kid was *lost*, and Gibbs felt something old
in his blood respond to that knowledge.
14th February, 2010
I've posted a link to the podfic of "Ten Years On"
on the
podfic page
31st January, 2010
Okay, big update for you!
I'm delighted to announce that
Two
Masters is now available in zine form from
Agent With
Style. Just go to the "What's New" page and click on NCIS and
scroll down.
I don't make any money from the sale of my zined stories. I wouldn't
want to! I just love the writing - and sharing it with you guys and
having a squee about it :-)
Secondly, a big thank you to everyone who voted for me in the
Tearoom awards.

In the noughties category I won best fanfic
author, and 24/7 won best BDSM fic and best fanfic story. And in the
2009 category I won best fanfic author, and Two Masters won best BDSM
story, best fanfiction story, and best BDSM scene. And my version of
Gibbs/DiNozzo was voted best fanfic pairing. I've added them to my
awards page.
Thank you also to whoever nominated a bunch of my
X Files fics over at the
Wicked awards.
That's awesome!
I've updated the
translation page
with new Chinese translations of my stories.
Also, I'm hanging out a lot on Twitter these days.
(I'm xanthetwirls over there) if you want to follow me and chat.
Finally (drum roll!) I'm busy working on a new
BDSM-universe story. It's a prequel to
Hiding in Plain Sight
telling the story of how Tony got his first collar from Gibbs. And I'm
LOVING it! It's flowing so easily and is so much fun!
It currently stands at 32,000 words and is
probably going to be around 60,000 - 70,000 words long by the time I'm
done. Here's a teeny, tiny, non-spoilery (as we've learned most of
this in HiPS!) extract:
The kid sat back in his chair, legs open, looking insolent. The body
language was world-weary and couldn’t-care-less, but the eyes… Gibbs was
startled by the eyes. They were deep, and green, and they told a
completely different story. There was a sense of such total desolation
to them, combined with something desperately eager to please. This kid
was *lost*, and Gibbs felt something old in his blood respond to that
knowledge.
28th January, 2010
Title: A Cure
for Jetlag
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Genre: Slash
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Categories: Humour, romance, post-ep for Jetlag
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 2,800
Spoilers: Jetlag
Author's Notes: If ever an episode needed curing, it's this one!
Summary: Tony returns home and is not best pleased by what he finds. And Gibbs
suggests a cure for jetlag…
20th January, 2010
Title:
Louder than Words
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Genre: Slash
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Categories: Angst, romance, post-ep for Flesh and Blood
Rating: PG
Wordcount: 2,800
Spoilers: Agent Afloat, South By SouthWest, Flesh and Blood
Summary: Sometimes, it's not the words that are important...
10th January, 2010

Yay! I've been nominated for some "Tea Room" awards.
The Tea Room is a fabulous
site for spanky fic (original and fanfic), so if you're not familiar with it you
might want to go and check out the fantastic spanky stories on the site. Voting
in these awards goes on until the end of January.
Also - I've posted a link to a podfic of
Puppy Love on the
podfic page.
5th January, 2010
Title: Birth-Day
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Genre: Slash
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Categories: Supernatural (vampires), angst, romance, AU
Rating: NC-17
Warning: Blood-play, rough sex.
Wordcount: 11,000
Spoilers: None
Author’s notes: This is my first ever vampire fic! I make no excuses for
inventing my own vampire mythology *g*
Summary: Death is just the beginning…
Extract: Tony saw the hazy figures moving in the
distance. They came slowly, gliding soundlessly over the snow, their long teeth
gleaming in the moonlight. There were dozens of them.
“Boss?” he whispered, wishing he had his gun. “What the hell do they want?”
“You,” Gibbs said quietly.
27th December, 2009
I hope you all had a lovely Christmas.
I've started a new page for
podfic of my stories. Margarks has
kindly recorded a podfic of "Andy", and I'd love it if there were more podfics of
my stories, so I'll keep the page updated if I hear of anyone doing any.
And I've updated the
translation page with Zodiac's
new Chinese translations of my Christmas stories.
24th December, 2009
Merry Christmas, Everyone!

I've written four seasonal Gibbs/DiNozzo stories
ranging from BDSM to songfic, to (gulp!) my first ever Mpreg! You can find them
on my special NCIS Christmas page.
The fabulous Xmas graphics are by the wonderful Spoonyriffic.
I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Slashy New
Year :-)
13th, December, 2009
Chinese translation of "Family" by Zodiac on the
translations page.
2nd December, 2009
Title: Family
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Genre: Gen (I know! Gasp!)
Categories: Angst, Tony-centric character study
Rating: PG-13
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 17,500ish
Spoilers: Show to date, including S7
Author’s notes: This fic might be a tad
controversial. I've tried to find a
plausible explanation for the way Tony
has been portrayed on NCIS since around
mid-season 6. I believe it's a valid
interpretation of the character’s
viewpoint, but not everyone will like it
(which is fine). This story is all from
Tony's pov; I've deliberately kept the
viewpoints and motivations of the other
characters ambiguous (rather like the
show!) so please don't think I'm judging
any of the other characters. I think
this story has a happy ending, but it's
not the usual kind of happy ending I do.
Summary: Tony is injured working a case – and comes to a shocking realisation
Extract: “So, some psycho is holding your team hostage…
he’s got a machine gun, and you know he’s a killer because he’s murdered two
people already. He’s standing right there, just beneath you, and you have a
clear shot - but you hesitate. Why is that, Tony?”
21st November, 2009
Zodiac's Chinese translation of "Damage" is complete
and the link is posted to the
translations page.
8th November, 2009
Sirrah has very kindly translated my SGA story, "The
Chair", into French. It's on the
translations page.
25th October, 2009
Bodie37CI5 has been amazingly kind and compiled
24/7 together in one word doc for people who want the whole thing to
download in one go. It's incredibly long, so this was wonderful of her. You can
find it on the 24/7 title page.
Jynelle is in the process of translating "Two
Masters" into Chinese. The first chapter is up on her blog. More details on the
translations
page. And Zodiac has updated her blog with Chinese translations of "Dark
Harmony", "Insomnia", "Hands" and several chapters of "Damage".
22nd October, 2009
Sorry for the delay in posting this - I wanted to post it on Sunday, but my
broadband connection was down on the computer with my website on it! The
engineer came out to fix it today, so I'm finally able to post. Enjoy!

Title:
Two Masters
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: BDSM, angst, hurt/comfort,
romance.
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 196,000
Spoilers: Judgement Day, Agent Afloat
Disclaimer: These characters belong to
DPB, CBS, Paramount, et al. No copyright
infringement is intended.
Warning: Graphic scenes of loving,
consensual, lifestyle BDSM sex,
including spanking, bondage, sensory
deprivation, orgasm denial, sex toys,
dom/sub dynamic and pain play.
"Lifestyle" means the dom/sub roles are
lived rather than played at in sex game
sessions.
Summary: Tony decides that he wants more
from Gibbs than headslaps. But can Gibbs
be persuaded to love again, and is Tony
prepared to confront the demons from his
past and learn how to trust?
Extract: "You can belong to me, or to
the past - but not both. You can't serve
two masters."
11th October, 2009
I'm posting part one of my new BDSM epic here. I'll
be posting the entire thing next Sunday. People who liked 24/7 are
strongly advised to take a look, even if you're not into NCIS particularly ;-).
Title:
Two Masters - Part One
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: BDSM, angst, hurt/comfort, romance.
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 197,000
Posting Schedule: As this is such a long story, I'll post over one week,
starting with part one on 11th October. Then three instalments a day, ending on
18th October when I'll also post the entire story to
my website.
Spoilers: Judgement Day, Agent Afloat. This story is set during Season 6.
Disclaimer: These characters belong to DPB, CBS, Paramount, et al. No copyright
infringement is intended.
Warning: Graphic scenes of loving, consensual, lifestyle BDSM sex, including
spanking, bondage, sensory deprivation, orgasm denial, sex toys, dom/sub dynamic
and pain play. "Lifestyle" means the dom/sub roles are lived rather than played
at in sex game sessions.
Summary: Tony decides that he wants more from Gibbs than headslaps. But can
Gibbs be persuaded to love again, and is Tony prepared to confront the demons
from his past and learn how to trust?
Extract: "You can belong to me, or to the past - but not both. You can't
serve two masters."
9th October, 2009
Wow - two updates for the
translation page. The amazing
Sirrah has translated all of "General and Dr Sheppard" into French. And there's
a Chinese translation of "Insomnia" on Zodiac's blog. Thank you so much ladies!
7th October, 2009
Coming Soon!
I'm going to begin posting my new, 200,000 word long
BDSM epic story to my
Livejournal in instalments on 11th October. I'll post the whole story to
this website on 18th October.
The details are below.
Title: Two Masters
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: BDSM, angst, romance.
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 200,000 (ish)
Spoilers: Judgement Day, Agent Afloat
Warning: Graphic scenes of loving, consensual, lifestyle BDSM sex, including
spanking, bondage, D/s, orgasm denial, biting, marking, and pain play.
Summary: Tony decides that he wants more from Gibbs than headslaps. But can
Gibbs be persuaded to love again, and is Tony prepared to confront the demons
from his past and learn how to trust?
Extract: "You can belong to me, or to the past," Gibbs
told him. "But not both. You can't serve two masters."
20th September, 2009
I've updated the
translation page with a Chinese
translation of Context - many thanks to Marga!
In other news, I'm part of a new project called
"Dear NCIS..."
Basically, it's a website which we'll be updating regularly with reviews of the
show and NCIS info and links. The site is being run by some lovely people in the
NCIS fandom, and Hilde and BJ have already contributed
"Why I love..." episode
reviews. Webbgirl was lucky enough to be at an advance screening of the first
episode of NCIS:LA and her
review of that is up there too.
I've done a couple of articles for the site already, and the first one, my "Why
I love..." review of
Chained, went up yesterday. I'm also down to do a review of episode one
of Season 7 with Hilde. Eep! This is a bit of a double-edged sword for me. On
the one hand, I'm thrilled to be writing a review for the season opener, but on
the other hand...I'm dreading Season 7, and think I might be watching most of
the episode from behind the sofa.
I do hope you'll enjoy and support the new site!
13th September, 2009
Lots to tell you today! First off, I have finished
the massive NCIS BDSM epic I've been writing for the past few months! Yay! Just have
to edit it now - so I'll be posting it sometime within the next few weeks. I'm
excited about this one for a very specific reason. But it's a secret so I won't
say any more!
Secondly, I wrote a little story in answer to a
challenge this morning - details below!
And finally, I've started a PDA section for some of
my stories for those who prefer reading in this format.
Title: Insomnia
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Categories: Romance, fluff.
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 3300ish
Spoilers: None
Summary: Tony and Gibbs are forced to share a bed while working a case - and
Tony discovers something truly horrifying about his boss...
5th September, 2009
Firstly,
I wrote this story awhile ago but because I couldn't access the site I wasn't
able to post it here. Now I can. Be warned, it's very graphic and intense BDSM.
They both want and need it, but it's...well, intense is the only word I can use
for it.
Title: Dark
Harmony
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Categories: Angst, romance, kink
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Wordcount: 4000ish.
Spoilers: None
Summary: Gibbs needs Tony's submission as much as Tony needs to submit.
Secondly...here's a teaser for the new fic I'm
working on :-)
You’ve been claimed, Tony. Welcome to your
life as a sub."
The reason I haven't posted much over the past few months is because I'm now
(goes and checks) 179,000 words into a massive BDSM epic ficcy. And now I'm
nearly, very nearly, soooo nearly there. Just a bit more writing to do. So I
thought it was time for a teaser. I know how much you LOVE it when I do
this...(ducks angry insults hurled in my general direction).
Only trouble is, I can't tell you the name of the story yet (and it's partly
because I haven't quite settled on one, but partly something else *g*). This
story was prompted, a hundred years ago, by Nikita asking me for a "training"
fic. She felt that the Tony in HiPS was already pretty well trained, and she
wanted something a bit more virginal *g*. So I pitched an idea to her, and she
was enthused, and so was I...and neither of us had ANY IDEA that it would grow
into this monster.
Just to let you know - there is a LOT of graphic BDSM in this story. It's all
very loving and consensual, but there's lots of it, and it's graphic. It's NOT
set in the BDSM-verse though. Also, although it started out as "training", and
there's plenty of that in it, it got kind of sidetracked, so there's a whole lot
of other stuff going on too and a massive angsty plot arc. This one isn't like
"Damage" or "Andy" or that kind of fic. It's a big, escapist, romantic, kinky
and somewhat bonkers soap opera of a story.
Okay, so after being maddeningly enigmatic, I'll post the following:
Coming Soon! (but I have no idea when *g*)
Title: ?????
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: BDSM, angst, romance, escapist kinky fantasy
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Status: Complete
Wordcount: ?????
Extract 1: He didn't see the people, or the bizarre clothes some of them were
wearing, or anything else. He just saw Tony, stripped to the waist, wearing a
pair of sinfully tight black leather pants that moulded to his ass, leaving
nothing to the imagination. His body was pressed up against a whipping post, and
there was a blindfold around his eyes. And behind him…behind him, some bastard
was raising a flogger and preparing to lay a stroke on Tony's exposed back.
Extract 2: “You’ve been claimed, Tony. Welcome to your
life as a sub."
2nd September, 2009
WOOT!
I didn't have access to this website for awhile as my PC died, taking
the site with it. But now I'm back up and running and pleased to tell
you the fic is 165,000 words long and nearly there. And I won some
awards! YAY!
Damage won Best Angst in the
Tony/Gibbs category
Ten Years On won Best What
If? in the
Tony/Gibbs category
Hiding in Plain Sight won for Best AU in the
Tony/Gibbs category and in the "Other" category in the
Crossovers Section
Tony's Dry Spell won for Best Humour
in the
Tony/Gibbs category
The One Where Tony and Tim Read Fanfiction
won for Best Humour in the
Gen category.
You
can see the fabby winner icons on my awards
page.
Thanks so much to everyone who voted for me! Squee!
19th July, 2009
Story progress report: It now stands at 142,049
words. Yay :-).

And I wanted to say a big thank you to those kind
folk who nominated my stories for the
NCIS
Awards. I was really thrilled to get so many nominations. Squee!
Damage was nominated for Best Angst
and Best Romance in the
Tony/Gibbs category
Andy was nominated for Best Angst and Best Romance
in the
Tony/Gibbs category.
Ten Years On was nominated for Best What
If? in the
Tony/Gibbs category
Boats was nominated for Best Post Ep/Missing Scene
award in the
Tony/Gibbs category
Hiding in Plain Sight was nominated
for Best AU in the
Tony/Gibbs category and in the "Other" category in the
Crossovers Section
Tony's Dry Spell was nominated for Best Humour
in the
Tony/Gibbs category
The One Where Tony and Tim Read Fanfiction
was nominated for Best Humour in the
Gen category.
I love how well run and friendly these awards are. I also love that I know so
many of the nominated stories and authors - there are some great stories up
there. Voting has begun and continues until August 15th but you do have to have
an LJ account to vote. Make sure you
read the rules first.

Ooh, and
Hiding in Plain Sight has also been nominated in the fabulous
Stargate Fan Awards in
the best crossover/fanfiction/slash category. Thank you to whoever nominated
HiPS over there too :-). Voting closes on August 15th over there too.
12th July, 2009
Just realised I hadn't updated here in awhile and it
isn't because I'm not busy writing because I AM!
So this is a progress report. I am currently 122,000
words into the long (very long!) BDSM story I'm writing. It isn't set in the
BDSM 'verse, but it IS Gibbs/Tony and Gibbs is the dom.
I want to talk about the new story. I want to shout
about it. There's one particular thing about it that makes me squee, and I hope
it'll make others squee too. It's going to be much longer so don't expect it to
be posted any time soon, but I will try and keep you updated on my progress a
bit more as I go along.
And, inspiringly, Paperflower sent me a
lovely HiPS manip today - which I've
added to the HiPS shrine. The manip also works well for the story I'm currently
writing so yay *g*.
23rd May, 2009
I am currently working on another long NCIS story.
This one is BDSMy (been awhile so yay! Spankings ahoy!) It's currently
about 40,000 words long, but who knows where it'll end up, or how long it'll be.
Just to let you know I now have a Twitter account:
http://twitter.com/Xanthetwirls
And I'm still on LJ at:
http://xanthelj.livejournal.com/
and
http://xanthestories.livejournal.com/
And I'm on Dreamwidth at:
http://xanthe.dreamwidth.org/
By all means follow/friend me wherever!
21st May, 2009
Title: Boats
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Slash
Category: Episode tag. Out-take scene from Aliyah
Wordcount: 2,300-ish
Status: Complete
Spoilers: Aliyah
Summary: Gibbs explains his choice to Tony. And they talk about boats. Possibly.
30th April, 2009
Title: Puppy Love
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: PG
Genre: Slash
Category: Bit of crack, bit of romance ;-).
Wordcount: 4,000ish
Status: Complete
Spoilers: None
Summary: Tony's true inner self is revealed – as is his heart's desire…
26th April, 2009
Title: Sunrise
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: Angst, romance, vignette
Rating: PG-13
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 2,672
Spoilers: None
Summary: Gibbs says his last goodbyes before sailing off into retirement.
15th April, 2009
Updated the translation page
with a new Chinese translation of an NCIS fic by Zodiac.
5th April, 2009
Rakshi and XOF have formatted all my stories for PDA
viewing. You can find them
here on
kindle_fanfic.
And yes, that's all of them - eep! The only one that isn't up there (yet) is
"Damage".
But on that subject,pfyre
has formatted "Damage" for PDA. It can be found here:
pdb format - iSilo
"ncis-damage.pdb" (372.51 KB
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2P7KX7T8
ncis-damage pdb (iSilo)
rtf format (allows other to convert easily to 'other' PDA formats)
"ncis-damage.rtf" (2.52 MB)
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=K2XSAGYH
ncis-damage rtf
And we have some new Chinese translations (yay!). Zodiac has translated several
of my NCIS stories into Chinese. You can find them on
her blog. And I've linked to
them from my translation page
as well.
4th April, 2009
Oops - made a mistake at the end
of part one with copying over so the file wasn't all there. It's all correct on
the big file and I've rectified the mistake on the part one file. So if any of
you were mystified - that would be why!
It's finally here! Here is the new long story I've
been working on for the past few months. This one took a lot of blood, sweat and
tears, I must admit, and you'll see why when you read it. Friendly feedback is
always much appreciated.
Title:
Damage
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: Extreme Angst, Drama, Case,
Action, Hurt/Comfort, First Time,
Romance
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 132,000 (ish)
Disclaimer: These characters belong to
DPB, CBS, Paramount, et al. No copyright
infringement is intended.
Spoilers: This story is set during or
beyond season six and Vance is director.
However, it is not generally spoilery
for season six beyond a couple of very
tiny references.
Summary: When Gibbs investigates a minor
robbery, he uncovers something much more
sinister. The resulting investigation
has unexpected and far-reaching
consequences.
Warning: This story contains scenes
of child sex abuse
Extract from Part One: "Give me your badge and gun,” Gibbs said
quietly. Tony stared at him. “Now, DiNozzo!” Gibbs barked. “I don’t know
what the hell is going on with you, but I can’t trust you right now so
I’m suspending you from duty.”
30th March, 2009
I've started posting my new long, angsty story,
Damage, to my Livejournal. It's written in six parts - I'll post one a day there
and finish up by posting the entire story to this website on Saturday 4th April.
21st March, 2009
I took some time out from editing the huge
angst-fest that is "Damage" to write this silly post ep story *g*.
Title:
Tony’s
Dry Spell
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Category: Slash
Genre: Humour
Rating: R
Status: Complete
Spoilers: Post ep for 6X18, Knockout
Wordcount: 3668
Summary: Tony finds out the real reason
for his recent lack of hot sex.
10th March, 2009
I've updated the translation page with two new
translations - "Driftwood" has been translated into Chinese by Yanievance and
Sirrah has finished her magnificent French translation of "Coming Home". This is
such an enormous story - I'm full of admiration and gratitude to her for
sticking with the translation. And apologies for somewhat belatedly posting a
link to a Chinese translation of "A Foreign Country" by Ellen Zak - it got lost
in my inbox and I overlooked it before.
8th March, 2009
I've finally finished writing "Damage". It currently stands at 132,000 words and
needs a big, long edit. Then I'll start posting it! So it should be posted
within a week or two. Or three. *g*. This story comes with a massive angst
warning. I think it is actually the angstiest thing I've ever written - and
that's saying something!
In the meantime, here's the beautiful title graphic
Bluespirit has made for the story.

15th February, 2009
I've been working on a new long and very angsty
story. It currently stands at around 86,000 words but there's quite a bit more
still to write. Here's a little "Coming Soon" post :-).
Coming Soon! (but I have no idea
when!)
Title: Damage
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Genre: Slash
Categories: Extreme Angst, Drama, Case, Action, Hurt/Comfort, First
Time, Romance
Rating: NC17/FRAO
Spoilers: Minor but up to and including Season 6
Warning: Themes and scenes of child sexual abuse.
Brief Summary: When Gibbs investigates a minor robbery, he uncovers
something much more sinister.
Extract from Part One: "Give me your badge and gun,” Gibbs said
quietly. Tony stared at him. “Now, DiNozzo!” Gibbs barked. “I don’t know
what the hell is going on with you, but I can’t trust you right now so
I’m suspending you from duty.”
20th January, 2009
Title:
Tony's Appraisal
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Category: Slash
Genre: Crack
Rating: PG
Status: Complete
Wordcount: 224
Spoilers:
One "blink and you'll miss it" for
"Requiem".
Warnings: None
Notes: This
is just a silly ficlet that came into my
head today as a result of having to read
through someone's (extensive) appraisal
review notes. So I got to wondering what
Tony's self-review notes on his
appraisal would be like... *g*.
17th January, 2009
I've updated the
Translation page with
chapters 17 and 18 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah.
31st December, 2008
Happy New Year! Here's my new, long, plotty Gibbs/DiNozzo
story to start the new year off a little early. My wish for 2009 is that it's a
year full of happiness (and lots of fabulous stories!).
Title: Ten
Years On
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo, McGee/OFC. Previous Tony/Abby mentioned.
Category: Slash
Rating: R for adult situations and language but no graphic sexual content.
Genre: Massive angst, kidfic, futurefic.
Wordcount: 40,000ish
Warnings: Not a deathfic but some characters are dead when the story begins.
Notes: Thanks as always to Bluespirit, the most fabulous pink sparkly girl in
the land, for the beta and the lovely graphic. Also a big thank you to my other
betas, Nikita and Aisling for their considerable help and useful suggestions J.
All mistakes are mine.
Summary: McGee is Director of NCIS, Gibbs is raising a small child, and Tony is
teetering on the brink of total self-destruction - a lot has happened in ten
years…
Extract: "Tony is out of control, Gibbs – you know it and I know it. One of
these days he *will* get himself killed. I'm sure of it."
24th December, 20008
Merry Christmas!
I didn't think I'd write a Christmas fic but then I
woke up this morning and this just seemed to want to be written so I went with
it. It's my Christmas present to all the people who have been so kind and
generous in sending me feedback these past few months since I started writing
again.
Title: Hands
Author: Xanthe
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Fandom: NCIS
Rating: NC17 for explicit sex.
Spoilers: None
Warnings: None
Wordcount: 6,543
Summary: It’s Christmas…and Tony has a fascination with Gibbs’s hands.
Extract: They were the hands of a craftsman who could coax smooth curves out
of solid wood and the hands of a killer who could caress a gun into perfect
working order. They were working hands, creative hands, patient hands. They were
hands that knew how to get the best out of guns, and wood, and…him.
22nd December, 2008
I'm
delighted to announce that Hiding in
Plain Sight is now available in zine
format courtesy of Mysti at Agent with
Style. If you want a hard copy of the
story, then visit
Mysti's site and look at the
What's New page. Just to let you know, I
don't make any financial gain from zines
of my work - I just like it that hard
copies are available for people who want
them. I got mine through the post the
other day and it looks very nice -
Bluespirit's cover art looks even more
gorgeous in this format.
My long, plotty Gibbs/DiNozzo futurefic,
kidfic, angstfest is now done. Yay! I
finished writing it a couple of days ago
and it's with beta now. This one is
about 40,000 words long and the whole
premise is kind of sad but it was where
my brain wanted to go - so I let it *g*.
I'll be posting it soon hopefully :-)
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5th December, 2008
Title: The Choice
Fandom: NCIS
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Tony, Tim, Gibbs
Keywords: Angst, spanking, Tony/Tim friendship
Wordcount: 9,798.
Warnings: SPANKING
Summary: Tim and Tony fall out following a disastrous stakeout, and Gibbs forces
them to make a choice that will have painful consequences.
29th November, 2008
Yay! I'm on a roll. More new fic!
Spankyfic this time (double yay!)
Title:
Uncloaked
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: R
Spoilers: “Cloak”
Wordcount: 4284
Keywords/Warnings: Angst, spanking, references to BDSM. If spanking
isn't your thing then don't read it.
Notes: Post-ep for “Cloak”. This fic pre-supposes an existing BDSM
relationship between Gibbs and Tony. For Haggy, because she asked!
Summary: Tony and Gibbs deal with the issue of trust.
Extract: “What do you want from me?” Gibbs growled. “My damn soul?”
Also I've updated the
Translation page with
chapters 15 and 16 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah.
27th November, 2008
Title:
The One Where Tony and Tim Read
Fanfiction
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: PG
Summary: Tony and Tim find a "Deep Six" fanfiction archive.
Genre: Total crack. Really! Spanky references.
Wordcount: 2165
25th November, 2008
Title: "Andy"
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: NC17
Keywords: Wall to wall angst, a dollop of hurt/comfort, and a massive
side order of daddy issues.
Spoilers: Specifically “Requiem” and “Heartland”.
Wordcount: Around 47,000.
Summary: When Tony receives some bad news, it forces him and Gibbs to
face the consequences of a time long past.
Extract: Gibbs had been waiting for a dead body to turn up, and it
seemed one just had - only not the way he'd expected. This was one of
those bodies that had been hidden for seventeen years, and those kinds
of corpses always stank to high heaven when they finally rose to the
surface.
15th November, 2008
Coming Soon!
I've been working on a new long fic - not as long as
Hiding in Plain Sight (agh!), but it's going to be well over 30,000 words
by the time it's done. I've really enjoyed writing this one - it's called
"Andy" and it's a total change of tone and pace from the BDSM-verse - very
angsty, downbeat and gritty. It's been great writing in a different style again,
like in the old XF days, and I'm loving how easy it is to play with the NCIS
boys - they have so many issues *g*. Mainly, in this story, I'm looking at those
rampant daddy issues both Gibbs and Tony exhibit on the show, and I've just
loved that aspect of it, and linking the two together to see why they have this
kind of symbiotic relationship.
I'm not sure when I'll post the new story, but some
details are below :-).
Title: "Andy"
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Rating: NC17
Keywords: Angst, hurt/comfort and a look at both Tony and Gibbs's
different daddy issues.
Spoilers: Specifically “Requiem” and “Heartland”.
Summary: When Tony receives some bad news, it forces both him and Gibbs
on a difficult emotional journey into their shared past.
Extract: Gibbs had been
waiting for a dead body to turn up, and it seemed one just had - only
not the way he'd expected. This was one of those bodies that had been
hidden for seventeen years, and those kinds of corpses always stank to
high heaven when they finally rose to the surface.
I've also added a
fabulous new picture by Kaylashay to the
HiPS shrine.
November 2nd, 2008
The Hiding in Plain Sight Shrine.
I've been sent some lovely artwork and
even a story relating to Hiding in Plain Sight so I've set up a
shrine to house them, like I did with 24/7 many years ago. Thank
you to the very kind people who sent me things!
October 26th, 2008
Hiding in Plain Sight
Fandom: SGA/NCIS crossover
Pairings: Gibbs/DiNozzo, John/Rodney,
Carson/Caldwell, Teyla/Ronon, Ziva/McGee,
and some other pairings that would spoil
the story if I revealed them.
Gibbs/Ducky friendship.
Rating: NC17 for explicit BDSM sex (m/m
slash, femslash and het) and spanking.
Warnings: Consensual BDSM, some scenes
of torture later in the story, one minor
(SGA) character death.
Keywords: Hurt/comfort, romance, first
times, established relationships,
consensual BDSM.
Author's Notes: This story is set in the
BDSM universe I established in my SGA
stories
General & Dr Sheppard and
Coming Home.
Everyone in this universe identifies as bisexual and either dominant or
submissive sexually. For more information on this universe, please read the
Author's Notes.
Summary: When a serial killer murders
three marines on Atlantis, NCIS are
called in to investigate. However, their
arrival brings complications for
everyone – revealing a lie, a prophecy,
a secret and a nemesis.
Extract from Part One: John could
feel his hackles rising as Woolsey
turned to introduce him to Gibbs. Who
the hell did this guy think he was,
walking onto Atlantis like he owned the
place, and bringing his five collared
submissives with him? How many subs did
one top need anyway?
October 26th, 2008
I've updated the
Translation page with
chapters 13 and 14 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah.
October 20th, 2008
I am currently posting my huge, epic, SGA/NCIS
crossover fic set in my BDSM universe. I will post it in instalments
over at my Livejournal all this week and will post the entire story to
my website on Sunday 26th. So if you want to read it before the 26th,
please check my
livejournal daily. Links below!
Title:
Hiding in Plain Sight
Fandom: SGA/NCIS crossover
Pairings: Gibbs/DiNozzo, John/Rodney,
Carson/Caldwell, Teyla/Ronon, Ziva/McGee,
and some other pairings that would spoil
the story if I revealed them.
Gibbs/Ducky friendship.
Rating: NC17 for explicit BDSM sex (m/m
slash, femslash and het) and spanking.
Warnings: Consensual BDSM, some scenes
of torture later in the story, one minor
(SGA) character death.
Keywords: Hurt/comfort, romance, first
times, established relationships,
consensual BDSM.
Author's Notes: This story is set in the
BDSM universe I established in my SGA
stories "General & Dr Sheppard" and
"Coming Home". Everyone in this universe
identifies as bisexual and either
dominant or submissive sexually. For
more information on this universe,
please read the Author's Notes linked to
below.
Posting: This story is huge - around
200,000 words long, so I'll post three
instalments a day over 7 days.
Summary: When a serial killer murders
three marines on Atlantis, NCIS are
called in to investigate. However, their
arrival brings complications for
everyone – revealing a lie, a prophecy,
a secret and a nemesis.
Extract from part one: John could
feel his hackles rising as Woolsey
turned to introduce him to Gibbs. Who
the hell did this guy think he was,
walking onto Atlantis like he owned the
place, and bringing his five collared
submissives with him? How many subs did
one top need anyway?
Author's Notes
Hiding in Plain Sight: Part One
Hiding in Plain Sight: Part Two
Hiding in Plain Sight: Part Three
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October 18th, 2008
I felt so inspired by the NCIS ep, 6X04,
Heartland, that I had to write a post-ep for it. Here it is! I'm hoping
to post the epic, BDSM-verse fic very soon as well!
Title:
Context
Fandom: NCIS
Pairing: Gibbs/DiNozzo
Spoilers: This is a post-ep for 6X04, Heartland.
Rating: NC17
Wordcount: 5000
Summary: “Well, you’re the only one of my boy’s people I haven’t had a
chance to talk with yet,” Jackson told him. “And you’re the one I most
want to talk to so…humour an old man, Tony.”
October 9th, 2008
Coming Soon!
Title: Hiding in Plain Sight
Author: Xanthe
Fandom: SGA/NCIS crossover
Pairings: Gibbs/DiNozzo, John/Rodney, Carson/Caldwell, Teyla/Ronon, Ziva/McGee,
and some other pairings that would spoil the story if I revealed them.
Gibbs/Ducky friendship and previous Gibbs/Ducky implied.
Rating: NC17 for explicit BDSM sex (m/m slash, femslash and het) and
spanking.
Author’s Notes: This story is set in my
Coming Home universe,
and takes place a few months after the events depicted in
General & Dr Sheppard. You
don’t have to read them to make sense of this although some events from
those fics are referenced in this one, particularly
General & Dr Sheppard.
Some of the concepts of the universe are also referenced.
Summary: John could feel his hackles rising as Woolsey turned to
introduce him to Gibbs. Who the hell did this guy think he was, walking
onto Atlantis like he owned the place, and bringing his five collared
submissives with him? How many subs did one top need anyway?
When a serial killer murders three marines on Atlantis, NCIS are called
in to investigate. However, their arrival brings complications for
everyone – revealing a lie, a prophecy, a secret and a nemesis. An
unexpected turn of events means that Gibbs, Sheppard and Ziva must
each fight a battle with their own personal demons for the sake of the
people they love. And for those who survive nothing can ever be the same
again...
October, 3rd, 2008
Editing on the huuuuuge long fic
continues. It's very "big" and fantastical, and frankly a bit bonkers
but that's what works best in the BDSM universe. I've started another
NCIS fic (also Gibbs/Tony of course!) which is much more like a
traditional slash story and much less emotional but the BDSM verse is
all about the big themes and the undying love and the possessive
claiming sex and that seems fine to me ;-).
I've updated the
Translation page with
chapters 11 and 12 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah.
September 28th, 2008
Squee! The
mammoth fic that's been eating my brain
these fast few weeks is now finished.
Yay! I wrote the last bit this morning.
It currently stands at around 196,000
words but that might get bigger or
smaller with the editing :-). Speaking
of which, I'm thinking that's gonna take
quite some time, as the story is so
long. It's currently, tentatively
entitled "Hiding in Plain Sight" but
that might change by the time I post it.
In the meantime, for those that like
them, there are three little teasers
below.
Teaser Number One
The door to the next room was open – the
room where he had left Ducky the
previous evening, performing his
autopsies. Carson walked slowly towards
it, feeling his stomach flutter
nervously. He had a bad feeling about
this…
He got to
the open door and then frowned. Dr
Mallard had left one of the bodies on
the table, which didn't seem very
professional of him. They didn't have
any refrigeration facilities on Atlantis
but they did have the stasis chambers.
Maybe Ducky hadn't known how they worked
and had left the body out for that
reason, but Dr Keller had been on hand –
he could easily have asked for her help
in putting the body back in stasis…
"Oh no."
Carson reached the body and had a
sickening wrench of recognition. "Oh no.
Oh my dear god. Oh no. No, no, no."
Teaser Number Two
“Hey – do you suppose in that universe
Dr Sheppard’s talking about the boss
here doesn’t slap his team around the
head whenever he’s pissed with
them?” Tony asked, gazing warily at
Gibbs in case another one was coming his
way.
“He
wouldn’t – not in that universe,” Rodney
said, with a firm shake of his head.
“Trust me. I met those people and they
definitely didn’t do anything like
that.”
“Hear
that, boss,” Tony said. “They sound
quite enlightened over in this other
universe of Dr Sheppard’s.”
Gibbs
shook his head. “Tony, I bet there isn’t
a universe out there where a Gibbs
doesn’t feel the need to slap a DiNozzo
upside the head,” he said and there was
something kind of fond about the way he
said it that made Tony glow a bit
inside.
Teaser Number Three
"Rodney, I don't give a damn," John
interrupted, his tiredness making him
angry. "I don't give a damn about your
work, or NCIS, or any other damn thing
right now. All I give a damn about is
why my sub lied to me, and why he lied
to his boss, and to NCIS, and why he
thinks it's okay, even after lying his
ass off, to stand here and argue with me
over a direct order. Now get in the
bathroom and strip."
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September 6th, 2008
After two years barely writing anything (I
think I produced one story in that time, in the Dr Who fandom), I
suddenly got inspired a few weeks ago and began a SGA/NCIS crossover fic
set in my BDSM universe. It's enormous - currently 117,000 words but
still nowhere near finished.
It's been quite a rollercoaster - at
times I've loved it and at times I've really struggled with it and have
lost confidence but I've written a lot over a short period of time, it's
a long, plotty story, and I've been a couple of years out of the game
after some really nasty fandom experiences so maybe that's to be
expected.
It is set, in terms of timeline, a few
months after the events of
General & Dr Sheppard. Although the SGA characters feature
strongly, I'd say it was probably more slanted towards the NCIS
characters and the new fic tells the stories of lots of different
characters. There's lots of slash but also some het and some femslash -
all of which stays true to the spirit of that universe where everyone is
bisexual and orientation is all about the BDSM and who is sub and top
and how their dynamics work with each other.
It's been great fun writing in the BDSM
universe again - I really like the freedom that gives me although
there's no doubt that does mean the characters are a little different -
living in the BDSM verse does that to them!
I've been watching NCIS for years and
always enjoyed it but never felt fandomy about it until I started
writing this story. Now I feel a lot more fandomy about it! Gibbs is
even more toppy than Walter and Tony is both naughty and eager to please
- he doesn't get into as much trouble as Mulder but there's certainly
the potential there. Plus, there is regular canon head slapping - Gibbs
slaps all his people on the back of the head when he's annoyed with them
but he slaps Tony first and the most and Tony seems to enjoy it - he
complained when it stopped on one occasion. It's not a hard stretch to
go spanky from there (and of course I never need much encouragement on
that!). I think the picture below captures their dynamic quite well *g*.

I don't know when the story will be
finished or even if I'll post it when it's done but it has been fun
writing again after all this time :-).
I don't really know how many people still
follow my website - it still gets a lot of hits so I presume people use
it to find my stories and re-read old ones. However, just to let you
know, I do have a Livejournal and it's likely I'll debut the story here.
I haven't decided whether it'll be locked down or not yet. Here are the
links to my Livejournals:
My journal for general fandom and cat
related things:
http://xanthelj.livejournal.com/
My story journal:
http://xanthestories.livejournal.com/
You don't have to take out an account in
order to read things on LJ, and there are free accounts if you DO want
to join - and having an account, even if you don't use it, is more fun
in terms of following the things you're interested in and bookmarking
things. It's also possible I might lock the fic down, if I do decide to
post it, in its own community which you'd need an account to access. I
will post note on this site if I intend to do that though.
Sorry to sound a little guarded. I would
prefer to use this site as a repository for all my stories and I
honestly haven't decided yet what I'll do about posting.
July 26th, 2008
Translation page -
chapter 10 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah.
July 13th,2008
I've updated the translation page
with Chapters 8 and 9 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah,
and a Chinese translation of Once Upon A Time by yingzhiyan.
June 15th, 2008
I've updated the translation page
with Chapter 7 of Coming Home, translated into French by Sirrah.
May 31st, 2008
I was approached a few weeks ago by jans_intentions,
the moderator of an excellent LJ community about writing called
shared_wisdom.
She asked me to contribute an article for the community on writing BDSM.
I was very happy to do so, and, after a lot of thought, and many
revisions, I've posted the article today on the Community. Many thanks
to flyingnorth
and bluespirit_star
for putting up with my needy requests to make sure it was
okay, and to Jan for both asking me to write the article and checking it
out before I posted.
Anyone who is interested can find the article here.
I should stress that this is my own personal take on BDSM, after a
lifelong interest in the topic, many years writing it and some real life
experiences that I won't go into here...*ggg*.
I am really impressed by how sane, thoughtful and helpful this community
is. There are some great topics covered on a regular basis by well
informed writers - it's an excellent resource for the fanfic writer :-).
May 25th, 2008
It seems to have been ages since I last
updated! First off, a big thank you for everyone who voted for me in the
recent Stargate Awards 2007. I was thrilled when "Coming Home" won in
the McKay/Sheppard romance category.

I've made a post about it
here.
Secondly, we have a new translation of
"Coming Home". This time it's in French!!! The first six chapters can be
found on my Translations
Page now. A big thank you to Sirrah for doing this - I'm always
wildly impressed and very honoured when people email asking me if they
can translate my stories into other languages.
March 25th, 2008
I feel I've been most remiss in not
posting a link to these before as I do love to support kink-related
things, especially as kink can sometimes get a bit of a bad press in
fandom.
A brave soul has set up some awards just for SGA Kink which is a
wonderful idea. It's so great to celebrate the good kinkiness out there!
Nominations opened quite some time ago and I'm not sure when they close
so you might need to dash along there in order to make sure your
favourites get nominated.
Here's the link!
http://community.livejournal.com/sga_kink_awards
And a big thanks to organisers - it's a lot of hard work running some
awards so it's great that they are taking it on!
February 29th, 2008
I've updated the translation page with two new Chinese translations of
my stories - Abducted, and Lies, by kind courtesy of
yinhzhiyan.
I was also really
heartened by this post from Seperis about my fic "Coming Home":
http://seperis.livejournal.com/571561.html?format=light. I'm
posting the link here because I've spoken here about some of the
problems I had in the SGA fandom as a result of that story so I thought
I should share the good stuff too!
February 9th, 2008
Wow, I think this is the longest I've
gone between updates ever. Lots of things happened to me starting around
Oct 2006 and continuing through last year and into this. I must admit I
feel less connected to fandom after what went on in SGA - I've only
managed one story since then (the Dr Who one, "New Gallifrey") which is
the least I've written in about 10 years.
Anyway, no new story because I'm still
not writing. However, I have been nominated for some
Stargate
awards.
"Coming Home" is in
Romance, and "Disappointing Yoda" is in
Episode Based.
It’s quite
satisfying to see "Coming Home" nominated as it’s the story the SGA Big
Name Fans all got their knickers in a twist about, with a kind of
bonkers and yet deeply nasty hysteria that made me reassess my
involvement in fandom.
Voting goes on until 3rd March so plenty
of time to vote for your favourites.
September 4th, 2007
Yay! I've written something! My first
story since November, and, much to my surprise, it's Doctor Who -
Doctor/Master slash to be precise, and very angsty it is too. Details
below :-). It felt really good to be writing again - I really enjoyed
the writing experience.
New Gallifrey
Fandom: Doctor Who
Pairing: Tenth Doctor/Master
Rating: R
Summary: His captivity is one of sea breezes and walks across silver
sands, and he is at liberty to wander the TARDIS, room to room, whenever
he wants, but that doesn’t make his imprisonment any the less complete.
Wordcount: 7000
Keywords: Angst. Lots of it.
Spoilers: "The Last of the Time Lords"
August 12th, 2007
I'm so pleased to have won some awards in
the recent Titanium
Whip BDSM awards. A big thanks to the organisers of the awards.
I liked the fact that a) these were for BDSM stories - the first online
fandom awards I've heard of to recognise BDSM in its own right. And b)
they were voted for by a panel, and all the stories were anonymous -
this meant that a variety of stories, across many different fandoms were
recognised. It must have been hard work for the judging panel but well
worth the effort.
You can see which of my stories won on my
awards page. I was
particularly thrilled with the "best spanking scene" award. Why not try
and guess which spanking scene out of all the spanking scenes in all the
stories I've written won that one... *g*.
June 24th, 2007
Sorry I've been quiet of
late. I'd like to say I've been writing but I haven't written anything
since last November. My confidence/mojo/muse/whatever was shattered by
what happened and hasn't been with me since.
I am pleased to announce
that "Coming Home" is now available in zine form. I haven't seen it yet
but people have emailed me who have seen it and they say it looks great.
There's a cover illo by the talented Bluespirit. You can buy it from:
http://www.agentwithstyle.com/
- and please remember that I don't make any financial gain from my stories
being published in zine form.
I've updated the
Translations Page
with parts 5 and 6 of the Chinese translation of Coming Home,
kindly translated by Izum.
April 11th, 2007
Translations Page
updated with part 4 of the Chinese translation of Coming Home,
kindly translated by Izum.
March 20th, 2007
Translations Page
updated with part 3 of the Chinese translation of Coming Home,
kindly translated by Izum.
February 18th,
2007
Translations Page
updated with the German translation of the 24/7 interludes,
Catharsis, Slave's Day, Special Agent and Twas the Friday Night
Before Christmas.
February 10th,
2007
Translations Page
updated with a Chinese translation of parts one and two of "Coming Home"
and a German translation of the 24/7 interlude, "Because".
January 20th,
2007
Translations
After over a year of hard work, Manuela has finished her translation of
24/7 into German. I'm delighted to be posting the final chapter
today. She's also translated General & Doctor Sheppard. I am in
awe of her talent and dedication - 24/7 is an enormous series to
tackle but she never gave up - and General & Doctor Sheppard is a
pretty long story as well! Someone give that girl a stiff drink!
I would like to take this
opportunity to say a massive thank you to all the people who have, over
the years, done such fine translations of my work. I feel really
honoured that so many of my stories have been translated into different
languages - it wasn't something I anticipated when I started writing
fanfic. I have no talent for other languages myself and I have such
admiration for the people who are skilled enough in another language to
be able to translate, and dedicated enough to give so much time to the
task.
Currently various of my fics
are available in German, Chinese, Spanish and Italian and I can't tell
you what a thrill it is, as a fanfic author, to know that my stories are
accessible in so many different languages. I've loved getting a little
glimpse into other cultures via my conversations with the various
translators.
I was especially surprised
and pleased by the interest in my stories in China. A couple of years
ago my Chinese readers invited me to a webchat with them which was a
wonderful experience - they shared pictures they had made, and their
experiences as readers, and I've loved seeing so many of my stories
being translated into Chinese.
You can find the
translations on the Translations
Page
Awards
Many thanks to those who voted for me in the McShep awards. I received
runner up awards for Coming Home and Back from the Well.
And thanks also to those who
nominated me in the Titanium Whip awards. That's very kind of you :-).
December 19th,
2006
Many thanks to you for all
your kind messages of support following my post on Dec 12th. They've
been much appreciated. I'm still not entirely sure where to go next but
I do have a more robust attitude about what's happened. I have my own
private opinions on some of the more well known names in the SGA fandom
and how they've behaved but I can't see the point in raking up yet more
wank by responding to the whole hoo-hah. I do think it's
ironic that a fairly lightweight adventure show like SGA has attracted
people who view fandom from a position of such high intellectual
snobbery. I think they just like the sound of their own meta.
Moving on:
I've posted Chapter 25 of the German
translation of 24/7 on the Translations
Page. The translation is by Manuela. One more to go! She
deserves a medal :-).
Voting closes on December
21st for the McShep awards. You don't need to have an LJ in order to
vote. Here is the organiser's email text:
"Just a reminder that
there are only THREE
days left to vote in the
McShep Awards! (
http://community.livejournal.com/mcshep_awards/tag/voting+poll
)
You DO NOT
need a livejournal to take part in these awards.
There are three ways to vote.
-Go to the comm and vote in the poll if
you have a livejournal (you'll be able to see the results, but you won't
be able to see who voted for which work).
-Leave a comment on each of the voting
posts--all comments are screened.
-Email me at
mckay.sheppard.awards@gmail.com with the appropriate
category and your vote.
(Which means that the final results of
the polls are not 100% accurate--the winners will be decided by the
adding of all three voting options together).
There are 27 categories to vote in. You
do not have to vote in every poll, you can vote in whichever categories
you choose.
You're free to change your vote, if using the polls, at any time between
now and the 21st of December.
December 21st is the
LAST day to vote.
Winners will be
announced within a few days of the polls closing.
Thank to everyone who has taken part!"
December 12th,
2006
Quite a long update - bear
with me :-).
I've been the focus of some
Livejournal attacks in recent weeks. A vocal section
of the SGA fandom has a problem with my two John/Rodney epics, General & Dr Sheppard
and Coming Home. I don't mind people not liking my
stories but the hostility of these comments went way beyond that. Some
of it was because of the BDSM content (sigh) and some the romantic
nature of the stories, and dislike of my prose style. Some of it just
seemed to be pure hostility towards me, with some quite personal
comments - from people who I've never spoken to. This isn't the first time I've been targeted since posting in the SGA
fandom. I'm feeling very bruised and down right now, and not entirely
sure where to go from here.
On with the update:
I've posted Chapter 24 of the German
translation of 24/7 on the Translations
Page. The translation is by Manuela and she's done a cracking
job translating so much of this extremely long fic. I'm full of
admiration for her.
Now, onto two very different sets of
awards. I feel like I'm always telling you about more awards so I'm
sorry about that.

Voting opened recently in the
McShep Awards
- these are just for John/Rodney fics. I'm delighted to have several of
my McShep stories up in various categories. I'm particularly pleased to
see General & Dr Sheppard
and Coming Home
nominated in the Best Story category (as well as in the romance and AU
sections) as these stories have been given such a hard time lately.
I'd like to say thank you to those people
who nominated me for these - that's very kind of you and much
appreciated. A big thanks also to Forcryinoutloud for her hard work in
organising and running the awards.
I was delighted to see so many of my personal favourites nominated
- people like Likethekoschka, Chaps1870, Jo-zed-pee-em, Bluespirit,
Diana Williams, Jane Elliott, Porthos, Lillyjk, Lavvyan, Artconserv,
Yosimite and many other fabulous writers/artists/vidders. It's great
also to see categories for
manipping,
artwork and
vidding.
The following of my stories have been nominated:
In the
AU
category,
Coming Home
In the
Romance category,
General &
Doctor Sheppard
In the
PWP
category,
Home
and Shrine
In the
Episode Tag category,
Disappointing
Yoda
In the
Threesomes/Moresomes category,
Back from the
Well
In the
Drama
category, The
Chair
In the
Best
Story category,
Coming Home
and General
& Doctor Sheppard
I was also particularly honoured to be nominated in the
Best
Author category. Voting closes on December 21st.
In addition, nominations are open for the
Titanium
Whip Awards. These are multi-fandom BDSM awards which is
fabulous as it gives BDSM a kind of legitimacy that I feel is often
lacking in the slash world, as my recent experiences with G&DS
and Coming Home have shown. I'm sure that many of the people
visiting my website are connoisseurs of all kinds of BDSM stories in
many different fandoms and I do hope you'll take the time to nominate
your favourite authors for these awards. I'm not just talking about me
here!!! I'd love it if you nominated the best of the best that you've
read in your fanfic travels, and make these awards the spanky success
they deserve to be :-). Nominations close on December 31st.
December 2nd,
2006
I've updated the
Awards page and the individual
story pages with the awards banners from the Stargate Awards. Thanks
again to everyone who voted for me in these awards. I was extremely
thrilled to win in these three categories.
November 16th, 2006
I've posted Chapter 23 of the German
translation of 24/7 on the Translations
Page. Translation by Manuela.
I've also posted a note on a fic I posted
a few years ago,
Stepping out of the Shadow, making the timeline of writing it
clear, and directing people to a birthday story,
Alone in the Dark,
written for me by Dafna Greer which was written *before* my story.
November 3rd, 2006
First off, a big thank you to everyone who voted for me in the
Stargate Awards. I
won three! Yay! I'm really thrilled as I'm new to the fandom.
Back from the Well
won in the
multiples/hurt-comfort category, Doctor's Orders
won in the
slash/best kink/other category and Queen
won in the
ship/best drama story/Sheppard-Teyla category. Congratulations to the
other winners too - and a big thank you to the award organisers as this
was a huge undertaking.
Secondly, I'm posting a new story. I'm not sure where this came from and
it features a rather dark Rodney. Details below!
Disappointing
Yoda
Pairing:
McKay/Sheppard
Summary:
"When
you'd
only
loved
three
living
things
in your
entire
life,
you had
to take
care of
them as
best you
could..."
Rating:
PG-13
Spoilers:
"Common
Ground"
Wordcount:
Around
2,800
October 21st, 2006
I've updated the site with Chapter 22 of
24/7 in German. You can find
it on the Translations
page.
October 8th, 2006
I've posted a complete version of
Coming Home all in one file for those who like to read that way.
It's very big though! You can find it
here.
September 21st, 2006
From the Stargate Fan
Awards Committee:
Just a reminder that
voting for the Stargate Fan Awards ends at midnight CDT on Sunday,
September 24.
If you're not quite
finished choosing your favorite fanfics, music vids, artwork, or
websites, make sure you visit
http://www.stargatefanawards.com/eFic in time to place your votes!
Don't forget to vote
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achievement in the Stargate SG-1 Music Videos section. This year’s new
Eight Chevrons Award acknowledges the best in Stargate Atlantis Music
Videos. Vote in these awards at
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"Chevrons Awards" in the top menu bar on the main voting site.
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or just select "Register to Vote" in the top menu bar on the main voting
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Winners will be
announced on October 15, 2006.
Good luck, and good
reading.
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***********************
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September 20th, 2006
I've posted the final chapters of
Coming Home. Sorry for the delays in posting - I've read through
this fic several times but I found that when I came to post I wanted to
read through each chapter again beforehand, so that all took up far more
time than I'd anticipated. Plus posting itself just seemed to take ages,
with all the formatting and copying of links and so forth on LJ and
here. Replying to the feedback took time - but that was a very pleasant
chore so I'm not complaining! But all in all events conspired against me
and I wasn't able to get the full fic up here as early as I'd have
liked. Never mind! Maybe next time! I hope you enjoy the final parts of
the story - and I always like receiving friendly feedback <g>
Coming Home
(title page, warnings, thank yous, links, spoilers etc)
Part Fifteen: Sharing a Plate
Part Sixteen: The Punishment
Part Seventeen: Shield Redux
Part Eighteen: Synergy
Part Nineteen: Home
Fandom: SGA
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Summary:
“Colonel John Sheppard knew, from the moment he first
met Dr Rodney McKay, that the man would be trouble.”
Rating: NC17 for loving, consensual BDSM sex
and spanking
September 17th, 2006
I've just posted the next 6 chapters of
Coming Home. Only five more left! Thanks so much to everyone who
has been reading and leaving me such great comments.
Coming Home
(title page, warnings, thank yous, links, spoilers etc)
Part Nine: The List
Part Ten: Trust
Part Eleven: The Truly Spectacular Blowjob
Part Twelve: Shielded
Part Thirteen: Shadows
Part Fourteen: The Collaring
Fandom: SGA
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Summary:
“Colonel John Sheppard knew, from the moment he first
met Dr Rodney McKay, that the man would be trouble.”
Rating: NC17 for loving, consensual BDSM sex
and spanking
September 14th, 2006
I'm posting the next four chapters of
Coming Home. I've been overwhelmed by the response to this
story - it's been so great. I'm delighted it's struck such a chord with
people.
Coming Home
(title page, warnings, thank yous, links, spoilers etc)
Part Five: The Training Collar
Part Six: The Commitment Collar
Part Seven: Rodney's Stalker
Part Eight: The Beach
Fandom: SGA
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Summary:
“Colonel John Sheppard knew, from the moment he first
met Dr Rodney McKay, that the man would be trouble.”
Rating: NC17 for loving, consensual BDSM sex
and spanking
September 12, 2006
Yay - it's *here* at long last <g>. Or at
least parts 1 - 4 are posted here today - I'll be posting the others
when I can, depending on how much time I have.
Coming Home
(title page, warnings, thank yous, links, spoilers etc)
Part One: Trouble with a Capital 'T'
Part Two: Propositions
Part Three: On the Team
Part Four: Escalation
Fandom: SGA
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Summary:
“Colonel John Sheppard knew, from the moment he first
met Dr Rodney McKay, that the man would be trouble.”
Rating: NC17 for loving, consensual BDSM sex
and spanking
'Translations
page - chapters 20 and 21 of 24/7, translated into German by
Manuela
September 3rd, 2006
I have now finished
Coming Home, the
prequel to General & Dr
Sheppard. It's basically what I've been writing for the past
several months and is around 183,000 words long - which is why I haven't
had anything to post since April!
Coming Home
is still in the editing stage. I'm hoping to start posting it in
instalments to
my Livejournal on Monday Sept 11 and to my website soon after
that.
Coming Home
is set in a BDSM universe where most people are bisexual and identify as
dominant, submissive or switch. It’s about two people finding each other
unexpectedly, and then learning how to be together.
Below is an extract:
“His face was now
angled, unintentionally, in John's direction and John watched as Rodney
slowly closed his eyes and then opened them again, and then he lay
there, and there was an expression in his eyes of such sad acceptance
that John's breath caught in his throat. Suddenly this had gone beyond
duty for John, beyond his faintly bored witnessing of an unpleasant man
getting his due. The expression in Rodney's eyes seemed to say, "Right.
Yes. Of course. Here we go again." And rather than looking like the
brusque, sarcastic scientist John thought he knew, now he resembled
nothing so much as a lost, forlorn puppy, friendless and without a home.
That realisation took John totally by surprise and now his interest in
the proceedings was no longer dispassionate. Now it felt personal.”
August 15th, 2006
I'm delighted that ten of my stories have
been nominated in the
Stargate Awards.
General & Doctor Sheppard has been nominated in the
slash/best
drama category
Back from the Well
has been nominated in the
multiples/hurt-comfort category
Doctor's Orders has been
nominated in the
slash/best kink/other category
The Chair has been nominated in
the
slash/best romantic story/Sheppard-McKay category
Breaking the Rules has
been nominated in the
slash/best romantic story/other category
Home has been nominated in the
slash/short works/vignette
Shrine has been nominated in the
slash/best pwp category
Rodney McScrooge has
been nominated in the
slash/best humour category
Bad Day has been nominated in the
slash/missing scene category
Queen has been nominated in the
ship/best drama story/Sheppard-Teyla category.
I don't think that all my SGA stories are
major works by any manner of means but there are a few that I'm
particularly proud of and hope that they do well. I'm really delighted
that stories by some of my favourite authors are nominated too. Authors
such as Mice, Chaps, Likethekoschka and many others. And my good friend
and beta, Bluespirit, has both her excellent stories *and* her fantastic
artwork nominated, like the talented little bunny she is :-).
I really do think these are the best
organised awards I've seen. They had some good rules which reduced some
of the problems with online fandom awards. Also, all the stories are in
a database which makes voting easy. You do have to login to register
your vote which should also help eliminate any cheating. Writers are
only allowed one story per category which is a good idea and promotes a
wider diversity of fic. There are also categories for music vids and
artwork - both of which I love so I'm happy to see them there. I love
the way awards create links to some of the best stories/artwork/music
vids out there - it's a great resource. Voting continues until 24th
September so there's plenty of time to read the nominated stories which
is also good :-).
There are also some strict voting rules
which should be followed, and which can be found here:
http://www.sg1-awards.com/eFic/stuffing.php
Finally, I always like to thank award
organisers. They do a really time consuming job and provide a great buzz
for the fandom so thank you :-)
August 6th, 2006
I feel bad because I haven't been able to
post a new story since April :-(. And this whole time I've been writing
away but have nothing to show for myself! The GADS prequel, Coming
Home is now 142,000 words long. AGH! And still not finished! It's
going to be extremely huge by the time it's done. However - it IS nearly
there. I anticipate finishing the writing within the next two weeks and
then I'll need to do a read edit and my beta will need to look at it so
I reckon I should end up posting it early in September, if not before.
I'm really pleased with how it's turned out - it's so much fun playing
in this universe :-).
I'm posting a link to a translation of
Worlds Child into Chinese by Wen Qing and Ellen Zak. I'm so
impressed by their dedication in translating such a long work. Along
with Manuela, who is doing the German translation of 24/7 - these people
totally rock! You can find the link to World's Child on the
translations
page
July 14th, 2006
Just a little note to say that a zine
version of General and Doctor Sheppard is now available from Mysti at:
http://www.agentwithstyle.com/
And just a reminder that I don't make any financial gain from my stories
being published in zine form!
July 10th, 2006
I'm STILL working on the GADS prequel. It
does have a name now - "Coming Home" and it's set entirely in the AU
where the married John and Rodney came from. It's the story of how
that
John and Rodney got together in their BDSM universe. I'm having some fun
with it but I've been busy these past few weeks so haven't had much
writing time. It's about 96,000 words long so far so it'll be a monster
big story when it does finally arrive.
I've updated the site with Chapter 19 of
24/7 in German, and a Chinese translation of Deja Vu. You can find
them on the Translations
page.
June 11, 2006
I'm delighted that all my SGA fics have
been nominated for the SGA Awards! I wasn't expecting that all of them
would be nominated so thank you very much if you nominated me! I'm
trying to decide which ones to put in which categories now - not an easy
choice.
I'm still busy writing the General and Dr
Sheppard prequel. It's enormously long so hopefully it'll be worth the
wait :-). I feel like I'm writing all the time but don't have anything
to post to show for it!
I've updated the site with Chapter 18 of
24/7 in German, and a Chinese translation of Skeletons. You can find
them on the Translations
page.
June 3rd, 2006
I'm currently working on a prequel to my
story General & Dr Sheppard so I thought now would be a good time
to feature G&DS on my featured
story page. Go read!
May 29th, 2006
I'm delighted to announce that a zine of
my story, Back from the Well, is now available from Agent with
Style at
http://www.agentwithstyle.com/.
Click on the link to Stargate Atlantis and you'll see it listed.
Mysti is currently also zineing
General & Dr Sheppard, and a selection of my other SGA stories in an
anthology taking its name from my fic Breaking the Rules. I'll
let you know when these are available.
May 20th, 2006
I'm busy working on a prequel to
General & Doctor Sheppard.
The prequel deals with how AU John and Rodney got together so it's set
entirely in the fabby and rather bonkers BDSM universe! It's about
50,000 words long and nobody has so much as kissed yet so it's going to
be another long one. That explains, incidentally, why I'm being quiet at
the moment - I'm busy writing another epic! I'm also being haunted by a
dozen other SGA plot bunnies. Is it wrong to spend so much time thinking
about the bad things Kolya might do to Rodney if he had him locked up
and at his mercy? <g> No, I didn't think so...
Translations Page: I've just posted Chapter 17 of Manuela's
amazing German translation of 24/7. Manuela really is phenomenal the way
she's translating this entire story - it's SO long! I know that her
German audience really appreciate it though and so do I :-)
April 30th, 2006
Today is the last day of nominations for
the SGA fanfic
awards if you still haven't nominated.
I'm currently working on the sequel to The General & Dr Sheppard - or at
least it's more of a prequel as it deals with how AU John and Rodney
originally got together in their bonkers BDSM universe. I'm having some
fun with it but needless to say it's going to end up long. I think it's
already around 25,000 words and nobody has even kissed yet.
And, finally, I'm posting a Mulder/Skinner
story!!! I actually wrote this awhile ago for the Requited zine but
forgot to put it up here once the time limit passed. So here it is. It's
only short!
Abducted
Summary: Mulder's been abducted. Kind of.
Pairing: Skinner/Mulder
Rating: R
Wordcount: 1,922
April 22, 2006
Queen
Fandom: SGA
Pairing: Teyla/John
Summary: “Sex or death…”
Rating: NC17
Warning: Rough sex! Female
domination, male submission.
Translations Page: Latest translations of 24/7 into
German by Manuela.
25th March, 2006
Translations Page: Latest translations of 24/7 into
German by Manuela.
17th March, 2006
Title: Doctor's Orders
Fandom: SGA
Pairing: Rodney McKay/Carson Beckett
Rating: NC-17 for m/m sex, spanking and mild bondage :-)
Summary: "You are NOT the person you pretend to be, Carson Beckett!"
7th March, 2006
Title:
Home
Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
Pairing: Rodney McKay/John Sheppard.
Summary: John wasn't entirely sure when he'd started thinking of
Atlantis as home...
Rating: PG.
Keywords: Romance, schmoop, PWP, established relationship. Just a happy
fic really.
5th March, 2006
General & Dr Sheppard
- all parts now posted. Story Complete
Fandom: SGA
Pairing/s: Rodney McKay/John Sheppard. Rodney Sheppard/John Sheppard
Spoilers: Trinity and The Brotherhood
Summary: An accident with Ancient technology sucks a John and Rodney
from an alternate universe onto Atlantis – and they have very different
ideas about sex, marriage and relationships.
Rating: NC-17 for m/m sex and graphic, kinky BDSM sex, BDSM lifestyle
themes and spanking.
Keywords: Angst, romance, major UST, hurt/comfort, BDSM.
First Posted: 14th February, 2006
8th January, 2006
Shrine
Fandom: SGA
Pairing/Characters: McKay/Sheppard
Summary: Rodney is busy with his
devotions
Rating: NC17
Spoilers: None
Wordcount: 2,356
Keywords: Romance, smut
1st January, 2006
Breaking the Rules
Fandom: SGA
Pairing/Characters: McKay/Beckett
Summary: Rodney misses his cat. A story
featuring a cuddly Carson and an ever so
slightly autistic Rodney.
Rating: R
Spoilers: None.
Permission to archive: Anywhere
Wordcount: 3,595
23rd December, 2005
Bad Day
Pairing: Carson Beckett/Rodney McKay
Fandom: Stargate
Atlantis
Spoilers: This story is a post ep for "Trinity" but you don't
need to have seen that to follow this.
Summary: Rodney's had a bad day –
but luckily Carson is there to give him what he needs.
Rating: NC-17 for graphic m/m sex and spanking.
Word count: 7771
19th December, 2005
Rodney McScrooge
Summary: It's Christmas - and not everyone in Atlantis is happy about
that.
Fandom: Atlantis
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Rating: R for m/m sex.
Spoilers: None
Archive: Anywhere, just let
me know
Word count: 4,786
First posted: December 19th, 2005
10th December, 2005
Back from the Well - Part Three
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Pairing: Carson Beckett/Rodney
McKay/John Sheppard slash
Spoilers: None
Summary: A massive
tragedy has befallen Atlantis and her people are trapped on a primitive
world where technology is forbidden and they are forced to work as
slaves. Rating: NC-17 for graphic rape and torture
scenes.
Archive: Anywhere
Size: 148kb
7th December, 2005
Back From The Well - Part
Two of a Three Part Novel-length Story
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Pairing: Carson Beckett/Rodney
McKay/John Sheppard slash
Spoilers: None
Summary: A massive
tragedy has befallen Atlantis and her people are trapped on a primitive
world where technology is forbidden and they are forced to work as
slaves.
Rating: NC-17 for graphic rape and torture
scenes.
Archive: Anywhere
Size: 129kb.
5th December, 2005
Back From The Well - Part
One of a Three Part Novel-length Story
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Pairing: Carson Beckett/Rodney
McKay/John Sheppard slash
Spoilers: None
Summary: A massive
tragedy has befallen Atlantis and her people are trapped on a primitive
world where technology is forbidden and they are forced to work as
slaves. Rating: NC-17 for graphic rape and torture
scenes.
Archive: Anywhere
Size: 103kb.
24th October, 2005
The Chair
Fandom: Stargate: Atlantis
Pairing: Rodney McKay/John Sheppard
Spoilers: This story is set immediately after "The Siege, Part 3" so
spoilers up to and including that episode.
Summary:
"...are
you saying I exist merely to be John Sheppard's plaything?"
The Wraith have returned, the city is on the verge of destruction, and
Rodney makes a discovery that could change his relationship with Sheppard
forever.
Rating: R for graphic m/m sex.
Archive: Anywhere - just let
me know.
Size: 166 kb. Also available as a
zip
file and plain text file
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