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Beautiful pic by Mika
Please read the warnings on Part One. It
doesn't get a whole lot better for Mulder in this chapter either.
The Adversary
Part Three
By Xanthe
I'm humming to myself as I fill the
Jacuzzi. He's taken such an important step, the darling boy! I did wonder
whether or not this might break him of and by itself, but it didn't. I
know when they're broken, and he's just damaged, not snapped. He's proving
to be very hard to break, as he predicted, and as I had hoped. Physical
pain actually hurts him less than when I can inflict emotional blows on
his psyche though - he visibly wilts after those. His earlier anger showed
me I was getting close to something important to him, whether he realized
that or not.
I fold up my sleeve to test the Jacuzzi for warmth, and then return to the
salon. I pause in the doorway, rendered utterly speechless by the sight
that awaits me there. Oh my! He's never looked more beautiful. He's lying
on the couch; the blanket that was loosely wrapped around his body has
fallen partially away, leaving most of his body exposed. His head is
slumped back, on the armrest, leaving the long line of his throat visible,
enticing me to cover it in kisses. I make no move though. I don't want to
disturb this delicious tableau. His skin is very pale, and he is covered
with little marks; bruises around his
ribs, courtesy of my dutymen, and long, red, livid welts all over his
body. One butt cheek is just visible, and it burns and glows in the
firelight, rosy with pain, in vivid contrast to the pallor of the rest of
his body. His hair is dark where it has soaked up sweat, and is a mess of
points and stray strands that sweep endearingly across his marble brow.
He's much thinner than when we brought him in, which serves to accentuate
his ribs and long torso in a way that I find almost aesthetically
pleasing. After torture he resembles the young boy he still is inside. He
is vulnerable, hurting, and alone…and he is looking to me to fill the void
in his life now that he has betrayed his lover.
His cock lies languidly, abandoned and neglected on his thigh, and
I so look forward to using that particular organ to show him that I can
provide pleasure as well as pain. One of his arms is draped awkwardly
across his body, and the other hangs, almost lifelessly by his side. The
one nipple visible is dark red, swollen from its recent abuse. He reminds
me of the painting, Death of Marat - that delicious,
alabaster-skinned Marat lying in his bath, perfect in his absence of life.
Mulder is absent of life at this moment. I've sucked him dry and now I
have the joy of revitalizing him. I tiptoe closer. His long lashes are
sooty against his pale skin, and his face is rendered all the more lovely
by the pain he has so recently experienced. There are tear-stains on his
cheeks, and his lashes are still wet, making them stand out even more
startlingly against his flesh. His lips are cut in several places - more
from his own bite marks than anything we have done to him, I think, and
the jagged, red rips are a flash of bright color on this porcelain statue
of perfection.
Ah, but bringing him to this was so lovely.
He has been worthy of my skills, an excellent opponent.
I wonder if he has any more tricks up his sleeve, or whether he
will soon succumb? In a way, I almost hope that he will continue to
struggle and surprise me - I think I could
play with him until the end of my days and never grow tired.
He moves his head, ruining the picture, and those tragic hazel eyes look
at me. He's half out of his mind, and isn't really sure where he is. There
is confusion in his expression, and a wild panic.
"Hush, it's all right, my darling boy.
We're going to wash you. We'll use warm water to comfort you. Hush."
He cries out as I beckon the dutyman to lift him, and carry him into the
next room."Hush, there's no pain now. You've been very good and now you'll
be rewarded. I'm going to reward you so well, my darling boy. Hush, hush,
hush." I murmur the words to him over and over again, soothing him, as a
mother soothes her child to sleep. He's been through so much, and so
bravely. What a dear creature he is, to take his pain so well, to suffer
so nobly, and with such beauty. I don't think I've known any other recruit
suffer to such perfection, not even Charles's spitfire assistant. Oh, but
I love him so much! At this moment in time I love him more than words can
ever express.
I watch as the dutyman lowers his precious
bundle gently into the bath, admonishing him not to allow Mulder's head to
knock against the side, and then get undressed, and slip in beside my
darling boy. Mulder's eyes have closed again, and his head lolls back. He
cried out as we helped him into the water, and I'm sure it stung in
places, but now that he's warm the sting is forgotten. I take him into my
arms, and he comes, unresisting. I hold him for a long time, taking care
to keep his chin out of the water. The lights in the bedroom have been
dimmed, and he is lost in a dream. It's just him and me, alone together in
this shared, exquisite moment. I allow him to rest, spaced out as a result
of the recent pain, weary beyond belief. After half an hour or more of
luxuriating in being together, I move him to one side, and go to pick up
the soap. He stirs, his hazel eyes full of fear.
"Please!
Don't hurt me," he begs, his eyes dark with remembered pain. It's
breathtaking. The beauty of that look, and the suffering in those eyes - I
can feel a lump rising in my throat.
"It's all right, my dear one. It's all
right. I'm not going to hurt you."
It's like winning the trust of a wild
animal, trapped and in pain. It's so good to be able to soothe, and mend,
and take care of him. When I release him back into the wild again he'll be
tamed inside, my beautiful, obedient little fox. Just thinking about that
moment makes me want to weep. I pull him close again, and gently and
carefully soap him all over. He flinches a little as I work - I have to
keep my actions very measured and smooth so as not to scare him. Any
sudden movement and he's skittish, like a colt, full of fear. I take my
time, and he just lies there, and lets me wash away the sweat, and tears.
When he's been soaped, I lovingly take the sponge, fill it with water, and
gently squeeze it over his body. I think he likes this. The action of the
water running over his body in this way is immensely pleasurable. The pain
has heightened his senses you see, and he's receptive to the slightest
stimulus right now. He moans in my arms as the water anoints him, washing
him clean of all that he's suffered. Finally, I squeeze the sponge over
his head, and he shivers, closing his eyes. The water coats those dark
eyelashes, and, in the lamplight, in the water, he is like a shining god
of despair. I pour shampoo into my palms and lather it into his scalp. I
love massaging scalps and I know he loves what I'm doing because he puts
his head back and lets me work the lather deep into his skin. It's a
special blend of aromatherapy oils designed to soothe, and he blisses out
to the feel of my fingers on his head. Darling boy! When I finally remove
my hands from his scalp, he gives a moan at the separation, which warms my
heart. I pick up the sponge, and squeeze it over his head, and soon he is
clean.
"Time to sleep, dear heart," I murmur.
"Sleep," he whispers, in a voice full of
longing.
"My darling, I can't bear for us to be
parted, so I'm afraid I must tie you," I whisper.
He moves his head, his eyes dark with those
tragic, unshed tears again.
"No...please..." he whimpers.
"It's all right. We'll tie you as
comfortably as we can - it's a small price to pay for lying in my arms,
after all." I smile, soothing him, running my hand up and down his arm. I
get him out of the bath with the help of the dutyman, and slide him into
the large, inviting bed.
"Here...painkillers." I swirl the soluble
tablets around in a glass of water - he's in no condition to swallow them
whole - and then press it to his lips. He makes a face at the bitter
flavor so when he's swallowed them down, I give him a glass of plain water
to wash the taste from his mouth. He wants to curl into a ball; he goes
straight into the fetal position as soon as I release my grip on him, but
I need to dress his wounds and can't do that when he's all scrunched up,
so I painstakingly stretch out his limbs.
"Don't move them, darling boy. Just stay
very still while I take care of you." I rub an entire
tube of cool, antiseptic gel into his sore body, treating his welts
thoroughly. I take this opportunity to examine that bruising on his ribs.
I'll be very angry with my dutymen if they've broken skin or bone, or
caused any internal damage, but they have been as circumspect as I demand
of them. My recruits are not the only ones I punish with the whip, and my
dutymen are highly trained. Then it's time to examine him internally. He
gives a little cry as I part his buttocks, but I stroke his skin softly,
murmuring to him lovingly, and he tries his best to relax. The speculum
hasn't damaged him - I'm very careful in my use of that particular
instrument - but he's been penetrated recently, and that, predictably, has
caused some slight tearing. I soothe cool cream into his rectum. He isn't
badly torn, and he'll soon heal with good food, comfort, and rest.
Finally, I insert a suppository. Antibiotics will prevent any infection
from getting hold. His immune system is very weak right now and needs a
little helping hand. He cries out as I push the suppository home, and I
hold him close, rocking him back and forth. The poor boy clings to me for
comfort, which I'm more than happy to give him. The suppository was for
his own good though; he'll be much more comfortable now.
I wrap special, fur-lined cuffs around his wrists, and then tie them
loosely to the headboard, giving him plenty of room to move around. His
ankles are also cuffed, and chained, and again, attached to the bed. The
worst he can do to me now is take a bite out of me. As he isn't broken
it's a risk to sleep next to him but I can't resist. I need to be close to
him in the aftermath of what we've just been through together. I'll leave
my dutyman watching at the door, but even so, Mulder could do some damage
if he woke up and felt desperate enough to
attack. Like a wild animal, he might just wake up so confused and full of
turmoil that he bites the hand that feeds him. Finally, regretfully, after
weighing it up, I decide a gag will be necessary to render him completely
safe. I fetch a gag of the softest cotton. It's little more than a wad of
cloth on elastic, and it won't exacerbate the sores on his mouth. I slip
it easily between his teeth and he moans and moves his head, those
expressive hazel eyes registering his anxiety, but doesn't put up any real
fight.
"There, my darling boy. When you're fully
broken we can experience the joy of sharing a bed without the need for
these restraints to come between us, but you're not quite there yet."
He makes no reply, merely closes his eyes
and lets his head fall onto the pillow. I slip under the sheets beside
him, and pull his naked body against my own. I'm very aroused by having
him so close, and so docile, and he moans when he feels my hard cock
digging into his buttocks, but I must delay my pleasure for now as it
isn't the right time to further consummate our growing love.
I pet him instead, soothing him with little light caresses on his
body. His hair is so clean and smells so divine that I bury my nose in it
and inhale the scent of him. It's intoxicating - he's intoxicating.
Finally, I rest my face against the delightful curve of his neck, and kiss
him there, over and over again. His body is limp and acquiescent in my
arms, so heavy, and so perfect.
"You're loved, my dear boy. So loved. I
wonder how you could have ever stood your lonely existence before. Here
you are loved. I love you," I whisper, and he is still, listening intently
to my words. "I'm going to take very good care of you," I continue,
stroking his flaccid cock, which doesn't respond in the slightest. Never
mind. I'll take care of that in due course. "My love, my darling one, so
cherished. Don't disobey me again, my sweet. When you're good, we can
share so much pleasure. Ah, so silent, so beautiful."
I think I caress him for a full hour, my
hard cock weeping with need the whole time. It's the most delicious agony
I think I've ever experienced. The sacrifices I make for this dear
creature. Of course he doesn't know that I'm not going to insert my hungry
cock into his warm, captive body - I think he's waiting for that to
happen, but I want him to see that I don't have to enter him in order to
possess him. I can show my utter mastery of him just by tying him to my
bed and lying beside him. Finally, I allow him to sleep, but I keep him in
my arms. I won't relinquish my hold on this precious prize, not now, not
ever.
I take only my usual 5 or 6 hours of
sleep. I really don't require any more in order to feel refreshed.
When I wake up he is still fast asleep. I let him rest - the poor lamb
really needs to recoup his energy. I lie still, and just drink in the
sight of him as he sleeps. There's a little more color in his skin, and
he's breathing deeply through the cotton gag, assuring me that despite his
little physical exertions of late, he's in basically good health. He'll
take a few days to recover, but he's young, and resilient.
I slide out of the bed, and he moans, and moves into the space I occupied,
his chains clinking slightly as he rolls. The change wakes him up, and he
glances around, bleary-eyed and confused.
"It's all right, dear heart. I won't be
leaving you for long," I whisper, smoothing back his hair. Thus reassured,
he closes his eyes and is soon asleep again. I see to my toilet, dress,
and then return to the bed with some paperwork, which I deposit on the
nightstand. I like sleeping under sheets, but now that I've taken my own
rest, I think the boy should be displayed for me to enjoy as I work, so I
strip back the blankets to reveal his
naked beauty. He stirs again, his eyes opening in panic, perhaps imagining
that he will come to harm.
"It's all right," I murmur again, adjusting
the temperature on the wall panel so that he will be warm. "I just want
you on display, that's all. It's a crime to cover up all this sublime
flesh, my love." He shivers, but he's too tired to care very much, and his
head drops again, like a brick, onto the pillow. He's no danger to me now
that I'm awake, so I remove his gag, and untie his hands and legs,
allowing him freedom of movement, and he stretches out, relishing his
liberty. He sleeps for four more hours,
while I sit beside him, glasses perched on the tip
of my nose as I work. I only need glasses for reading - a sign of
impending old age, I'm afraid. I used to have 20/20 vision in my youth,
but the relentless march of time has robbed me of that. Every now and
again I glance up, and allow my gaze to linger on his naked loveliness.
He's a delicious pink color now, warm and thoroughly comfortable, nestled
up in my bed. His outstretched hand is just touching my thigh and I love
the contact. Occasionally it all becomes too much for me, and I have to
caress the naked creature; a little kiss to the hollow between his
collarbones, a lick along the nearest earlobe, a tiny, gentle brush of
fingertips over a nipple. He stirs and mutters when I touch him, but
doesn't wake.
The body often shuts down after extreme trauma, requiring far more sleep
than usual, but all the same, he must dance to my tune, so I decide to
introduce some kind of rhythm to his day. I'll see that he gets plenty of
sleep, but he will take it as and when I allow it. The chef makes a
particularly tempting breakfast for us, and I take it from the dutyman,
and sit on the bed next to Mulder with a tray.
"Mulder, wake up." I pull him sideways so
that his face is in my lap. He gazes up at me, blinking. His eyes are full
of sadness - it's going to be my pleasure to make them light up with joy
in due course. "I have a delicious breakfast for you," I tell him,
stroking his hair.
"I'm not hungry," he whispers.
"I didn't say you had a choice, dear one,"
I murmur lovingly. "You don't."
"I can't," he mutters, his eyes sliding
away from mine and into some dark, soulful tragedy all of his own.
"Well, you can eat or you can be whipped."
It's a very simple matter, and it takes him
less than ten seconds to open his mouth obligingly. I cut up a slice of
bacon, and place it on his tongue, and he chews, thoughtfully, looking up
at me the whole time. He swallows, with some effort, raising his head
slightly to make the action more comfortable, and when he's done I press
some omelet to his mouth. He takes what I give him, chewing interminably
slowly, but I have all the time in the world, and I'm a very patient man.
When he's eaten a fair sized meal I allow him to sit, and place a glass of
orange juice to his lips. He drinks that down without complaint, gulping
on it, so it's clear that he was very thirsty. I fill a second glass with
water and he empties that as well. Putting
aside the food, I bring a pot over to the bed, and, sitting him on the
edge, I take his penis in my hand. He looks at me with dull, blank eyes,
knowing what he has to do, but even so it takes several long seconds
before the first droplets splatter into the pot. He's inhibited, but that
will pass with time. After a while the flow becomes steadier and he
relieves himself of a considerable sum of fluid, so that, also, was a
pressing need.
"You must tell me when you need something,
whether it's the bathroom or water," I chide gently.
"I need to go home," he whispers, a faint
ghost of my lovely, fighting Mulder in his tone.
"You are home, my dear boy. Home is a place
where you're loved, and taken care of. Home is where the heart is - it's a
cliché, but true all the same. Your heart belongs here, Mulder, with me.
I'll take good care of your heart. I won't let you down as so many others
have done before. The man you thought was your father, your lover, your
real father - none of them gave you the love you deserve but I will."
His gaze fixes on me, a puzzled expression
in those limpid, hazel eyes.
"Why?" He asks, his lips forming the word
although it barely has any sound to it. My heart almost breaks.
"Oh my poor boy." I sit beside him on the
bed, and take him in my arms. He comes, unresisting. "My poor, darling
boy. I'll love you because someone must! You've been neglected for far too
long. All you needed was someone to take
notice of you, and give you the attention you crave. The other men in your
life have all failed you, but I won't."
He gives the faintest sigh, and then is
still, and deflated, as if he has lost the capacity to breathe, and when
he does take another breath it is noisy and full of fight.
"Lie back," I instruct, pushing him onto
the bed. "Let me show you just how loved you are."
I go to the Jacuzzi, dip a washcloth in the
water, then return, and gently stroke the cloth over his penis and
testicles, parting his legs insistently as I work. He lies there, looking
up at the ceiling, his face blank. When he's clean, I put aside the
washcloth, and fasten his arms and legs to the bed once again, so that
he's spread-eagled and immobile. Once he's secured, I play with his
captive body again, enjoying myself, but being very gentle. I stroke my
fingers down his chest, and rub each nipple with tiny brush strokes until
they harden. They're still very sore, but they can take gentle caresses. I
dip my head to suck on each one, and then lick my way down to his groin.
He gasps when I take his penis in my mouth. I don't think he expected me
to pleasure him like this. He remains
flaccid though, despite my best attempts to suck some life into him, and I
am rather good at this, if I do say so myself. Usually this kind of
stimulus is enough to have most men hard despite themselves, but he's
already admitted to a certain degree of impotence, so I wasn't necessarily
expecting this to be easy. I relinquish his cock, and move up the bed to
gaze down into his eyes.
"Darling, you must come for me," I tell him
gently, stroking his hair back away from his forehead.
"Tell my cock that," he replies, his eyes
meeting mine for the first time. There's just the slightest trace of his
usual wry humor in those listless orbs.
"I can't help it if it doesn't perform on cue."
"But of course you can, darling!" I laugh,
still gazing down at him fondly. "Look, my sweet, you've been through a
great deal these past few days, and it's understandable that you're
feeling a little low. That bastard Skinner took a great deal out of you,
didn't he?"
His brow furrows, and his lips twist, as if
in pain.
"Hush, my love." I stroke his breast
gently. "Now, you can get over him. You have me now, and I want to give
you pleasure. Your body deserves a little respite after the pain, doesn't
it?"
"I can't force a hard on." He shrugs.
"Darling." My tone is firmer this time, and
I place a finger over his mouth. "'Can't' isn't a word I want to hear from
these divine lips. You can, if you try. If you really want to please me
you will. Now, I don't want to hurt you any more, dear boy. You need some
recovery time. You need to be cosseted and loved. I want to do that for
you but you have to let me."
"How?" He asks, almost wordlessly. I slide
my hand down to his cock and grasp it firmly.
"Well, my dear, the dutyman was so kind as
to fetch your whip while you were sleeping. I have it here." I nod in the
direction of the nightstand next to his side of the bed, where his whip
lies, furled. Anxiety creeps into those dull eyes.
"No…you promised no pain here," he says,
tugging on his chains. "You promised!" He's like a child who has been told
he won't be getting a much longed for treat.
"Hush, dear one." I soothe his hair again
until he's calm. "I don't want to beat you, darling. You've been beaten a
great deal and while that's been good for you, and necessary, I'd prefer
to be making love to you instead of
hurting you right now. You need some love, dear boy. All you have to do is
accept it."
"Please…if I can, I will...just don't beat
me," he implores. He's right to be anxious. He's in bad shape
physically, and I couldn't do more than administer the very mildest
of beatings - although I will do that if it's necessary.
"Darling, you're going to have to trust me. I need you to allow your body
to respond. It's the mind that interferes you see, dear heart." I tap his
forehead. "Any cock would respond to what I was just doing to it under
normal circumstances. It's your mind that stopped that response. You have
to allow it to happen."
He swallows, and nods,
and I reward him with a kiss.
"Good boy. It's merely a choice between
allowing yourself pleasure, or the inevitability of pain if you interfere
or resist. Think of it that way." His eyes register the starkness of that
choice, and I smile, and pat his face reassuringly.
"There, there, dear one. Let's try and keep
the whip on the nightstand, shall we? It would be so much nicer for both
of us that way."
I snake my way back down his body, and end
up at his cock once again. This time I take it in my hand and stroke it
for quite some time. This won't be quick, but I'm confident we'll get some
kind of result; he's desperate to avoid the lash. I watch him while
I work. He puts his head back, trying not to fight it, and his eyes
fix firmly on a spot on the ceiling. His cock slowly begins to harden. It
isn't easy. Every time he looks close to getting what could charitably be
described as an erection, he loses it almost immediately.
"Hold it, dear one. If you don't come then
you'll be whipped, so just getting hard isn't enough. You must hold it
long enough to come," I urge him.
He swallows, nodding, and
grips his chains tightly in both
his hands, concentrating very hard. His cock starts to swell again beneath
my caress, and this time it looks more promising, so I lower my head and
take it into my mouth. He gives a little cry as I skillfully administer a
most pleasurable blowjob. He's holding very well, but I know he could lose
it at any moment. By raising my eyes I can see how much of a strain it is
for him to concentrate on this. His erection suddenly fades, and I sigh in
exasperation, sitting up again.
"Darling, we'll give it one last try, but
you need to relax," I croon, stroking the side of his face tenderly.
"You're all tensed up, and that isn't getting us anywhere. Just think of
any fantasy you want. Maybe you're the center of attention at a party, and
there is a line of big, strong bikers all
dressed in leather, kneeling in front of you and worshipping your cock.
Does that work, hmm? Or pretty ladies, with tanned limbs, and large ripe
breasts, their hair sweeping over your abdomen as they suck your penis.
Now, let's try again. If this doesn't work then I'm afraid I really will
have no choice but to whip you."
His eyes are full of a kind of grim
determination and he nods. I return to his cock, and begin stroking it
again. If it weren't such a pretty cock then this would be becoming
something of a chore, but his whole body is a delight really, and it's so
nice watching his unguarded responses. He makes a conscious effort to
relax each muscle in his body, and sinks into the bed. His lips are
parted, and he's gazing into the distance, humming to himself. His cock
begins to harden again, and I take advantage of that fact by deep-throating
it in a move that makes him gasp. Smiling to myself I suck down hard and
his ass lifts away from the bed, his cock
thrusting urgently towards the back of my throat. I allow him to continue
with his thrusts and he gets into a rhythm, until
finally I can sense that he's about to come. Hallelujah! I draw
back, and complete the job with my hand - I do so hate the taste of semen.
"Good boy!" I praise him whole-heartedly
when he delivers a small amount of sperm, and he gives a smile of pure
relief at having evaded a whipping. "You see. You can take pleasure. You
just need to think less and respond more," I tell him, cleaning us both up
with the washcloth. He nods, doubtfully. "There now, what were you
thinking when you came?" I asked him. "What little fantasy were you
playing out?"
He looks me directly in the eye and shrugs.
"I imagined you were Walter," he whispers.
Damn! I told him he could use
any fantasy he wanted so I can't punish him, but all the same, I'm
furious. Oh, I knew that all I'd done was remove Walter from his delirium,
and, by means of his betrayal, loosen his grip on the fantasy he's built
up around his young lawyer, but I hadn't anticipated this. Damn Walter
Skinner. He's there at every turn I take, and there is even the faintest
hint of a triumphant smirk in Mulder's eyes. It's as if he knows that he's
hurt me - as if he takes pleasure in it. I force a smile, and get to my
feet.
"Well, that isn't what I wanted to hear, as
you undoubtedly know. I won't beat you for
it, but as a punishment you can lie here on your own for a while, and
think about matters. I have work to do in any case."
I collect my papers from the nightstand, and take them into my salon. I
can see the anxiety in his eyes as I go.
He's worried about so many things, not least being left alone with
the enormity of his betrayal. The ramifications of that have yet to sink
in. It's possible that he even believes I have it in my power to bring
Skinner here to take his place. His grip on reality is fragile enough
right now to make that a possibility. Well, he can stew on that for a
while because I need a rest from him. Breaking new recruits is a great joy
but it can be so tiring as well. Damn this old body. I used to have more
stamina. I knew he'd be a challenge but all the same…just when I have a
breakthrough, he comes back with something unexpected. It makes him
fascinating, but hard work as well.
Walter Skinner. He really is proving to be more of a thorn in my side than
I had anticipated. I'm drawn to Mulder's file, and glance through it,
seeking information on the troublesome Mr. Skinner. After some searching,
I find a few lines: Ex-marine, Vietnam, Assistant Director in charge of
Criminal Investigations...it's all so tedious. This is why I hate
files. They give you the facts without giving you the information.
Finally I come across something that does interest me - it's a photograph.
On the back is scribbled: Mulder. With Skinner. October 1997. I
turn it over, eager to catch a glimpse of my rival. Mulder is the main
focus of interest for the photographer, and Skinner is clearly secondary
as half his face is cut off, but it's enough to give me a flavor of the
man. I put my head on one side and look at him thoughtfully. So this is
Walter Skinner, my rival for Mulder's affections. He interesting looking -
not conventionally handsome but then neither is Mulder. Broad across the
chest and shoulder, and an inch or so taller than my own dear boy next
door, Walter Skinner exudes a certain kind of confidence and authority
that I dislike intensely. Charles has
it too.
Men like these always get their own way, whether in the best choice of
mates, or money, power and status. It's galling. What does he have that I
do not? What subtleties of personality lie within Walter Skinner's broad
breast that Mulder goes back to him over and over again in our discourses?
Three or four months, eighteen years ago, and yet the boy hangs on to them
so assiduously. Of course working with Skinner must keep the memories
fresh, and there is nothing like the pang of unrequited love to keep the
emotions constantly razor sharp, like a knife directly to the heart. I
need to know more. I need to understand this Walter Skinner. Ah, how I
wish Charles could bring him here. I'd love to have my chance with a man
such as this. I trace my finger over his outline, pondering the matter.
Men like Skinner are a mystery to me. I understand Mulder all too well,
just as I understand the demons that drive Alex. These boys are such lost
souls, so strong and yet so in need of comfort. Childhood abandonment,
loss, the absence of strong father figures and subsequent fixation upon
them…all these are issues that I understand, as surely as the boys I
break, but Mulder has something else, something I haven't encountered
before that gives him that extra dimension. Mulder is right; the fact that
he works for the government, and that he is Charles's son, are both
powerful motivations for my enjoyment in breaking him. That and his
bright, shining intellect of course. I've never met my equal in that
regard before. No wonder he is becoming an obsession with me. A healthy
obsession of course! I am a man in love, and it's galling to find that I
have such a deeply rooted and pernicious rival.
After thinking the matter through for some hours, I can't help myself. I
reach for the phone and call Charles.
"I need another file. I'm sure you can
oblige," I request. There's silence on the other end of the line, and I
take this as an invitation to proceed. "Walter Skinner. I need to know
more about him. Could you send me the file you have on him?"
"Very well." I can almost see him blow out
a haze of cigarette smoke as he says the words. "How is it going with
Mulder?"
"Good. We've had an important breakthrough.
That is why I want Skinner's file."
"Then he's broken?" His voice is very hard,
almost rasping. I smile. Poor Charles. I sometimes wonder whether he truly
wants Mulder to be broken or not. He longs for his boy to be the only one
to resist, to show the strength of his own genes, and yet he also longs
for an obedient son to do his bidding. What a dilemma!
"No, he isn't broken," I reply.
"Damn it, Laurence! You've had him for
weeks."
"And it takes time. It can't be hurried.
Remember your assistant? Some take longer to break than others."
"The FBI is looking for him. I've had
Skinner tracking me down, breathing down my neck. It isn't easy keeping
him at bay."
"I'm sure." I finger the photograph of
Walter Skinner. He looks bullish, and everything Mulder has told me leads
me to believe that he's a determined man. "Maybe...I could distract them a
little," I murmur.
"How?" I can hear the interest in his
voice.
"Ways and means." I have the stirrings of
an idea, but I must examine it from every angle before I commit myself.
The beauty of it is that if I can find a way of making it work then it
will also have considerable impact on Mulder.
"The others are growing impatient. They
want to see him," Charles says, in a cold tone. "Correction - they want to
screw him."
Damn, but I wish they wouldn't keep
interfering. "I can't bring him yet. He isn't ready."
"Then make him ready. You have two weeks,"
Charles snaps, before slamming down the phone.
The trouble with the Elite is that they have no concept of what an art
form it is to break someone. It isn't
something you can hurry. It has to be finessed. You can certainly just
bludgeon someone into submission but that isn't breaking, it's merely
training. I could train Mulder from here. He's reached a place where he'll
do what he's told as long as I am around to insist. However the point
about breaking is that the recruit learns to follow the orders of any
member of the Elite, not just myself. I can't be around to supervise them
all individually every hour of every day.
I consider my options. Two weeks. It's possible I might break him in that
time but I can't count on it - and if I have to get him into shape for a
public appearance then that limits my ability to be truly creative. I
could make him obedient, and even halfway
skilled by then, but broken - no, although the little trick I have up my
sleeve might push him further in that direction without marking his body
any more, or rendering him less attractive for his debut in the Syndicate
Smoking Room. The Elite do not like seeing whipped, demoralized, and
bruised recruits who flinch away from every touch. They love the end
results of what I do, but they don't want to examine too closely how those
results are achieved. They merely want willing flesh, and bright eyes, not
downcast, withdrawn creatures, such as Mulder is now. Two weeks. I could
restore at least some of his verve in that time, and tutor him in how to
give pleasure…but it will mean me accompanying him when he goes to the
Syndicate or he won't perform. Damn. Just the thought of sitting in the
car makes my flesh crawl. If he hadn't been so stubborn, if I'd been able
to break him sooner...no, I mustn't blame the boy for that. I wanted a
challenge and I'd have been disappointed if he had caved in too early.
Very well. If that's the way it must be.
Mulder is dozing when I return to the bedroom, but he looks up as I close
the door softly behind me, and glance at him speculatively. There's fear
in his eyes, and they flicker to the whip. Although I said I wouldn't beat
him, he's still afraid that I will, and that's a good thing. It shows he's
malleable enough to be trained. I often do begin some rudimentary training
during the breaking process, so it isn't too inconvenient to have my plans
altered in this way, although I'll admit to being a little irked that my
hand has been forced. I'm a very precise man, and breaking is an extremely
precise art. I sit on the side of the bed and look down on my sweetly
disheveled captive.
"How are you feeling, darling?" I ask him
tenderly.
"I hurt, Larry," he says honestly, those
hazel eyes shining but still downcast. "Inside. I hurt inside."
"I'm sure you do. Hold still, let me
examine you." I untie his legs, pull on a latex glove, coat my finger in
lubricant, and open his legs. He makes no protest, and a cursory
examination reveals that he's doing fine but I'm not surprised he's sore.
"I want you to heal quickly, my sweet, because I have plans for you, so
I'm going to help you along. Hush…don't worry. My plans are entirely
pleasurable. We're about to embark on a great adventure, you and I.
You're going to learn so much in the next two weeks. Now open for
me again." I insert a suppository, and he bites down on his lip. Even the
slightest thing distresses him right now, and it's very beautiful watching
him struggling with the pain. These government men, with all their
training, don't like admitting that they're just flesh and blood like
anyone else. I remove my finger, strip off the glove, and then take away
his chains completely. He curls up
immediately upon his release, hugging his knees to his chest, his eyes
faraway and full of sadness.
"My poor boy." I slide down beside him, and
take him into my arms. "It will stop hurting soon, darling. Come here."
And he does! Oh, joy. He comes! He turns in my arms, and buries his face
in my neck, and I can feel the wetness of his tears soaking through my
shirt.
"I'm sorry, Larry," he whispers. "Guess I'm
not so much fun as the others you've broken, huh?"
"Oh darling. You couldn't be more wrong.
You're just in pain. You need comfort. It's good to accept it isn't it?"
He shudders in my arms, and I know that he's hating himself for needing to
feel my hands gently petting his back, and soothing him.
"Yes, Larry," he answers finally, in a low
whisper.
"There...you'll feel better soon. It isn't
as bad as you fear. The pain will soon go away," I murmur, kissing that
abundant dark hair.
"When I said I hurt inside, Larry, I didn't
mean that," he whispers listlessly. I draw back and gaze into those dark,
tragic eyes. "I meant I hurt inside." His hand brushes his heart, and he
looks at me in despair.
"Oh darling." I place my hands on either
side of his face, and kiss those full lips, and he accepts the embrace,
even surrenders to it. "Darling, I'm sorry I had to leave you. You clearly
need me right now. You feel so guilty about betraying Walter, don't you?"
His eyes are clouded now, with some emotion
that's hard to read. He closes them, wearily, and when he opens them again
they're blank.
"I'd do it again," he says, with terrible
self-knowledge. "That's what hurts. You think you're strong, that you'd do
anything for the people you love, but that's a lie. When the going gets
tough, all any of us care about is our own survival, isn't it?" Those
hazel eyes are so watchful. I smile, and deflect his inquiry.
"He wasn't good for you. I'm disappointed
that you chose him as your masturbatory fantasy when I sucked you.
Darling...you don't think...you surely don't think..." I laugh out loud,
and he looks at me, those dull wits
sharpened slightly by his own surprise. "You don't still hold on to some
absurd fantasy that he'll ride up on his white stallion and rescue you, do
you?" I ask. His eyes register a dreadful kind of pain. Ah, so this was
his secretly cherished hope. Poor boy! "Darling." I pull him close and hug
him. "Poor darling. He doesn't care about you. He abandoned you once and
he's done it again."
"I don't believe that, Larry," he says,
stubbornly. He glances at the whip again, and shudders, then looks back at
me for reassurance. "I'm sorry. I don't want to be punished, but I just
don't believe that. Whatever happened between us all those years
ago, he's always looked out for me since he took on the X Files. He's
looking for me. Him and Scully."
I'm very intrigued by his Walter Skinner
now. Mulder is so very sure of the man as a person, if not as a lover.
"Well, my darling, you'll forget about him. He isn't important any more.
What is important is you; you and me. Did you enjoy feeling my mouth
around your cock earlier?" He colors, and nods.
"Good. Then wouldn't it be nice to return
the favor...hmm?" I sit him up and he looks at me, that flush draining
from his face. I slide over to the edge of the bed, and beckon to him. He
flinches at the movement, clearly expecting a blow, or some kind of
coercion. How endearing. Instead, I
stroke his face, and he settles a little, leaning into the caress.
"Darling, I want you to come and kneel between my legs," I instruct
softly. He swallows hard, and his eyes flicker to the whip again. "I won't
use it unless I have to," I promise him. "Don't make me have to, my
sweet." He nods again, slides off the bed, and staggers, unsteadily, to a
position between my legs. Ah, but this is nice! I look down on his lovely
face, so full of promise, and put a finger on those divine lips. "You have
beautiful lips, my pet," I croon. "They were made to suck cock. You do
know that don't you? You were made to suck men, my love. But it's one
thing to just suck, and another to perform. We need to teach you how to
perform. I know you want to please me, don't you?"
He looks so conflicted. On the one hand he
wants to avoid pain, and he also wants to keep me happy so that I'll
continue to comfort and love him, but on the other hand he has never
exactly seen himself as a sexual being, which is a shame.
"I know you don't have much experience,
which is why I'm here to help." I caress his face lovingly. "I'm going to
teach you how to be an expert. Men will line
up just to feel those lush, warm lips on their cocks, my angel. Do
you know that the first thing people think when they meet you is how it
would feel to put their cocks between those exquisite lips? They want to
bury themselves up to the hilt in this gorgeous mouth. Did you know that,
my love?" He looks faintly astonished, and somewhat skeptical, which makes
me laugh. "It's true! Ah, you are so estranged from your own sexuality, my
dear! Your whole life has been your work, and your quest. You've observed
sex, from the comfort of your couch, but you've so rarely ever
participated. You haven't come to understand that you are sexual; you burn
with sexuality, and I'm going to make it my task to instruct you in how to
connect with that sexual side of yourself. When I'm done, you'll be in
heat all the time, always ready and willing to suck, and come, and
be mounted. Now, for your first lesson, I want you to suck me to the best
of your ability. I'm not going to do a thing. I want you to arouse me."
He kneels there, those hazel eyes mute with
a variety of emotions. He wants to do as I say, because he wants to lose
himself in the oblivion of not thinking for himself. He's still very tired
and run down, and he needs time to recover. He dreads any further pain
with a vengeance right now, and yet a tiny part of his heart rebels at
being reduced to the role of whore. If only he could just let go. Finally,
with trembling fingers, he opens my fly, and reaches inside as if
searching for a deadly snake, his eyes fearful.
"It won't bite, darling. Be more assured,"
I instruct, and he nods, locates my penis, and strokes it. It doesn't take
much to have it springing into life. Just looking at those lips makes me
want to sink myself between them. I'm soon
hard, and he steels himself to do what he has to do next. I'm not remotely
afraid that he'll decide to take a bite out of me; he might if he thought
he could win his escape, but he knows that all he'd do is wound, and that
would earn him the kind of pain he can't face right now. He looks at me
again.
"Larry...please don't make me," he begins,
and I put a finger over his lips.
"You'll enjoy it, darling. You're already
salivating to feel my come in your throat. You can't wait to give in to
the sexual side of your nature. You can't ignore it forever, my sweet. All
these years of repression have taken their toll. You need to be unblocked.
When you finally give in to your sexuality then you'll wonder at all those
lost years. You'll wish that you had been sucking and screwing and
enjoying the manifold pleasures of the flesh instead of sitting alone in a
room with your video tapes."
There are shadows in his eyes. The art of
what I'm doing is to include a grain of truth in whatever I say. He might
want to dismiss it out of hand, but there is always that nugget of honesty
that prevents him. He has missed out for years, through his own
personality and inhibitions, poor lamb. Now I will release him from those
inhibitions. It'll be my pleasure.
He licks his lips as if already
anticipating the joy of sucking my cock, and then he lowers his head. His
mouth is so warm, and my cock hardens even more as he slides his lips down
the shaft.
"All the way to the back of your throat, my
dear," I instruct, leaning my hands back on the bed, and watching him
critically. "There are a number of little tricks you might like to try.
Deep-throating is always pleasurable of course, but you might also like to
try fondling the balls as you work, like this."
I put his hand on my testicles, and show
him how to play with them to maximum effect. "And you can suck the crown,
concentrate there…oh, very nice...lovely. That's delicious…see, I always
knew we'd find a good use for that quicksilver tongue of yours." He's a
little clumsy, but he's learning. I could come right now, but I won't.
I'll hold it for a long time, to give him the practice he needs, and make
his jaw ache a little. "Now, darling, you're doing very well, but some
more joy in your eyes would be nice. This is such a delicious moment we're
sharing isn't it?" His hazel eyes are
still flat, and lifeless. They really do need to reflect a little more
enjoyment. "Do look as if you're having a good time. Your relish for your
work should show in those pretty eyes." His eyes remain resolutely tragic,
as he continues to wrap those beautiful lips around my hard penis.
"Mulder!" I snap sharply, and he stops what
he is doing, flinches, and glances first at his whip, and then at me. "It
isn't a race. You're not simply trying to get it over and done with as
quickly as possible. You're taking your time. You're having fun."
He nods, very slowly and uncertainly.
"Fun," he repeats.
"Yes, fun. Let's put it this way - this is
more fun than being whipped isn't it?"
I pluck the whip from the nightstand and his eyes widen in genuine
fear. He leans back, away from me, as if he can escape which of course he
can't. "Isn't it?" I ask again, tracing the whip over his naked chest. He
nods, licking his lips nervously. "And you see, if I don't think you're
enjoying sucking me, then I might just assume that you'd prefer me to be
inside another part of your body instead."
"No," he says desperately. "Please don't,
Larry. It hurts. I'm torn. You said so yourself. You said so."
"Well then." I put the whip around the back
of his neck, and, holding both ends in my hands, draw him back to my
groin. "You know what to do." And he does! He's a very quick learner. His
eyes are shining brightly as he dips his face once more to his task, and
he has a kind of strange grimace at the corners of his mouth, which I
think is supposed to be a smile. It's a start.
"You might like to stop every now and
again, and tell me how much you're enjoying yourself, how pleasing it is
having me in your mouth, how you like the feel of my cock, and it's
appearance, how much it's turning you on," I instruct, and he blinks and
sucks for a bit more, before he draws
back.
"Um, this is good," he mutters, still
playing with my testicles in his hand.
"This is…hot."
I slide the whip back and forth around his
neck. "A little more conviction please, dear heart," I murmur.
This is often the hardest part for the new recruits. They can get
so embarrassed.
"You taste so good, Larry," he says, his
hazel eyes burning with something more akin to rebellion than lust, but
he's suffered too much to make that more overt. And he really does want to
enjoy himself. He knows that if he could, then
it would spare him pain, so he's longing for that. "I want to taste
you again." He dips his head for another bout of sucking but I'm content
with that much - he'll learn more in due course but he isn't doing too
badly for a first attempt. I decide to reward him by pulling him closer
with the whip, and thrusting hard into the back of his throat, over and
over again, until I'm ready to come. He chokes a little - this level of
oral penetration is hard for the inexperienced, but he does have to learn
so I force the issue. Then I slow down, draw back a little way, and come
on his tongue, so he can taste me, rather than straight down his throat,
where he'll miss out on that delight. He swallows, almost retches, and,
with one eye on me, tries to smile with an approximation of enjoyment.
I release his neck, and smile.
"Clean me up, dear boy. Every single drop."
And he tongues my cock clean, but he's become dull and lifeless again,
which isn't pleasing. I release the whip, and fix him with a stern glare.
"All right, Mulder. That wasn't bad, but you can try harder. Go and stand
facing the wall," I instruct.
"Please...no," he whispers, his eyes fixed
on the whip which I'm shaking out in preparation for what must come next.
"Five strokes, darling. Then next time
you'll do better."
"Please." He buries his face in my groin,
and I gently disengage him, lifting his chin so that I can look in his
eyes.
"Mulder, you need to learn the position I expect you to assume for
punishment. When I tell you to adopt it you'll do so quickly, without
argument. If you argue then the tally just goes up."
"Larry I'm trying," he protests.
"So now it's six and not five. Hurry,
dearest. I don't want to hurt you any more than necessary."
He has a brief moment of internal struggle,
and then gets up and walks, despondently, to the wall. I follow him there,
spread out his arms wide above his head, and slap his thighs apart.
"This is the way you'll stand for
punishment, spread-eagled. You won't move during punishment. If you do,
then we'll start again. You can scream, but I don't want to hear you talk,
or protest. Do you understand?"
He nods, so
I step back and begin. I don't do more than the minimum necessary to drum
the lesson home, but, as I've said before, if a whipping is necessary at
all then it should be delivered properly. There's no point promising one
and then delivering something half hearted. He has to know he's been less
than pleasing, so that he can adjust his behavior next time. That's the
essence of good training. He turns his head sideways, presses his cheek
flat against the wall, and grunts with each stroke, but he takes his six
without otherwise complaining, and when it's done I turn his shaking,
sweaty body around, and envelop him in an embrace. He clings to me, and I
soothe him for a while.
"There, my dear boy. You are learning. It
could have been so much worse. Now, follow me into the salon and I'll feed
you."
I move into the salon, and sit, expectantly, on the couch, and, after
hesitating for a moment in the doorway, he comes to sit beside me. His
movements are still a little slow and stiff, but we'll soon restore that
gangly grace to his limbs. I feed him again, and he opens his mouth
obediently to take each bite. We've only just finished eating when I
receive a call that one of my old trainees is on his way to visit, at my
request. Marcus is one of my success stories. He's long since graduated
out of the lounge and onto better things, and holds a position of some
importance in the Syndicate now. He isn't one of the Elite yet, but one
day he might be. He bounds into the room a few minutes later, a wide smile
on his face. He's a very large boy now, quite fat, and his hair is gray at
the temples, his cheeks ruddy. It's been about 20 years since I broke him
but I still remember every delicious detail.
"Laurence!" He exclaims.
"Marcus." I kiss him on both cheeks, and he
goes very still. Some lessons remain with the dear boys and girls forever.
Marcus has been taking advantage of our facilities for many years. He lost
his looks quite young, but luckily he had initiative and secured the
patronage of one of the Elite, who took Marcus under his wing and trained
him to use a weapon, and perform simple missions. Marcus progressed from
there and I'm very proud of him. He
glances at Mulder and smiles as he takes the seat I gesture him to.
"Still working hard I see, Laurence!"
Marcus remarks. He's gazing at Mulder with more interest now. "Isn't
this…?"
"Yes, it is." I stroke Mulder's hair and he
looks at Marcus with hope in his eyes.
"Please, if you can help me…" Mulder
begins, obviously imagining that Marcus might be an ally to him. Marcus
laughs out loud.
"Hush, darling," I admonish softly,
fondling Mulder's hair on my way over to the table where a fresh pot of
tea is brewing. "Marcus isn't here to talk to you. He's come to visit me.
My former trainees often stop by to spend some time with an old man."
Mulder stares at Marcus with a look of
profound disbelief in those hazel eyes. He doesn't really understand how
deeply I can affect people's psyches, but he will.
"You're lucky," Marcus remarks to Mulder,
accepting the cup of tea I hand to him. "The Syndicate takes good care of
their own. I've always had the best of everything. It's a good life." He
settles back in his chair, his rather large stomach bulging over his pants
as evidence of his words.
"I think we can all see that Marcus," I
tease and he grins, and pats his bulk affectionately.
"But what's the price?" Mulder asks, one
eye still fixed warily on me in case he's speaking out of turn, but I'm
intrigued by what he has to say so I allow him to speak.
"You haven't worked your magic on him yet
then?" Marcus glances at me. Work my magic. Ah, what a wonderful way of
describing what I do here.
"No. Not yet." I fondle
Mulder's hair again, affectionately, and return to the couch to sit
next to him.
"I was just a kid when I arrived." Marcus shrugs. "The Syndicate sent me
on the best vacations, saw that I had the nicest food, and fantastic
clothes. When I turned out pretty smart at using computers, they called
in the best tutors to teach me. I saw what a good life it is, and
how they take care of their own." He grins. "You'll think the same way
too, very soon."
Mulder's eyes are puzzled, but he wisely
chooses not to speak.
"Darling." I nudge Mulder's shoulder.
"Marcus and I have something we need to discuss. Why don't you go and show
him what you learned this morning while we talk." He turns his head slowly
towards me, horror in his eyes. "Go on, dear heart. Marcus looks in need
of some entertainment." I glance at Marcus and he smiles, broadly, and
opens his fly without any further encouragement.
"Hurry, my sweet, or you'll earn another
whipping," I urge, settling back in the couch and stirring my tea. Mulder
slides across the floor, like a dog with his tail between his legs,
looking utterly wretched. Marcus opens his legs obligingly, and Mulder
crouches between them. I swear that boy has shrunk since we brought him
in. He looks much smaller as he bends his head and takes Marcus's cock
into his mouth.
"Marcus, it's your skill with computers
that I wanted to discuss," I say, taking a sip of tea. Mulder slurps away
noisily, and Marcus takes a sip of his own tea, one hand idly stroking
Mulder's dark hair.
"Anything you want to know, just ask!"
Marcus exclaims. "Nothing is too much trouble for you, Laurence. Not when
you provide such great entertainments." He grins down at Mulder.
"It's very kind of you to say so. You see,
I've read about this internet, and I'm intrigued by some of its functions.
Would it be possible, for example, to set up some kind of…what are the
words…live feed…using a camera, so that somebody could observe events from
a distance without them being able to trace the source?"
"Oh sure." He gives a little groan of
pleasure, and smiles at me over Mulder's head. Mulder is going about
things in his usual somewhat dispirited way. Luckily I have a couple of
weeks to improve that side of things.
"Oh, excellent!" I breathe. We discuss the
details for a little while, and it really does seem to be relatively
simple. Marcus comes, without missing a beat, and Mulder doesn't have to
be urged to clean him up which shows how quickly he learns. He really is a
very smart boy.
Mulder is so exhausted after this brief
interlude that I settle him back into the bed, lightly chained and gagged,
and return to the salon to resume my conversation with Marcus. I have no
idea how much Mulder either heard or understood of my conversation with my
former trainee, but it really doesn't matter. It's irrelevant. After
Marcus has left, I tiptoe back into the bedroom, and hold my dear boy as
he sleeps. Tomorrow he will learn something new. It's such an honor to be
his teacher, and watch him blossoming under my tutelage to become a really
useful member of society.
I wake before him as usual, and unchain and un-gag him before sitting down
at my desk to work. He rolls over and goes straight back to sleep, which
is good for him. It also means that I can
have a few hours to myself. Every now and again I pause, and look over at
the bed, where he lies sprawled in naked beauty. On one such occasion, I
find him gazing at me with those dark, expressive eyes.
"You're awake," I murmur, and he nods, his
eyes devouring me. "Well, you should have said so, dear boy!" I exclaim.
"You're not chained. You can come over and be with me. I expect you're
lonely and need a morning cuddle - hmm?" I beckon and he slides out of the
bed, and walks towards me, like a toddler taking his first steps towards a
loving adult. He comes straight into my arms, and I pull him onto my lap
and hold him, rocking him gently back and forth. "Darling, I have some
more work to do, and I know you need to be close to me right now. Why
don't you sit on the floor next to me,
hmm?" He does as suggested, and his head rests against my thigh in a very
pleasing way. After about ten minutes of silent work, I glance down at
him, to find him staring hazily into space, his eyes unfocused.
"Darling." I rap him firmly on the shoulder
and he jumps. "I'm disappointed in you, dear heart," I inform him and he
gazes at me in panic.
"I'm sorry. What have I done?" He asks in a
hoarse voice.
"It would have been nice if you'd offered
to pleasure me while I worked, my love. I'm very hurt that you haven't
suggested it. I don't expect to have to make all the suggestions for our
mutual enjoyment."
"You want me to give you a blow job?" He
licks his lips nervously.
"No." I sigh. "I want you to want to
give me a blow job. Do you understand the difference?" He nods, his hazel
eyes intelligently storing all this away.
"Larry, please let me suck you," he says,
promptly and obediently.
"What a delicious idea!" I clap my hands
excitedly, and move my chair back a little so that he can crawl under the
desk. I return to my work and pay him not the slightest heed as he works
on my cock. It's soon hard, and it's very comforting to be able to work
while my dear boy pays me such loving attention. He finishes, cleans me,
and then emerges from under the desk.
"That was lovely, my pet. Now, in future
you'll remember to offer, won't you?" I say, and he nods, slowly, and
thoughtfully. I pat his head, and continue working.
"Larry." He interrupts me a few minutes
later, and I glance down at him over the top of my glasses.
"Hmm, my sweet?"
"Marcus was one of your trainees?" This
thought has clearly been gnawing at him.
"Yes, dear heart. Twenty years ago. He was
a very able boy. Not a natural between the sheets, unlike you, but still,
a very able boy all the same. There isn't anyone I can't train, but few
have your innate sexual allure, darling."
"Innate sexual...?" He gives a funny little
throaty laugh. "God, Larry, sometimes I wonder what you're on. I'm gawky,
my nose is too big, and I have so little sexual appeal it's unreal. Trust
me, I really don't ever have to beat back the hordes wanting to date me."
"That's because it's all untapped inside
you, dear one. We'll release it, but it is there." I tousle his hair
affectionately.
"Marcus…" He returns to the subject that is
obsessing him, worrying at it like his namesake fox with a sheep. "He
comes and visits you? He works for the Syndicate?"
"Yes. That's what you'll do one day, my
love. You'll live in your own apartment, and you'll go to your job at the
FBI, but secretly you'll work for us. You'll come and visit me too, my
dear. You'll probably make use of the facilities here. Once we get your
libido racing I'm sure you'll be more than happy to avail yourself of the
many delights Laurence's salon has to offer."
"Twenty years?" He's still busy processing
that piece of information. "You've been doing this for that long, Larry?"
"Oh for longer than that." I smile at him.
"So you can see what safe hands you're in, my love.
I'm very experienced at what I do. You'll be my ultimate - the
culmination of my career. I'll take good care of you. We'll break you down
and build you back up again together. It isn't such a bad thing. You've
seen Marcus - he leads a very happy life. And Alex, your old friend Alex
Krycek - he's very content with his lot in life."
"Alex Krycek was never exactly my friend,"
he snorts. "Christ, Larry, how did all this start? How did you figure out
how to break the first person, and why?"
"You have such an eager, inquiring mind." I
smile at him fondly, deliberately not answering his question. "But you
really do need to learn not to call me Larry. I did ask you to call me
'sir'."
"I know." He looks up at me with a cheeky
grin on his face. "But I think you like me calling you Larry."
He's right, damn him! It's hard not to
laugh at that wicked smile he has. He's teasing me! I can't remember when
I was last teased. Few recruits dare, but then Mulder has always been
different. He was different from the beginning. It's so strange - either
they call me 'sir' as requested, or they show their defiance by calling me
all kinds of unpleasant names, until I
beat that out of them. None of them has ever called me Larry, or tried to
make me smile. I know I should have corrected him before about his use of
the diminutive form of my name, but there's just something about the way
he says it; it sounds so affectionate, and intimate.
"Let's keep Larry as a secret between us,"
I tell him in conspiratorial tones. "When we're in public I really must
insist that you call me 'sir', but in private, maybe I'll let you get away
with certain liberties." Sharing a secret is such a furtive, special
thing! It's something lovers do. "Then again, maybe I won't." It's good to
unsettle him. This way I can still punish him for it if I want, or not,
however I please. "Now, my darling, I really must finish my paperwork.
However…" I glance at him speculatively. "The dutyman over there
looks a little bored." I gesture with my head in the direction of
the doorway where the dutyman actually looks pretty much the same as
usual. "Why don't you go and ask him if he'll let you suck him, hmm?"
Mulder recoils. He glances at the dutyman, with real fear in his eyes.
"What is it, my pet?"
"He's one of those who pissed on me," he
mutters.
"He did what?" I frown. Mulder looks up,
hope in his eyes.
"They pissed on me, Larry."
"Why did they do that? Did you upset them?"
"I wouldn't run for them. They wanted me to
run for them."
"And you wouldn't?"
"No. I lay down so they pissed on me," he
says, his eyes registering the full horror of that experience.
"Hmm. Well, that just won't do. I'll take
care of that later when I've finished my work." I smile at him and he
smiles back, genuinely heartened by my words, poor lamb! This gives me a
delicious idea! I finish off my work quickly, and then put a belt on
Mulder, and fasten his cuffs to it, before placing his blindfold over
those beautiful eyes.
"Where are we going?" he asks, clearly
worried that he's being taken back to the Delivery Room.
"Don't worry. I'm merely addressing the
problem you had with the dutymen. Come with me." I pull him along the
hallway, and he follows me so trustingly down to the dutymen's common
room. The place is always a mess, and it smells, but it's their room, so I
don't interfere. I remove Mulder's blindfold and unfasten his hands when
we get there, and he glances around at the occupants of the room, blinking
nervously.
"All right, dear one. Point out to me the
dutymen who urinated on you," I tell him. He swallows nervously, and the
dutymen stare back at him, impassively. I
can see various thoughts running through his head, not least of which is
what retribution the dutymen will receive and the implications of that on
his own safety. Finally, seeing no other option, he points out five faces
with little nods of his head. I call the
men forward, and have them stand in a line, then I turn back to address
Mulder.
"Darling, I'm very upset that you chose not
to co-operate with my dutymen when they asked you to run for them," I tell
him, and his eyes widen in a combination of surprise and confusion. "The
dutymen do a very dull and boring job, watching over you, and occasionally
having to pick you up and carry you when you get tired. It's only fair
that they have a few little rewards here and there."
"They raped me," he chokes.
"Well they're allowed to play with you, my
darling!" I laugh. "Now, in order to make it up to them I want you to go
to each one and ask his permission to suck him." He stares at me,
soullessly. "Run along, my dear boy. Don't make me wait or I might have to
send you back to your room. And remember to enjoy yourself," I chuckle as
he walks slowly towards the line of men. "Kneel, darling. That's right.
Now ask him." Mulder looks up at the first man and swallows hard.
"Please will you allow me to…" he falters,
and we all wait. He must complete his task properly. "Suck you off," he
finishes, his face as white as chalk.
"Go ahead." The dutyman grins at me over
Mulder's head, while Mulder reaches out to
unzip the man's fly, and fondles him in a
way that's fast becoming expert. Oh this is good! I had worried he'd fight
some more and I'd have to beat him, but he's clearly terrified of going
back to his room - or worse, the Recreation Room. He bends his head to the
task, his eyes closed tightly, and although he performs adequately, he
doesn't quite manage to imbue the act with any sense of enjoyment, despite
my exhortations. He works his way down that line, asking each man for the
honor of pleasuring him, and then applying himself to the task as if it's
some kind of grim duty. He swallows down
copious amounts of semen, which leaves him looking a little green when
he's finished, and then he returns to my side.
"Beautiful." I hug him, and then replace
his blindfold and cuffs, and walk him back to the bedroom where I remove
his restraints again. "We really will have to work on the enjoyment issue
though, my sweet. Get into position. Five strokes."
He goes without speaking this time, and
accepts his strokes with the same silent sadness as he did the previous
day. Afterwards I envelop him in another warm hug and hold him tight while
he convulses against me. His eyes are dry, but he's weeping all the same,
spasming with unshed tears.
"It isn't much to ask is it, dear one?" I
murmur. "Just to enjoy your work. It would save you so much pain."
"I can't pretend it, sir," he whispers, and
the absence of his usual wry-toned 'Larry' lances deep into my soul. I
hadn't realized how much I'd miss it until it was gone.
"Not pretend, darling. I'm not asking you
to pretend. I'm asking you to really feel it. It feels good, doesn't it?
Being sexual, giving pleasure." He gives
no answer, but there is a look of such hopelessness that I feel myself
becoming quite aroused. "Let's practice
in private. We'll go over it until you satisfy me," I tell him, sitting on
the side of the bed. "If you do well, then we'll eat, and take a Jacuzzi
together. If you don't then I'll send you back to your room to be tied
down harshly for the night."
It hasn't been very long
since he last pleasured me, and I'm astonished by how aroused he makes
this old man. I don't think I've ever trained a recruit who had the power
to arouse me more. I sit on the side of the bed, and, after thinking about
it for a moment, he comes over. I'm annoyed that he has to think about it,
but that's something we'll work on. He's still putting too much thought
into everything; he needs to accept, to act more on instinct and order. He
should be interpreting less and responding more. He kneels in front of me,
and rests his hands on my knees.
"I'm tired, sir," he
murmurs, looking at me hopefully. This is the interesting thing about him.
He knows that I am the source of his most intense suffering, and yet also
that I am the only one who will comfort him, or offer him any kindness.
The duality of that role sometimes confuses recruits, but he seems to have
a very good handle on it. He's always trying to reach the Larry who
comforts, while at the same time he's trying
to disarm Laurence with smiles, and that dry toned, almost
inflectionless, teasing voice of his. It's possible that he might even
succeed on occasion - but not this time.
"I know, my love. Just do
this properly and I'll allow you to wash out your mouth, and eat, and then
sleep some more."
He swallows, and it's
clear that the idea of being able to wash out his mouth is very appealing
to him right now.
"But what if I can't
please you?" He asks. "What if I'm just not good enough?"
"You can be, darling. I'm
convinced of that. I just want you to let go, and put everything you can
into your task. Do that, and I won't have to send you back to your room."
He fixes me with a steady
gaze. Even despite his suffering, there's something going on in those
hazel eyes, something I can't always read, and that disturbs me a little.
I'm usually very good at reading my recruits and while sometimes Mulder is
quite transparent in both thought and feeling, at other times, like now,
there is something going on behind the surface of those thoughtful orbs
that eludes me.
He takes a deep breath,
and manages a smile. I see that he's
resolved to do his best. He opens my pants, and my cock springs to life,
eager to be out of its confinement.
"What have we got here?"
Mulder murmurs. "Looks like you're pleased to see me, Larry." Ah, the
return of the 'Larry'. I can't tell you how much that makes my heart sing.
"I like that I can make you so hard," he whispers. Oh, this is very good.
I reward him by stroking his hair and beaming at him encouragingly.
"You're pretty big,
Larry. Very impressive," he comments. In truth I'm no more than average in
size, but it's a sweet compliment all the same. "I can't wait to wrap my
mouth around your big, hard dick," he says, his eyes shining in a dreamy
kind of way. Oh! Adorable!
He lowers his head, and
takes one long lick along my shaft, his eyes raised to my face the whole
time with a cheeky, knowing look. Then he actually winks at me, and we
share one of those 'moments' that make the world stand still - and my cock
goes rigid with need. A second later, without any warning, he takes my
whole cock into his mouth and sucks down hard, making me moan out loud in
surprise and pleasure. His talented fingers find my testicles, and he
plays with them as he works. He includes all the little tricks I've taught
him, tonguing the tip of my cock, then taking me whole into his mouth, and
all the time he has a look of rapt, joyful concentration on his face. He
doesn't look at me again - he is completely obsessed by my cock, and in
between licks and sucks he's murmuring sweet nothings about how much he
loves doing this, and how hard I am, and how he's going to make me come
harder and faster than I've ever come before...it's quite phenomenal. I
knew he could be as focused in sex as he has been in his quest, and it's a
joy to be on the receiving end of all that ability. Finally, unable to
hold on any more, I come inside that beautiful mouth, and he continues to
slide my spent cock between his lips until my convulsions have subsided,
and I'm utterly sated.
"Oh darling!" I exclaim,
pulling his head up to my waist, wrapping my arms around him, holding him
tight, and petting his hair, back and face. "That was perfect. You see -
it's easy when you try isn't it?" I grasp his lovely face between my hands
and look down on him with gleeful affection.
"Yes, it is," he agrees,
a little smile playing on his lips. I caress the upturned corners of his
mouth with gentle strokes of my fingertips; so playful, smirking almost,
even...triumphant? My grip on his face becomes tighter, and I wrap one of
my fists in his hair, pulling his head
back.
"You were thinking of
Walter weren't you?" I hiss, and his eyes flash the answer before his lips
say the word. He doesn't lie; he knows there is no point in lying.
"Yes," he replies. "I'm
sorry, Larry. Yes I was."
A fury rises in my
breast, and before I realize what I'm doing I find myself slapping him
hard across the jaw, first one way, and then the other. He hangs in my
grasp, his jaw stained a blotchy red by my blows, and I gaze at him in
surprise. Was that anger? Real, genuine, blinding anger? I can't remember
the last time I lost my temper with a recruit at this stage in the
proceedings. Usually I'm so in control. Damn him. I drop him, and he
scuttles out of arm's reach and crouches down in the tiny gap between the
nightstand and the bed, his arms around his knees for protection. I take a
few deep breaths and decide on a course of action to remedy the situation.
"Darling, I'm sorry." I bend down in front
of him, and hold out my hand. "I was taken by surprise. Come on out, my
sweet. I won't beat you. I just want to talk to you." He eyes me warily,
and I move a step forward. I could call the dutyman to move the bed, but
then the whole matter would get blown out of all proportion and I don't
want that right now.
"Darling…just take my hand. I want to put a
cold washcloth on your jaw. You'll be fine. I don't want you to bruise.
Not when you're starting to get your pretty looks back. Come here, my
sweet."
His eyes are still cautious as he weighs it
up, but he knows he can't stay there forever. Finally, slowly and
hesitantly, like his namesake fox creeping close for food, he reaches out
his hand and slips it into mine, so I can
help him slide out from his little sanctuary. I sit down on the
bed, and draw him onto my lap, clasping him around the waist, and just
hold him. After several long minutes
his arms slowly, oh so slowly, move into position around my shoulders, and
he rests his head on my shoulder, his cheek against my face.
"There, that's good. Tell me, my sweet,
because I need to understand. The Walter you used to talk to, your young
lawyer, who you would look at sometimes, and speak with - he went, didn't
he?"
Mulder exhales a long, deep, tragic breath
and nods against my shoulder. "I don't think he was real, Larry. He went
away when I betrayed him. He hasn't come back since."
"Very well…so when you fantasize now, are
you fantasizing about him?"
He's still for a long time, and then I feel
him shaking his head against my shoulder, and his fingers clutch onto me
for support.
"So, when you just sucked me, you weren't
remembering him, your young lawyer - you were using a more recent
masturbatory fantasy?" I inquire gently, pushing him away and looking into
his eyes. "You were thinking about your boss, weren't you?" He blushes
furiously, but he nods, his eyes downcast. "You've probably sat in
meetings with him, and imagined taking him in your mouth. It must have
been hard, knowing that you once had the right to do that - you once had
the intimacy to pleasure him, in the way you loved doing, but now so many
years have passed, and you no longer have that right...and yet the
emotions are still there, stronger than ever. Is that so, my darling?"
"Something like that, Larry." He gives a
lop-sided, bitter grin. "Walter's one of those men who gets better looking
with age. I was a bit thrown by the lack of hair, in the beginning,"
he gives a little laugh, "but now it kind of obsesses me. It's a
part of him I haven't known and I want to. I sometimes wonder what it
would be like to run my hands over his bare scalp, and to lick it," he
admits, shamefaced.
"I see. So, now your lawyer has gone, but
the Assistant Director has taken his place."
"I don't have any other frame of reference,
Larry," he tells me honestly, his hands still clutching onto me for dear
life. "He's the only man I ever slept with.
I know you probably think that's weird, and you're right…my sex
life has always been a disaster. I've wanted other men since Walter -
hell, I've wanted women, but I don't have the right skills to get them
into bed. I bore them senseless talking about my work, or I don't have
anything to say at all. Sometimes I think I've spent too much time
in my office, too long wrapped up
in my quest. I don't have the ability to just be with normal people any
more. I know so much. I've seen so much…I guess I find it hard making
allowances for people who don't know, and haven't seen. They seem so...I
don't know. We have nothing in common. Skinner though…he knows about me.
He understands."
It's quite a little speech. I hug him
reassuringly. "I know, my darling," I tell him. "I
understand."
"With all due respect, Larry, you don't,"
he replies in that dry, flat, monotone. "You just see me as some kind of
sex object. You seem to think my work isn't a part of me when it's been
almost all of me for years. You don't want to know about my work on the X
Files, you just ask about my sex life, my past liaisons, what I feel, what
turns me on. You're not really interested in me, Larry, only in
making me into the same as everyone else you've broken."
What an interesting analysis. I knew there
was so much more to him than I've ever found in my other recruits. I love
the way his mind works; so thoughtful, so smart.
"Darling, you think too much," I tell him
with a little squeeze. "You need to think a lot less. Now, I have a little
plan to help you with your Skinner issues." It would seem that while I
have rid him of his lover, the lawyer, Walter, I have yet to disengage his
affection from his object of desire, the boss, Skinner. I think what I
have planned might do that. "I want to help you, to free you of Walter
Skinner so that you can enjoy yourself."
He stiffens in my arms. "Ah, I can see you remember the last time I helped
you on this issue." I smile at him, and his eyes are almost incandescent
with fear. "I'm sure you don't want that to happen again, so I want you to
throw yourself into your work for the next few days. If you do that, then
I won't have to beat you, will I?" I murmur, stroking his hair. "I don't
want to beat you - I want this lovely white skin unblemished. Will you be
obedient, dear heart? Will you do your best?"
He nods, eagerly, anxious to avoid a repeat
of his most recent experience downstairs. He has no idea that he's playing
into my hands in a way that will be equally devastating to his psyche.
Hopefully, by the time I take him to the Syndicate building he'll be under
control, and obedient, even if he isn't broken yet, and will still
need constant supervision.
That train of thought reminds me of the impending nightmare of leaving my
little salon and venturing outside. I can feel the hairs on the back of my
neck rise, and a wave of nausea deep in
the pit of my stomach. I have no choice, I'm aware of that, but the fear
sickens me. I find myself holding onto Mulder now, my hands trembling
slightly as I stroke his body in an attempt to soothe myself. He doesn't
know what's going on, but he seems to sense something. His arms are big,
and strong, and warm around me. He has such pleasing muscles. I can see
why his Walter Skinner appeals to him. He isn't as broad as the Assistant
Director, but he's still an imposing man. His hands stroke my back in
little circles. Does he know he's comforting me or is he just comforting
himself through the human contact? He
is certainly smart enough to have figured out that when I'm stroking and
caressing him then I'm not whipping or hurting him, and his strategy
recently has been to play on that, and to try and induce a caring response
in me wherever possible, and not to anger or cross me. It takes me some
minutes to compose myself. I wish I didn't have this visit to the
Syndicate hanging over me. I wish I could just enjoy being with him, and
breaking him. My mind goes over my plans in respect of Walter Skinner.
Really, that man is most fascinating. I look forward to having some
contact with him, and measuring up my rival on a one to one basis. Mulder
is sleepy. I can hear the change in his breathing. It's time to bring our
little tete a tete to an end. I gently disengage him and help him to lie
down on the bed where he closes his eyes and falls asleep almost
immediately. I fetch a cold washcloth and press it against his slightly
reddened jaw, but I'll feed and bathe him properly later. It'll be a
pleasure. For now, I need some space to recover from what was almost a
panic attack. I also need to set some plans in motion.
After four days of hard work, I finally
have a Mulder who is ready. I've spent considerable amounts of time
training him in the art of giving pleasure with his mouth, and now he goes
about his work with relish, and skill, although it's clear to my expert
eye that the former is entirely feigned. I haven't beaten him for days,
and he's been fed the finest food and given painkillers, as well as
antibiotics. His hair is starting to shine again, and his bruises
have faded. We've nearly come to the end of this particular lesson. I'll
soon be able to start sinking myself into his ass again, which is a joy
I'm looking forward to. As I've taught him how to give efficient, spirited
fellatio, so I will teach him how to also give
pleasure during anal intercourse. By the time I bring him before
the Elite, only an expert would be able to tell the difference between him
and my broken recruits; and the Elite are not experts.
I decide that the 'event' I have planned will have to take place in the
Delivery Room - that's best equipped to deal with the complex
technological requirements. I leave Mulder asleep in my bed, and retire to
my salon, where I sit for a while, drawing my thoughts together for the
call I'm about to make. I have Walter Skinner's cell phone number, and,
when I've composed myself, I dial it. It rings twice before he answers it.
"Skinner." It's a deep, steady voice. Not
flat, like Mulder's tones, but charged, and firm, full of resolve.
"Hello, Mr. Skinner. I'm delighted to
finally make your acquaintance. I've heard so much about you."
"Who is this?" I sense a trace of
impatience. He isn't a man who likes to be toyed with. How unfortunate for
him.
"I'm a friend of a friend," I purr, warming
to my theme and feeling a delicious thrill running through me.
"Is this about Mulder?" He comes to that
conclusion very quickly. Mulder is clearly on his mind.
"Yes it is. I understand that you've been
looking for him."
"Do you know where he is? Do you have him?
Can I talk to him? Is he all right?" Ah, such a worried torrent of
questions. I can just imagine that wide brow furrowed in puzzled concern
as he talks. He's clearly very anxious. Maybe he still carries the same
candle for Mulder in his heart that Mulder carries for him. It wouldn't
surprise me. I think the pair of them are idiots, to be honest. So many
years of wasted time; it's criminal.
"He's more than all right. He's very well.
He won't be coming back just yet though, I'm afraid. He's enjoying himself
far too much."
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?
Look, is he there? Put him on. I want to talk to him." He's so imperative,
so dismissive. It irks me.
"You don't give me orders, Mr. Skinner," I
snap. I hear him take a sharp intake of breath, but he's playing for
Mulder's life here, so he's not about to
screw this up.
"I'm sorry, Mr…" He waits, but I don't
supply a name. "Look, I'm really worried about Mulder," he continues.
"Can't you tell me where he is?"
"I told you, he's fine, but he can't come
to the phone right now."
"Then how do I know he's okay?" He asks
desperately. "How do I know this isn't some kind of hoax?"
"It isn't a hoax, Mr. Skinner. I can prove
that to you. If you want evidence that Mulder is alive, and well, and
doing fine, then be in your apartment, in front of your computer screen,
at 8 PM. You have internet access?"
"Of course. What the hell…?"
"Just be there, Mr. Skinner. And keep this
line free so that I can give you directions when the time comes."
And with that, I end the call. He won't be able to trace it. It was too
short, it was to his cell phone, and, in any case, all Syndicate calls are
routinely re-routed in the most torturous way so they travel halfway
around the world before reaching their destination.
I treat Mulder to the most perfect day. I let him help me with my
paperwork - settling some simple little invoices and filing them - but he
seems delighted to be given something to do that doesn't involve sex.
Maybe he thinks I'm starting to see that 'other side' of him that he spoke
about, but really I just want to keep the boy occupied before his big
performance. The chef makes him his
favorite meal - meatloaf followed by chocolate pie, and I allow him to eat
it sitting up at the table in the salon, using a knife and
a fork, rather than having him suffer
the indignity of being fed. He grins delightedly all the way
through.
"What is this, Larry? Is it my birthday, or
something?"
I just smile, and pat his arm tenderly. I
don't eat anything myself. I'm far too keyed up about the coming event.
Later, I bathe him, and then I massage him all over, with a blend of oils
that smell almost as divine as the dear boy himself. Finally, as evening
approaches, I rouse him from his nap, and fasten him to his belt, before
placing his blindfold over his eyes.
"Where are you taking me, Larry?" He asks,
anxiously.
"Back to your room, dear boy," I tell him,
tugging on the chain fixed to his belt.
"My room? Why? I've done everything you
asked me, Larry. I've tried!" He protests, stubbornly digging his heels
in, and refusing to move. "You haven't had to beat me for ages, Larry.
Please don't take me back there."
"You do try, Mulder, but you don't convince
me," I tell him harshly, enlisting the aid of the dutymen to manhandle him
out of the door and along the hallway. He comes finally, his breathing
harsh and labored, and I can see that his overactive mind is supplying a
plethora of atrocities that will soon be committed on his naked,
vulnerable body.
I remove his blindfold and unbuckle his
belt and cuffs when we get to the Delivery Room, leaving him completely
naked, and he blinks in the dim light.
"Please, Larry…sir," he says urgently. "I
thought you were pleased with me."
"Not quite pleased enough." I smile
pleasantly. "You see, the problem is that while you do very well in your
sessions with me, you don't apply yourself so well when I ask you to
pleasure other men. I need to believe that you'll do your best when I ask
you to suck other men, even if I'm not in the room to supervise you, but
at the moment you're nowhere near achieving that. It's a failing we need
to address, Mulder."
"I'll try harder. I'm sorry," he says
desperately.
"Well..." I pretend to hesitate. "I suppose
I could give you one last chance."
"Please…just tell me what you want me to
do," he asks eagerly, his eyes glancing nervously around the room, and
over to the instruments of pain that are displayed neatly on their
shelves. He shivers as he notices the speculum, and that's a very sweet
sight.
"Well, why don't you put on a little show
for me?" I beckon over the dutyman I have selected for this task. He's a
handsome man, tall, with dark hair, and broad, muscular shoulders. "I tell
you what, Mulder. I'll go next door and watch while you impress me. How
does that sound?" He's certainly smart enough to have figured out that the
mirror is of the observational, two-way variety.
"I can do that, sir," he says urgently.
"I'll do my best."
"Good boy. If you aren't convincing enough
then I'm afraid that I'll have to keep you down here for a few days, so
make sure you do your best work. The dutyman's name is Paul. I want you to
pleasure him to the best of your ability. If you do well then you can come
back upstairs. Otherwise..." I give a shrug, and allow my gaze to flicker
over to the large, steel anal speculum. Mulder licks his lips nervously,
and keeps nodding, psyching himself up.
Paul takes up the position I have already discussed with him. He'll keep
Mulder in place, right beneath the overhead camera Marcus positioned for
me earlier. It's in a dark corner of the room, and Mulder won't see it. He
has other things on his mind after all, and it's very unobtrusive. The
camera is carefully positioned to focus on the two men, and doesn't pry
into the shadowy shelving, where the more alarming equipment is stored.
"I'll be next door, watching, dear heart,"
I tell Mulder, kissing those dry lips in order to soothe him. "I want you
to really take your time, and remember to talk to Paul, and make him feel
appreciated."
He nods, and I unlock the door to the
Observation Room to step inside. Marcus is
already there, shirtsleeves rolled up, a broad grin on his face.
"How did you
think this shit up, Laurence?" He asks. "It's crazy, and so fucking
good."
"Natural genius, my boy." I pat his arm
fondly. "Are we ready to go?"
"Oh yeah. This is the website." He brings
up the site on his laptop computer screen. "And we just bring in the live
feed."
He presses some buttons and the next thing
I know Mulder and Paul flicker onto our screen. The room is dimly lit,
lending the footage an orange tone, but all the same the film is clear
enough.
"Ah, the marvels of modern technology!" I
smile at Marcus fondly. "You really are very clever, my dear. I have no
idea how it's all done!" He flushes slightly, and looks immensely proud of
himself. It's good to know that my praise still means so much to him, even
after all this time. I glance back into the room. Mulder is reaching into
Paul's pants for his cock. Paul says something, and Mulder pushes the
dutyman's pants down around his ankles, revealing his naked butt. It looks
so much more intimate that way. Then Paul removes his tee shirt, as
previously instructed, and asks Mulder to play with his nipples. Mulder
does so immediately, with eagerness, those beautiful lips kissing and
caressing. His mouth trails down to Paul's groin, and I glance at my
watch; five minutes past eight. Skinner has had a few minutes to sweat. I
turn to Marcus, and nod to him. "Send him the email."
Then I pick up the cell phone Marcus has
provided, and call Skinner.
"Skinner. Are you the man who called
earlier?" He asks, almost immediately.
"Yes, I am. I have that proof you required,
Mr. Skinner. This is a live visual. I want you to go to your email program
and follow the link we've sent you. Then you'll see your Agent Mulder
alive and well."
"What the…?" I can hear tapping, so I
presume that he's doing as instructed. A few seconds later I hear a
muffled, "Christ."
I glance through the window, and see Mulder
sucking Paul with considerable enthusiasm, his hands kneading the
dutyman's naked buttocks.
"What the fuck is this?" Skinner demands.
"That isn't Mulder."
"Oh yes. It is. Hold on while I prove it to
you."
I put him on hold, and press the intercom
between the two rooms, signaling to Marcus to cut the sound to the website
momentarily, so I can give Mulder some stage directions without Skinner
overhearing. "Very good, darling, but draw back a bit, do some talking. I
want to see the expression on your face."
Mulder does as he's been told, and now
there can be no doubt that it is indeed
he; naked, kneeling in front of a handsome man, giving head with
considerable relish and enthusiasm. I signal to Marcus to restore the
audio.
"Your dick is so big, and hard. I'm going
to make you come, Paul," Mulder's saying, desperately trying to convince
me not to torture him.
I pick up the phone again. "Convinced, Mr.
Skinner?" I ask him.
"Christ what is this? I don't understand,"
he says in a low growl. "What have you done to him?"
"Done? Nothing. He's just enjoying himself.
You can see what a good time he's having. He clearly isn't being forced.
No, your Agent Mulder has just gotten in
touch with his true nature. I'm sure you understand what that is, Mr.
Skinner."
There's a shocked silence. "What the hell
are you talking about?" He asks, in a grim, low tone.
"Fox has told us all about you. How you
were his first. He's found other, more compatible mates now, though. He's
much happier with us than he ever was with you."
There's silence. Mulder deep throats Paul,
who gives a moan of contentment. He winds his hand in Mulder's hair.
"That's good, Fox. That's so good," he murmurs over and over again.
"What has he told you?" Skinner asks, in a
neutral voice, but I can sense pure steel under the reasonable tones; this
is a dangerous man.
"That you were a disappointing lover. That
he's been looking for someone better. He and Paul have gotten very close.
Fox has decided to stay here for a while
so you can stop looking for him, Mr. Skinner."
"I don't believe a goddamn word you're
saying. If this is true, let me talk to him," Skinner says, in a low,
hoarse voice.
"I'm sorry. His mouth is otherwise engaged
at the moment, and besides, he doesn't
want to talk to you. However, if you'd like more proof…" I press the
intercom again. "Dear heart, are you enjoying Paul?" I ask. Mulder stops
what he's doing, and looks at the mirror. His lips are swollen from sex,
and he looks sultry, and sensual. His dark hair has flopped into his eyes
and he's glowing with a fine sheen of sweat.
"Oh yeah," he says, smiling, putting on the
performance of his life for me.
"Good. Is he better than Walter Skinner?" I
ask. My tones ring out in the small room, clearly audible on the computer,
as well as next door. Mulder hesitates, his eyes unsure, but he knows what
I want from him.
"Oh yeah," he says again. "Much better.
This is so hot." He moves his head forward and catches Paul's cock in his
mouth once again. I cut the connection and return to the phone.
"So you see, Fox is
fine. He doesn't need any help. He just wants to be left alone to
enjoy his sexuality."
"I don't believe any of this," Skinner
whispers hoarsely.
"Why not? Just because you couldn't give
him any satisfaction doesn't mean that someone else can't," I laugh,
taunting him. It feels good to land a body blow on my rival. I can imagine
that he doesn't look so powerful and in control now. I can see him in my
mind's eye, the top couple of buttons on his shirt undone, his tie
loosened as he paces around his apartment, always remaining in sight of
the screen.
"Why don't you sit down, put your feet up,
and watch for a while," I invite. "It's a hot scene. Fox is
putting on a little show for us. He's quite an exhibitionist. You
might like to open your fly and jack off."
"Who the fuck are you?" He sounds almost
faint, and disgusted beyond belief. Our Mr. Skinner is clearly as buttoned
up and repressed as his ex-lover.
"I'm a friend of Fox's. He and I are pretty
close. Doesn't he look good, Mr. Skinner? Aren't you aroused? Maybe you'd
like to imagine it's your cock he's sucking." I let that thought hang
between us.
"Listen, you son of a bitch, I don't know
who the hell you are, but I'm going to find out," he snaps.
"Mr. Skinner," I chide. "Fox
told me about you, and how you won't believe unless you see with
your own eyes. Well, you're seeing, Mr. Skinner. Believe. Fox doesn't want
to be rescued. Fox is enjoying himself far too much. He's sick of you and
the Bureau. Sick of the hypocrisy and lies he's been fed all his life.
Here he can be himself, and that's why he wants to stay. It's his choice."
"His choice?" Skinner's tone is skeptical.
"Well doesn't he look like he's having a
good time?" I urge. There is silence for a heartbeat, and then two.
"You're such a stallion, Paul," Mulder is
saying. Oh dear, the poor boy really has been watching too many porn
videos. "I love having you in my mouth. Come inside me, Paul." Paul's head
is flung back, and he's thrusting to and fro in wild abandon.
"Well?" I ask Skinner.
"Mulder's okay?" He asks, clearly uncertain
about what he's seeing. "He isn't hurt?"
"He's fine. You can see for yourself." From
this angle, with this lighting, none of the fading whip marks and bruises
on Mulder's back and buttocks are evident.
"Are you making him do this?" Skinner's
tone is confused, and strangulated. I can just imagine that he can't tear
his eyes away from the screen.
"Even if we were holding a gun to his head
out of the range of the camera, do you think that he could perform with
such relish, and skill under duress?" I taunt. Mulder chooses this moment
to glance up, a look of total, if feigned, lust in his eyes. |