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as
a memento of all the great things that have been sent to me during the writing
of this series.
Spoilers: Vague references to Requiem.
Observant readers will have
noticed slight, teeny tiny differences between the 24/7 universe
and the canon X Files universe - like Skinner not having been infected by
nanocytes, and Scully not being pregnant, oh and Mulder and Skinner being in a
Master/slave relationship - that kind of tiny, inconsequential little thing. I'm
operating on a 'divergent universe' theory, whereby similar events happen in the
characters' lives, but they might take place at a different time or be slightly
altered in some way. Hence in this universe the event in Oregon from Requiem
takes place in November and not May. Therefore people need not email and tell
me this because I do actually know.
Quotation courtesy of my sweet
Alex. Standing thanks to Emma.
Many heartfelt thanks to Phoebe for
giving her time so generously to help with this mammoth chapter.
24/7 is
an erotic fantasy and NOT a BDSM resource guide. The truth is sometimes
exaggerated, or played with, for dramatic effect. For more information, please
visit the 24/7 BDSM Glossary.
Remember those juggernauts I
mentioned? A couple of them show up in this chapter... There's also
something that is possibly a little controversial in this chapter, involving a
decision that Skinner makes. I ummed and ahhed about it, but decided to go for
it in the end - don't yell at me for it! Just a reminder: Alex Krycek is
*bad* in this universe. He's pretty damn bad in canon as well, but I know we
tend to forget that in fanfic as he's so cute. Just a warning that he's bad here
though as I don't want complaining emails on that topic.
24/7
By Xanthe
"A truth, still apparent,
though disregarded, that
things move violently to their place, but calmly in
their place. To put it another way, everything has
its right home, the region that suits it, and, unless
forcibly restrained, will move thither by a kind of
homing instinct."
J. Winterson
"Art and Lies"
Part 24: Guardian Of The House
Mulder
was humming softly to himself as he paused outside the 17th floor
apartment and reached into his pocket for his key. It still gave him a thrill to
use the key his Master had given him on his birthday a couple of weeks
previously. It was surprising that something as simple as a key could mean so
much but it made all the difference to be entering this apartment through the
front door, truly belonging here, rather than descending to it via the internal
staircase. He opened the door,
hating the fact that he was returning to an empty apartment. His Master was away
attending a high level briefing in Los Angeles and wouldn’t be home for
another few days. Mulder had coped well with Skinner’s absence – much better
than the last time, he thought wryly to himself as he let himself into the
apartment. He could scarcely believe the change in himself. A few months ago,
when Skinner had last gone away, Mulder had spun out into orbit, but now he felt
curiously grounded. The apartment felt empty without his Master, but Mulder was
pretty sure that Skinner would make up for his absence upon his return. In the
meantime he had Wanda to keep him company. He was surprised by how fond he had
become of the little cat. He had been taking care of Wanda while Skinner was
away, seeing to it that she was fed and watered, and he never retired to bed,
which seemed so empty in his Master’s absence, without taking her with him,
wrapped up in his arms, something to hold until his Master returned home. Not
that he’d ever tell Skinner that of course – it was a secret between him and
Wanda. He didn’t want his Master thinking he’d gone soft, or that he and
Wanda had declared a truce or anything.
Mulder
glanced around, frowning. Wanda always ran to greet him on his return home –
she loved to come and say hello, and receive her customary petting. If he was
leafing through his mail and ignored her for too long she’d miaow accusingly
and rub her face around his ankles. If he persisted in his impolite behavior
she’d stand on her hind legs and dig her claws into his shins until he picked
her up and gave her a cuddle. After that she was fine and would wander off
happily do Cat Things. She clearly needed the correct proprieties to be
observed, and a formal greeting ritual to be performed. Mulder chuckled as he
considered how well she had him trained – which made it all the more
surprising that she wasn’t here engaging in her usual welcoming procedure.
A sudden panic gripped him, as his overactive imagination presented him
with a picture of her lying dead somewhere, slain by some negligence of his - a
sink full of water in which she’d drowned, or a knife left out carelessly upon
which she had somehow impaled herself - but he quickly shrugged this off as
being ridiculous. Only Skinner himself could have taken better care of the
little cat.
“Wanda!”
Mulder
threw his keys absently onto the hall table, feeling that something was wrong.
Something was very wrong. The hair on the back of his neck stood up on end as he
walked cautiously towards the living room, drawing his gun as he went. He
wasn’t sure why he felt that was necessary, just that he did. Some instinct
was warning him, and he had learned over the years not to ignore his instincts.
“Wanda,”
he said again, softly…and then he froze.
Wanda
was sitting on the couch, purring happily…and she wasn’t alone.
“Krycek.”
Mulder
stood in the doorway, eyeing the assassin, and then nervously glanced at the cat
who was sitting happily on his enemy’s lap, being petted and fondled. She took
no notice of Mulder, being far too busy rubbing her chin enthusiastically
against Krycek’s gently caressing, oh so dangerous hand: a hand that to
Mulder's certain knowledge had killed and beaten with impunity; a hand that
would surely take less than a second to crush a cat’s windpipe.
“Put
the gun down, Mulder. You aren't going to shoot me. Not with the cat so close.
Skinner would never forgive you if anything happened to her.” Krycek’s hand
effortlessly circled Wanda’s neck and Mulder stiffened but Wanda just purred,
seemingly oblivious to any danger, her eyes opening and closing sleepily, only
the pricking of her ears indicating that she had sensed the sudden tension in
the room.
“Put
her down, Krycek,” Mulder said, still holding the gun pointed at his enemy’s
head.
“Don’t
be ridiculous.” Krycek rolled his eyes. “I’m not going to kill her –
she’s adorable. I’m just here to talk. Put the gun away.”
“We
have nothing to talk about. How the hell did you get in here anyway?” Mulder
glanced at Skinner’s state-of-the-art security system, which was winking away
merrily, oblivious to its own shortcomings.
“It
wasn’t exactly hard.” Krycek shrugged. “Sit down, Mulder. You’re making
me jumpy.”
“Krycek,
last time we met you lured me into a trap that ended up with me in the hospital. I'm
the one who should be jumpy, not you,” Mulder growled.
“That
was payback for all the punches you’ve landed on me over the years.” Krycek
smiled sweetly. “Now that I feel suitably avenged, I’m happy to let bygones
be bygones.”
“It
might surprise you to find that I am not,” Mulder snapped.
“Aw,
you’re not still smarting over my handiwork with the knife?” Krycek raised
an eyebrow, a grin hovering on his lips. “And there was I thinking that kind
of thing was just part and parcel of your lifestyle of choice, slaveboy.”
“Why
are you here?” Mulder refused to rise to the bait. He felt a sense of deadly
calm settle into the pit of his stomach. This bastard couldn’t touch him any
more. Whatever power Krycek had once held over him was gone because he wasn’t
going to give him that power any more.
“To
offer you information. That’s all. There’s no need for confrontation, or
violence.” Krycek tickled Wanda under the chin and she gave a trilling purr.
Mulder shot her a murderous glance.
“Traitor,”
he muttered under his breath.
“Don’t
be like that.” Krycek grinned. “She likes me. I have a calm aura.” That
much was true. Krycek held himself very still, with a deadly kind of detached
tranquility that suited his profession. “I bet she doesn’t like sitting on
your lap,” Krycek goaded. “Too fidgety.”
Mulder
furled his hand into a fist. Krycek was always able to make his most violent
instincts rise to the surface. He seemed to know exactly the right buttons to
press to make Mulder itch to plant his fist in that smugly grinning face. What,
after all, did it matter that Krycek was right? That Wanda invariably preferred
sitting with Skinner rather than him, because Skinner had a gentle, relaxed core
to his soul, and could sit still for more than a few minutes without feeling the
urge to stretch, twitch, rustle or otherwise behave in the restless manner of
his slave. Only when Mulder was in deep submission, experiencing the total
serenity of subspace, would Wanda deign to sit anywhere near him. It was absurd
– it didn’t matter that Wanda found Krycek’s a more congenial lap
than his, but somehow it made him boil with anger.
“Just
say what you have to say and then go, Krycek,” Mulder muttered grimly.
“All
right.” Krycek smiled, and allowed Wanda to sniff his plastic hand and nibble
on the end of one of his artificial fingers. “I’m not here to fight, Mulder.
I’m here with information.”
“You
always offer information, Krycek. Most of the time it isn’t any use,” Mulder
snarled.
“Not
true.” Krycek looked wounded. “Sometimes I’ve risked my life bringing you
information that’s been very useful to you, Mulder.”
Mulder chewed on his lip. That had a nugget of truth to it. Krycek’s motives
might be hard to fathom but he had occasionally done Mulder favors… which did
not negate the fact that his information was just as frequently flawed, and had
often landed Mulder in deep trouble.
“Just
tell me,” Mulder snapped. He leaned back against the wall, prepared not to be
interested in anything Krycek had to say…only to be completely stunned by what
came next.
“There’s
a spaceship in close contact orbit around Earth. It’s massive – a total
motherfucking beauty. Get there and you could become the first person to provide
documented proof of extra-terrestrial life.”
Mulder
gave a bark of laughter, shaking his head incredulously. “First Samantha, now
a giant UFO – you know my buttons and you sure as hell know how to press them.
I’m not buying this, Krycek.”
“I’m
not lying. Call your geeky friends – radars are going crazy and the UFO
watchers are out in force, chasing across the country to get there. They’ll
confirm everything I’ve said.”
Mulder
clenched and unclenched his fist, still holding his gun in his other hand,
loosely pointed at Krycek. Finally he snapped, and reached into his jacket
pocket to pull out his cell phone.
“If
this is a lie…” he began.
“It
isn’t.” Krycek’s tone was flat, and deadly serious. Mulder speed-dialed
the Lone Gunmen with one hand.
“All
right…where is this spaceship?” Mulder asked his uninvited guest as he
waited for the Gunmen to pick up.
“It’s
in Oregon.” Krycek leaned back into the soft cushions of the couch, and
smiled.
Mulder
froze. He wasn’t sure why, but the hairs on the back of his neck were standing
on end, and a cold shiver was creeping slowly up his spine.
“Oregon?” He repeated blankly,
surprised by his physical reaction to this information.
“That’s right.” Krycek nodded.
“Gunmen.” Langley’s voice.
“Langley it’s me. Turn the tape
off,” Mulder replied.
“Yo
– Mulder. We were going to call you but it’s so crazy here right now we
didn’t have enough hands.”
“What’s
going on?”
“Something
big.” Langley’s voice sounded distant and then came back into focus. “Oh
Jesus, Mulder. You wouldn’t believe what I’m looking at right now.”
“Radar
of the skies over Oregon?” Mulder hazarded a guess, glancing at Krycek.
“You’ve
heard already!” Langley sounded crestfallen. “Well, dude, you’d better get
yourself over there – it’s all happening. This one is like the mothership or
something. It’s massive, and it’s on a mission, crawling over the state on a
go-slow like it’s looking for something. There have to be sightings of this
one – maybe film. This could be it, Mulder. The big one.”
“Thanks,
Langley.” Mulder turned his phone off and looked at Krycek again. “So
you’re right. What worries me is why you want me to know about this ship. Why
do you want me in Oregon, Krycek?”
“Maybe
the time has come to make the world aware of what’s up there.” Krycek
stroked Wanda’s head thoughtfully and her purring went up a decibel. “And
you’d be the perfect person to do it. You’re credible, Mulder. However weird
you are, you’re also an FBI agent. You’re a suit. A fibbie. A G-man. People
will believe you. You’re not crackpot trailer trash out looking to make a
quick buck. You’re the best we’ve got if we’re going to be believed.”
“Well
you can find someone else. I’m not going.” Mulder held the door wide open
and gestured towards it. “Get out of here, Krycek.”
“Not
going?” Krycek raised an eyebrow. “Hell, what did Skinner do to you,
Mulder? The Mulder I used to know would be on a plane right now. What’s the
matter – do you need your Master’s permission to leave town, slave boy?”
“As
a matter of fact I do – but that’s not why I’m not going. I’m not going
because I know you, Krycek. Whatever this is it won’t be what I think it is.
I’m not taking any more risks for you. Go and tell your masters that, errand
boy.”
Krycek’s
face darkened slightly, and Mulder felt a wave of grim satisfaction that his
barb had hit home. He raised his gun cautiously as Krycek slowly and carefully
picked up Wanda and deposited her on the floor. Then the assassin got up himself
and stretched, his own movements almost as feline as those of the cat. Finally,
he sauntered slowly towards the door, where Mulder was standing.
“It
won’t be there forever, Mulder,” he hissed as he passed. “Get down to
Oregon tonight – or you could miss out on what you’ve been looking for all
your life.”
“Thanks
for your concern.” Mulder smiled unpleasantly. He escorted Krycek to the front
door, ushered him through it, then shut it again afterwards and locked it – a
gesture that he knew to be pointless considering how easily Krycek had gotten
into the apartment in the first place. That done, he sank to the floor, his
knees feeling like jelly. Seeing Krycek had brought back too many memories, and
he fingered the fading scar on his chest absently, his throat constricting as he
recalled the hours spent as his old enemy’s captive, imprisoned in a warehouse
waiting to die, the betrayal of his Master eating away at his soul just as
Krycek had eaten away at his body with his knife. Finally, still trembling, he
walked back to the living room, and collapsed on the couch, his body nerveless,
bereft of energy. He sat there for a long time, staring out onto the balcony.
Wanda leapt onto the couch and sniffed him curiously, puzzled by his lack of
activity.
It
was a UFO, very probably an alien vessel, something he had been looking for all
his life, and it was out there, waiting for him. There would be answers to all
the questions he had ever asked, and probably a few more besides. It could be
the culmination of his life’s work…or it could be a trap. It would be so
easy to just pick up his cell phone and call the airlines, to get a taxi to the
airport…he could be in Oregon within hours.
Mulder
reached into his pocket and pulled out his cell phone. His fingers pressed the
buttons, seemingly not of their own volition. He wasn’t breathing. He wasn’t
even sure that he was thinking straight. A reassuring voice on the other end of
the line broke through his trance, jolting him back to reality.
“Skinner.”
Mulder
started to breathe again. “Master, it’s me,” he whispered.
“Fox
– what’s up?” Skinner seemed to know immediately that something was wrong
by Mulder’s tone of voice.
“Krycek
was just here.” Mulder felt the blood start to roar through his veins
again, and the world came back into focus. His Master was an anchor on the other
end of the line, keeping him safe, keeping him grounded, not allowing him to
spin off into orbit along with whatever it was that was hovering over Oregon
right now. There was a pause on the other end of the line, and then the sound of
Skinner taking a sharp intake of breath.
“Are
you okay?” Skinner’s voice was full of anxiety and Mulder gave a little
smile. Skinner’s first thought was for his slave’s safety.
“I’m
fine. He didn’t do anything. He was sitting in the apartment when I got
ho…”
“He
was in the apartment?”
Mulder
winced. Skinner sounded as if he was having an apoplectic fit. “Yes. He broke
in.”
“Is
Wanda okay?” Skinner asked anxiously.
“She’s
fine. She actually seemed to like him.” Mulder scowled at the cat who gazed at
him steadily, without any trace of remorse.
“Damn
the rat bastard. I thought I made myself clear last time we ‘spoke’,”
Skinner snapped. “What did he want?”
Mulder filled his Master in as quickly
as he could. When he finished there was silence.
“Master?”
He prompted.
“I’m still here. Tell me where you
are right now, Fox. Be honest,” Skinner said softly.
“I’m in the apartment. Krycek only
left a few minutes ago.”
“Fox,
don’t take this the wrong way but I really need to know. You’re not lying to
me are you? You’re not on your way to the airport?” Skinner asked.
Mulder
winced but he knew that he had earned that inquiry. “No, Master. I’m still
here,” he said quietly.
“And will you stay there?” Skinner
wanted to know.
“I…don’t know,” Mulder replied
honestly. “This is everything I’ve ever wanted, Walter.”
“I know, Fox, I know.” Skinner’s
voice was husky with repressed emotion.
“It’s
evidence of extra terrestrials. It could be answers about Samantha. It could be
proof.”
“And it could be a trap,” Skinner
said flatly.
“I
know that.” Mulder chewed on his lip. “Are you ordering me not to go,
Master?” He asked. There was another silence on the other end of the line,
followed by a heavy sigh.
“No.
No I’m not,” Skinner replied. “I couldn’t do that to you, Fox. You’d
resent me for it for the rest of your life if I did. No, this is your decision.
I’m asking you not to go but I’m not ordering you.”
“Thank
you, Walter,” Mulder said quietly.
“Damn…if
I could get back home I would, but I have a top level meeting tomorrow on a
highly sensitive national security issue. I can’t…”
“You
don’t need to. I don’t need babysitting. I’ll figure this one out,”
Mulder interrupted him.
“Fox
– do what you have to do but listen to me,” Skinner said urgently. “I want
you to promise me that you’ll keep me informed - even if you decide to go.
Even if, when you’re there, you make decisions that you know I’ll disapprove
of – just keep me in the loop. Let me know where you’ll be staying and take
Scully or some other kind of back-up with you. Don’t do this alone. That much is
an order, both as your Master and your boss.”
“Yes, sir.” Mulder gave a wry grin.
“I mean it, Fox,” Skinner said, his
tone in deadly earnest.
“I know you do, Master and I promise
that I’ll do what you say.”
“Good.
I have to go. I’m due in another meeting in five minutes.” Skinner
hesitated, clearly unwilling to end the call.
“It’ll
be okay,” Mulder said reassuringly, still chewing on his bottom lip. “You
go, Master. I’ll be fine.”
“All
right. I’ll be home in a few days, Fox. If you go to Oregon…if you’re
still there…I’ll come straight to wherever you are as soon as I’m free.”
“Thanks.”
Mulder felt the weight lift a little from his shoulders. It was good to share
the problem, and to know that Skinner cared. He had never had that in his life
before. Ever since he was 12 years old he had been used to shouldering burdens
alone, from his sister’s abduction to his mother’s ill health. He had been
the one who took care of everything and nobody had ever taken any of that strain
from him before. He had never realized how good that would feel. “Take care,
Master,” he said softly. “I, uh, you know…love you.” His voice dropped
to a whisper as he said that. He still found it hard admitting to such an
emotion at any time outside the heat of sex or his own intoxicating submission,
but the evidence was so incontrovertible that there didn’t seem to be any
point in fudging the issue.
“I
love you too. Go carefully, Fox,” Skinner warned, “and remember what I said
about keeping me informed. Call me anytime, day or night, just let me know
what’s going on.”
“I
will.” Mulder ended the call and sat back on the couch with a sigh. If he only
knew what was going on himself, he’d happily keep his Master informed.
Mulder
sat staring into space for a long time, trying to come to a decision. Finally
the grumbling of his stomach forced him to make a foray to the freezer to dig
out a pizza. When he’d finished eating he glanced at his cell phone again.
Should he call the airlines? Or the Gunmen? If he asked them for an update he
knew that he’d crack and head straight for Oregon and he didn’t want that.
He felt like a dog with his damn Pavlovian response to every piece of bait
Krycek dangled in front of him. It had always been his weakness. One sniff of an
answer to the burning questions that had consumed his life and he went, like an
obedient puppy, tail wagging, and it nearly always ended in disaster of one kind
or another. He had to move on. He had to transcend it. And yet…Oregon
beckoned.
Mulder
had never been more aware of his own weaknesses than during this long, dark
night of the soul. Hour after hour passed. Night fell, and the
sounds of traffic far below faded into the usual night-time lull. He lay on the
couch, the restless churning of his mind at odds with the listlessness of his
body. His jacket was discarded on the chair, and his shoes were kicked under the
coffee table. His tie was abandoned on the floor, his shirt unbuttoned at the
collar. When Skinner had first gone away he had reveled in being clothed in the
apartment. Usually he was naked, on display, and while he found that a turn on
it made a change to be wearing clothes for once, as if it were some kind of
exotic, forbidden luxury. Who would have thought that something as simple as
wearing clothes could feel so illicit? He longed for the uncomplicated
reassurance of his role as Skinner’s slave and yet even as he thought that he
knew he couldn’t hide behind that role. Skinner had never allowed him to use
his slavery as an escape from his problems – instead he had made it a tool by
which Mulder faced up to them. Being naked, kneeling at his Master’s feet,
would certainly be a distraction right now but it wouldn’t solve anything. If
only the answers were simple. His heart told him to go – but his soul told him
to stay. His head said that logically he had nothing to fear as long as he took
someone with him, and went to Oregon with backup, but some instinct he didn’t
understand made him doubt that logic. Somehow he knew that it would make no
difference. Even if his Master himself accompanied him to Oregon, somehow
something would happen to him there...and he wasn't sure what.
Cold
fingers of uncertainty nagged at him whenever he came close to making a
decision. Several times he got up, sure that he had made the decision to go, and
each time he sat down again, a cold sweat breaking out on his skin. He even got
as far as packing a small bag and bringing it back down to the living room. He
sat with it between his feet, still trying to come to a decision. He wanted
this. He wanted it badly. He needed to go. If he didn’t go he knew that he’d
regret it forever…he’d always think of what might have been, of the answers
he could finally have uncovered.
It
was nearly dawn when Mulder finally made up his mind. He stood up, and grabbed
the bag. He’d go. He’d call ahead to the local PD and request back up. There
was no need to involve Scully in this. If there was any danger then he didn’t
want her to get hurt. Relieved to have finally made up his mind, Mulder patted
Wanda’s head absently, and wrote a note to Mrs. Asher asking her to feed the
cat and fish for the next couple of days. Then he got up, picked up his bag,
walked to the door, grabbed his keys…and hesitated. He looked back over his
shoulder at the apartment and that icy sensation swept through him again.
Suddenly he knew, without any shadow of a doubt, that if he left here this
evening he wouldn't come back for a very long time - if ever. The sensation
was so sudden and so strong that it winded him, and he crouched, trying to get
his breath back. He saw Wanda through the open living room door, lying on her
side on the couch in a state of blissful feline contentment. He saw one of his
Master’s paddles hanging from a hook outside the kitchen – serving both as a
permanently on display reminder to his slave and a conveniently available
implement for Skinner to use when his slave required immediate correction.
Mulder took a sharp intake of breath. This was it. This was his home, his whole
existence, and he loved it. If he walked out of the door now it would all
disappear, as if it had never existed. If he went, he’d lose it forever. He
wasn’t sure how, or why, he just knew that it was true. If he left now, he
might find his answers, but in so doing he’d lose himself.
Mulder
gave a low, choking sob, and walked back into the living room. He threw his bag
onto the floor, slumped on the couch, and buried his face in Wanda’s fur. He
had just undergone a most profound moment. He had been tested, and had found the
resolve to walk a different path, and by that one act he knew that he had
somehow freed himself from a particular destiny, and chosen a different one
instead. The strange thing was that it didn’t feel like a bad choice. It felt
good. It felt right.
“You’re
still here.” The voice made him stiffen.
“Go
away, Krycek.” He didn’t even look around. Krycek was no longer a threat.
Mulder was so sure of his decision that nothing Krycek said or did would alter
that.
“Skinner
must have really screwed with your mind. I thought you’d come to your senses
when you had time to think about it.” Krycek sounded surprised. “Well, well.
This is different.” The room was in darkness. Mulder heard Krycek walk over to
him, and he tensed, uncertain whether the other man had a gun. “I’m not
entirely sure how to play this one. In fact, I’m speechless,” Krycek said,
his lips brushing Mulder’s ear as he leaned in close.
“You’re
patently not,” Mulder commented acerbically. He could feel Krycek’s
breath on the back of his neck, making his hackles rise.
“I
brought you this.” Krycek threw an envelope onto the coffee table in front of
them. “Plane ticket…and a couple of pictures.” He walked around the couch
and perched on the side of the coffee table. “You might find the pictures
particularly interesting.”
Krycek
waited, but Mulder just sat, making no move to open the envelope.
“I
can see that Skinner also stole your curiosity. Okay.” Krycek opened the
envelope and drew out the photographs. He held one up. “Remember Billy Miles?
One of your first cases with Agent Scully I believe. He’s an abductee. You
suspected aliens and she…well, Agent Scully has always been more of a
skeptical personality, hasn’t she?” Krycek’s teeth gleamed a vivid white
in the dimly lit room – the only light being that from the hallway slanting
through the open door. Mulder clenched his fists, wanting to strike but he still
wasn’t sure whether Krycek had a gun – or worse, a knife. Mulder's finger
went absently to his scar again. “This photograph is of Billy. He’s older
now of course – it’s been a few years since you saw him after all. He
disappeared last night. In Oregon.” Krycek threw the photograph onto
Mulder’s lap. “His car was found abandoned on the open road. The electrics
weren’t working.” Krycek paused, gazing intently at Mulder.
“It’s
just a photograph.” Mulder shrugged. “It doesn’t prove anything. You could
have got it anywhere.”
“The
second photo might interest you more.” Krycek held it up. Mulder could just
about make out a cylindrical object with flashing lights, hovering in a dark
sky.
“It
could be anything.” Mulder shrugged. “You know how easily those shots can be
faked.”
“This
one isn’t. It was taken a few hours ago. In Oregon.”
“Okay.
I’m still not going.” Mulder shrugged. Wanda stretched and yawned beside
him, then sat up, her yellow-green eyes sparkling in the half light.
“Why?
Because of Skinner? He doesn’t own you, Mulder.” Krycek sounded genuinely
angry now, as if he hadn’t anticipated meeting this kind of resistance.
“As
a matter of fact he does,” Mulder chuckled. “And no, not because of him,
because of me. You wouldn’t understand, Krycek.”
“I
understand one thing – it’s my mark on your chest, Mulder. I’m the one who
pulls your strings, whether you like it or not. You’ll go.” Krycek sat back
confidently, his green eyes glowing like Wanda’s.
“No.
I won’t.” Mulder shook his head wryly, refusing to rise to the bait.
“You
couldn’t even come after me yourself, could you?” Krycek growled in a
sneering tone, clearly annoyed by Mulder’s refusal to play the game his way.
“You had to send Skinner to take revenge on me for what happened in Seattle.
You had to hide behind him – just like you’re doing now.”
“That’s
crap and you know it,” Mulder bristled. “I’ve never shied away from a
fight with you in my life Krycek. I enjoy beating the shit out of you too much.
And on that subject, I think that you and I have some unfinished business to
take care of, don’t you?” Mulder threw his fist at Krycek’s jaw without
warning, striking the other man a glancing blow. Krycek recovered quickly and
launched himself forward, landing on Mulder’s body and winding him as he
pushed him back on the couch. He brought his fist down hard on Mulder’s face,
making painful contact with Mulder’s cheek. Mulder twisted, and pushed up with
all his might, aware of Wanda scurrying away frantically out of the corner of
his eye. Anger gave him the strength to
lever
his opponent away. “Get the fuck out of my life, Krycek,” he hissed,
pummeling the other man with his fists. They both fell off the couch and crashed
onto the coffee table, which shattered beneath them. They landed amid the
remains of sheared wood and broken glass, Krycek on top.
“No
deal, Mulder. I’m with you forever,” Krycek growled. “You’ll never get
rid of me.” They rolled over together, each landing a punch but not hard
enough to decide the outcome of the fight.
“You
fucking bastard,” Mulder shouted, lashing out in a blind frenzy. He had a
vision of Krycek following him for the rest of his life, always there, smirking,
offering him leads that turned into traps, wrong-footing him at every turn, and
a wave of frustration swept through him. Krycek took advantage of his loss of
control and managed to land a punch to Mulder’s midriff that knocked him onto
his back. Mulder fell awkwardly, with a grunt, winded, and he lay there,
helpless, as Krycek raised his fist to strike.
“Let’s
face it, Mulder,” Krycek hissed, his fist poised ready to deliver the decisive
blow in this particular battle. “You’re always going to be a sick, crazy
pervert, playing your stupid sex games with that thick as shit moron you call Master.”
He said that word with a distinct sneer. “You don’t need my help to be any
more fucked up than you already are, slave boy.” And with that he brought his
fist down. Mulder steeled himself for a blow that never arrived. Instead the
lights snapped on, blinding him momentarily in the sudden glare. He heard a low
growl of surprise and then Krycek was lifted bodily from him and thrown
unceremoniously against the wall, where he crashed to a halt and then slid
slowly to the ground.
“Thick
as shit?” Skinner’s voice was as cold as ice, and almost expressionless.
“It seems to me there’s only one moron around here, Krycek. Tell me, what
part of ‘leave Mulder alone’ didn’t you understand when I visited you last
time?” He grabbed the collar of Krycek’s black leather jacket and flicked a
savage punch at the other man’s jaw that made Mulder wince. Krycek’s head
lolled back against the wall, blood running down his chin.
“Leave
me alone, Skinner,” Krycek snarled, struggling desperately in Skinner’s
grasp. He was suddenly transformed into a vicious animal fighting for his life.
“Mulder doesn’t need you to protect him. He’s a big boy now, and he wants
to go to Oregon - don’t you, Mulder?” He glanced at Mulder over Skinner’s
shoulder. Mulder sat up, gingerly feeling his tender abdomen and bruised jaw.
“There’s
his bag by the couch, all packed and ready to go,” Krycek pointed out. Skinner
glanced at it and then his eyes swept over Mulder’s face, utterly impassive.
Mulder shook his head. He didn’t need to prove anything to Skinner - his
Master would take his word over Krycek’s any day of the week. Skinner’s
expression hardened as he turned back to their uninvited guest.
“You
see, no amount of ‘Yes Master, No Master’ is going to change him,” Krycek
taunted. “He’ll always be what he is, however hard you work on him.”
“Oh
yes. And what exactly is it that you think he is?” Skinner asked, his fingers
digging deep into Krycek’s neck. Krycek gave a smirk, his cut lip splitting
open even more, causing a large bubble of blood to well up in the crack.
“He’s
easy,” Krycek replied. “Mulder’s easy. You just wind him up, press his
buttons, set him in the right direction, and he goes – and I know which
buttons to press far more than you do, Skinner. He isn’t really yours –
I’m the one who knows him best. I’m the one who can make him dance to my
tune like a puppet.”
“Is
that so?” Skinner’s voice was deceptively mild.
“Yeah
– those are my initials carved on his chest after all.” Krycek grinned
smugly as he threw his ultimate jibe at the man holding him against the wall.
Skinner’s
expression didn’t change. “Fox, come here,” he ordered. Mulder walked
over, wondering what his Master was going to do. Skinner gestured with his head.
“Open your shirt, Fox. Show him what’s on your chest.”
Mulder
exchanged a grim glance with his Master, and then unbuttoned his shirt to reveal
the smooth, neat, almost invisible scar - a scar that no longer spelt out the
initials AK.
“You
see, things can change, boy,” Skinner said. “Just like that scar
changed. Mulder is mine – don’t be in any doubt about that. He’s mine.
Don’t mess with him again.”
Krycek’s
eyes were sullen and angry as he recognized that he had lost this particular
argument. “Let me go, Skinner,” he gasped, struggling pointlessly in the big
man’s grasp.
“Not
yet. I want to make something very plain, in words that a moron like you
can understand,” Skinner said, his large paw holding Krycek upright as he
threw off another of those punches that looked so easy but which had to hurt
like hell. The assassin’s eyes were starting to look a little glazed. “Leave
Mulder alone,” Skinner growled. “Leave me alone. Don’t ever, ever
come back here. I don’t give a shit how scared you are of your masters – you
should be more afraid of me because if you ever contact us again you’ll really
feel my wrath. And I mean that, Krycek. It isn’t an empty threat. If you ever
bother either of us again then it’s serious. I won’t play nice. I won’t
play by the rules. There will be consequences. Do you understand?”
“Sure.”
Krycek nodded, licking his lips nervously and wiping away the blood, only for it
to well up again almost immediately.
“No.”
Skinner shook Krycek as if he were a rag doll. Mulder was in awe of his
Master’s angry strength. Skinner was like a cat playing with a mouse –
deadly and dangerous. Mulder had no doubt that his Master could have killed
Krycek with one flick of his hands, snapping the assassin’s neck as if he were
nothing, and he was suddenly profoundly aware how much Skinner held back when
dealing with his slave, how those big hands also knew how to caress, and be
gentle, and loving. He had never seen Skinner like this before, and it was a
revelation to him. He suddenly became aware, with an acute sensation of
embarrassment, that his cock had started to swell within his pants. Christ, that
was the last thing he needed right now.
“No,
that’s not good enough,” Skinner said in a low, intense voice. “You have
to really understand, Krycek, because this is the last warning. There
won’t be another one.” He shook Krycek again to illustrate the point. The
blood running down Krycek’s jaw dripped onto his tee shirt and splattered onto
Skinner’s face. “Leave us alone. Don’t come near Mulder – and that means
no phone calls, no visits, no turning up here or at the Hoover Building. No
emails, no letters – no contact of any kind. Don’t follow him. Don’t come
anywhere near him - or I promise you that it will be the last time.”
Skinner’s voice was so low and hard that it was almost unrecognizable. “Now
I’m going to ask you again – do you understand?” Skinner pressed.
“Y…yes…sir…”
Krycek stammered. Mulder smiled – even Krycek was in awe of his Master.
“Good.
Then it’s time for you to leave.” Skinner hauled Krycek bodily to the door,
then paused and pulled his cell phone from his pocket. He called the doorman and
requested two members of the security team. When they arrived a few minutes
later, he handed Krycek to them with a grim request that he be thrown onto the
street and not allowed re-admittance – ever. Then, finally, he shut the door
and turned back to his slave boy.
“I
thought you had a meeting,” Mulder said, unsure what mood his Master was in.
Skinner’s chest was still heaving, and he didn’t know whether his Master had
come down off his battle high or not. If not…then he could still be dangerous.
“I
couldn’t stay knowing what you were going through. I wanted to be with you for
this decision – whichever way you decided to jump,” Skinner told him. “I
said a personal emergency had come up. I’m sure the Director wasn’t
impressed, but this was more important.”
Mulder
was stunned by his Master’s grasp of his priorities. He wasn’t sure he had
ever come so decisively first with anyone in his life before. “I had made up
my mind,” he said softly. “I wasn’t going. I almost did. I packed to go
but I turned back at the last minute. I just had a really bad feeling about it.
My decision seemed to upset Krycek. He’s used to me jumping through his hoops.
That’s why we were fighting.”
“Are
you okay?” Skinner’s eyes were dark and concerned. He wasn’t wearing his
wirerims and his face was still spattered with Krycek’s blood. He traced his
fingers over Mulder’s bruised cheek.
“I’m
fine. You?” Mulder caught his Master’s hand and examined it. Skinner’s
knuckles were badly bruised and the skin was scraped in places.
“I’m
fine too. Come here.” Skinner wrapped his arms around his slave and held him
tight, then pushed him away and glanced in surprise at Mulder’s crotch.
“You’re hard,” he observed, in a tone of mild astonishment. “I’m
impressed. After all the drama here tonight I’d have thought sex would be the last
thing on your mind.”
Mulder
felt the heat rise to the surface of his skin and cursed his body silently for
giving away a long-held fantasy that fascinated and appalled him so much that he
had never been able to give it voice.
“What’s
this about?” Skinner asked, his dark eyes intrigued, his fingers gently
brushing his slave’s swelling cock.
“You’re
hot when you’re in he-man mode that’s all. You know it turns me on,”
Mulder deflected the question, feeling utterly embarrassed, hating his body for
giving him away. He disengaged himself from his Master’s grasp, turned, and
went into the kitchen. He dug out some antiseptic gel from the cupboard, and
then returned to escort his Master into the lounge, where he knelt and applied
the gel to Skinner’s knuckles.
“I
know how it looks – with the bag,” Mulder said softly as he soothed the gel
into his Master’s discolored skin. “But I really wasn’t going to go. I’d
made up my mind.”
“I
believe you.” Skinner smiled, and placed his free hand on Mulder’s
shoulders, stroking him affectionately.
“You
can go back to LA. Krycek would be an idiot to show up here again and I’m not
in danger of being abducted by aliens in Oregon.” Mulder gave a faint, rueful
smile. He felt that cold sensation again, and shivered.
“Boy?”
Skinner’s fingers found Mulder’s chin and forced his face up to look at him.
“It’s
nothing, Master. Just this weird feeling I’ve been having all night. I think I
made the right decision.”
“So
do I. As for LA – I’m in no mood to fly back straight away. I want to go to
bed and have my slave remind me what I’ve been missing while I’ve been
away.” Skinner flicked Mulder’s dark hair away from his face, and gazed at
his slave boy fondly. Mulder melted into the caress, as he always did. “Before
that though…” Skinner drew back reluctantly, and glanced around the room.
“I suspect we weren’t the only ones spooked by what happened here this
evening. I think a certain someone will be in need of some reassurance too.”
“Wanda.”
Mulder got up, frowning. He remembered seeing the little cat rush away at the
first sign of violence but had no idea where she had gone after that. They spent
the next twenty minutes scouring the apartment but couldn’t find her.
Eventually, Skinner called a halt to the search with a sigh of resignation.
“I
guess she’s gone to ground. That’s fair enough. She obviously doesn’t want
to be found. We’ll have to wait until she decides she’s ready to come out.
I’ve learned the hard way that you can’t force Madam to do anything she
doesn’t want to do.” He glanced at Mulder. “I don’t know about you, boy
but I’m tired. Let’s hit the sheets.”
Skinner
headed for the bedroom and Mulder followed, chewing on his lip. He was still
disturbed by his earlier arousal and somehow he knew that this wasn’t
something Skinner would allow to rest. He got undressed, knelt beside the bed,
and waited until his Master was settled under the sheets before requesting
permission to join him. Skinner nodded, and Mulder slid into bed, and was
immediately pulled into a pair of big arms. Skinner pushed Mulder’s legs open
forcefully with his knee, and pinned him to the bed, kissing him thoroughly.
Mulder’s cock hardened immediately.
“You
denied me earlier,” Skinner said, his large hands holding Mulder down as
surely as any method of bondage. Mulder moaned, too distracted by sex to be able
to fathom what his Master was talking about.
“Denied
you? I never…I wouldn’t, Master,” he replied in astonishment. He had never
once rejected his Master’s sexual advances – he enjoyed them too much for
that.
“You
denied me a part of your sexuality. I noticed you were aroused and you made an
excuse not to talk about it. I want to talk about it,” Skinner
insisted, one hand holding Mulder in place, the other stroking his slave’s
chest. He paused over Mulder’s left nipple and took it between his fingers,
rubbing it to a point. Mulder gasped out loud.
“I’m
waiting.” Skinner’s fingers squeezed, and Mulder jack-knifed against his
Master’s body.
“I
don’t know what you want me to say. I was embarrassed, that’s all. I
didn’t mean to deny you anything,” he said quickly. The pressure of the
fingers on his nipple eased a little.
“Talk
to me about it. If it’s a sexual fantasy then I want to know. I have a right
to know my slave’s desires. Why
does it embarrass you after all we’ve done?”
“Because…because
it’s…” Mulder struggled with what he wanted to say. Skinner increased the
tension on his nipple. “It’s not very PC,” Mulder gasped.
“Neither
is slavery.” Skinner released the nipple, and dropped his head to suck the
abused nub of flesh, warming and soothing it with his tongue. When he’d
finished he kissed his slave on the lips again, a deep, heartfelt kiss then
leaned back and gazed at him, clearly waiting for Mulder to elaborate on his
fantasy. Mulder remained mute. This wasn’t something he wanted to talk about.
After a long silence, Skinner gave a loud sigh, clearly accepting that he
wasn’t going to get any answers and unwilling to press the issue after all
they’d just been through.
“I
was afraid you’d gone to Oregon. I wasn’t sure what I’d find when I came
home,” he murmured, caressing Mulder’s features in the dark with his fingers
as if to remind himself what they looked like. “I sure as hell didn’t expect
to see you writhing on the carpet with Alex Krycek.”
“We
really need to get a new security system,” Mulder said wryly. “He broke in
twice without any difficulty at all.”
“I’ll
look into it,” Skinner murmured absently. He released Mulder and turned over
with another deep sigh. Mulder lay there, his cock still hard and aroused. He
knew he’d upset his Master with his lack of trust, but this was difficult. All
the same – Skinner was right. He was a slave, and he had given control of his
body and his desires to his Master. By withholding them he was committing a
breach of their contracts, and they both knew it. It was only because they were
both so shaken after Krycek's visit that his Master wasn't pressing the issue
and he was taking advantage of that fact. Mulder thought about it for a moment,
and then touched his Master’s shoulder.
“It
was you, holding Krycek against the wall, being so dangerous and
uncompromising,” he said quickly, before he could change his mind. “You
didn’t care about him. You weren’t careful with him the way you are with me.
You know I have a thing about you in he-man mode anyway. You know how much I
enjoy really rough sex.” He bit on his lip. Skinner turned to look at him in
the darkness. Mulder took a deep breath, unsure how to proceed.
“You want me to force you?” Skinner
asked.
Mulder made a face. “Kinda,” he
whispered.
“Tell
me more.” Skinner slung his thigh over Mulder’s legs, drawing him close. He
reached down and began to slowly caress his slave’s hard cock.
Mulder
grimaced, torn between pleasure and confession. “It’s not an easy thing to
admit,” he murmured.
“You
can tell me anything. In fact I insist. As your Master.” Skinner smiled, his
white teeth gleaming. “I won’t judge you, Fox. It’s just a fantasy. Tell
me,” he urged.
“I
know you’re always careful with me and I’m grateful for that because some of
what we do is pretty…extreme…but…I’d like to try maybe…something a bit
more…when we’re playing that is…” He broke off, realizing what little
sense he was making.
“Keep
going.” Skinner pumped his cock hard and he gave a gasp of need.
“I’d
like to struggle,” Mulder murmured, thankful that it was dark so Skinner
couldn’t see the shade of bright red his face had turned. “I want to be
subdued. I want to fight…I want to be…”
“Raped?”
Skinner flicked some of Mulder’s hair out of his eyes. He was propped up on
one elbow, gazing down on his slave with an amused look on his face.
“No!
I mean…not for real,” Mulder said quickly.
“I
know what you mean, slave boy.” Skinner’s hand was firm on his cock as he
milked Mulder to climax. “It isn’t anything to be ashamed of. It’s a
common fantasy.”
“Is
it? For men?” Mulder grimaced again.
“Well,
a lot of men fantasize about being overpowered by a strong, sexy woman so yes,
why not? Your fantasy is more skewed to your particular sexuality but it isn’t
uncommon. It’s okay, Fox. I know it’s just a fantasy. I also know that if
anyone actually tried to rape you you’d fight him tooth and nail. Being my
slave means you can’t say 'no' to me. You’re saying you’d like to have a
controlled fantasy scenario where you can say no. Where you can fight and
struggle against me without the normal rules applying. You want me to take you
by force, to make you submit. Yes?”
“I
guess.” Mulder glanced at his Master apprehensively, waiting for some kind of
reaction. This was a fantasy that he had never shared with anyone before.
It was too personal, and, on some level, too shaming, but the idea of his Master
overpowering him, forcing him to do what he enjoyed so much anyway…it turned
him on. He should have known better than to doubt his Master’s response to his
fantasy. There wasn’t the remotest trace of disgust in Skinner’ eyes as he
dropped his head and devoured Mulder’s lips with his own, kissing him
thoroughly, massaging his slave’s cock hard and fast at the same time.
“How
much force?” Skinner whispered in his ear. Mulder tried to concentrate on the
question, his breathing coming fast and hard as his Master expertly brought him
close to orgasm.
“Uh…as
much as it takes. I want to feel the heat of the fight…oh shit…I want to let
go, to really get physical, violently physical…oh god!” Mulder jack-knifed
off the bed as he came, helplessly, with a groan of satisfaction, and then he
lay nerveless and sated, sweat pouring down the side of his face.
Skinner grinned down at him. “That
seemed pretty physical to me,” he commented.
“It was. I’m not dissatisfied with
anything you do to me, Master,” Mulder said quickly.
“I know.” Skinner nodded.
“But
you asked…I was being as honest as I could.” Mulder felt himself flush
again. It was bad enough admitting to a rape fantasy, but it was made worse by
the fact that it also meant admitting that part of that fantasy was that he
refused his Master his rights over his slave – and that was something that
went against the very heart of the contract he had freely signed.
“I’m
going to fly back to LA tomorrow,” Skinner told him, as the aftermath of
Mulder’s orgasm still buzzed in his ears. “Just for a few days.” He smiled
at his slave. “As for the other thing…I’ll think about it,” he promised.
“There’s something else I want to talk about. Krycek broke in here. He
violated our home. Do you need to talk about that? Do you still feel safe
here?”
“After
the way you threw the rat bastard around? Sure.” Mulder grinned. “It
reminded me of that time, years ago, when I brought him here and you slugged him
in the gut and handcuffed him to your balcony; the sight of you doing that,
bare-chested, fuelled my jerk off fantasies for years. I walked out of this
apartment with a hard on the size of Mount Everest in my pants. I had no idea
I’d be lucky enough to have the real thing one day.”
“You
might like to reclaim the experience,” Skinner mused.
Mulder
moved his head in order to examine his Master’s face. He couldn’t read
Skinner’s expression in the darkness though. “I don’t understand,” he
said.
“Well…just
as we took what Krycek did with your chest and made it our own – a bond
between us, maybe we could do the same with what he did here tonight and
how he violated our home, where we have every right to feel safe.”
“How?”
Mulder frowned in the dark, wondering what Skinner was getting at.
“Like
I said, I need to give it some thought.” Skinner sank back on his pillows with
a weary sigh. Mulder grinned. There was something he could do to make his Master
more comfortable. He disappeared under the sheets, and located his Master’s
cock with his mouth. Skinner’s hand came down and rested on his hair, as it
usually did when his slave was serving him orally. His Master’s cock was as
responsive as usual despite his weariness, and it didn’t take long for Mulder
to bring him to climax. He swallowed his Master’s come, cleaned Skinner’s
beautiful smooth cock, and then snaked his way up the bed. Skinner pulled him
into his arms and gave him a kiss and they both lay there in silence. Mulder
felt warm and safe within the circle of his Master’s arms but he knew that it
had been so close. He had nearly lost everything this evening.
Everything.
If
he had gone to Oregon he could have found that space craft - or it could have
found him…If he had gone, then instead of being held safely in his Master's
arms right now, he could be high above the earth, abducted, just like he was
sure his sister had been abducted. Mulder felt as if someone had walked across
his grave. He bent his head, and kissed his Master’s wrist, bringing himself
back into the present. It hadn’t happened. Whatever might have happened if he
had gone to Oregon hadn’t happened, and that was all because his Master had
given him something else to live for beside his quest.
“Thank
you,” he whispered silently. Skinner laid his cheek against his slave’s. If
he was puzzled by the remark he didn’t say so.
A
few seconds later a soft thump on the bed and a little squeak alerted them to
the fact that Wanda had decided it was safe to come out. Skinner scooped her up,
and checked her thoroughly for injury, but the little cat was clearly fine –
and equally clearly was thoroughly enjoying all the attention. Mulder could
empathize with that. He enjoyed being examined by his Master himself, but for
entirely different reasons. Finally, Master, slave and cat settled down to
sleep, in a tangle of warm fur and entwined limbs.
Skinner
left reluctantly to return to LA first thing the next day. He had arranged for
the meeting he should have attended in the morning to be put back until the
evening, and he would make it there just in time. Mulder was left with the
debris of the previous night’s drama to take care of. The coffee table had
been broken in the melee, and the furniture in the living room was upturned.
There was blood on the carpet and the wall. Krycek’s blood. Mulder looked at
it for a moment, then sighed, grabbed his keys, kissed Wanda on the head and
left for work. He'd clean up the apartment when he got home.
Scully
was already ensconced in his office talking on the telephone when he arrived. He
could tell by the teasing tone in her voice that she was talking to John Doggett
and he struggled with his jealousy for a moment. He was pleased for her. She
deserved to find someone who'd give her the kind of love that he wasn't capable
of, but that didn't mean that a part of him didn't hurt. She was his best friend
and he didn't like the idea of sharing her with anyone, any more than he liked
the idea of sharing Skinner with anyone.
He
didn't have long to think about that subject, because as soon as he sat down at
his desk he saw that his computer screen was covered in yellow post-it notes. He
raised an eyebrow at Scully who mouthed the word 'gunmen' back at him. Mulder
reached for the phone, and called his geeky friends.
"Hey,
dude." Langly sounded bubbly. "How's Oregon?"
"I
wouldn't know. I'm in DC," Mulder grunted, his heart plummeting. However
sure he was that he had made the right decision last night, a part of him would
always regret not going after that UFO.
"You're
what? Damnit, Mulder. This is what we've been waiting for!" Langly
remonstrated.
"Sorry,
Ringo but you can get to Oregon just as easily as I can," Mulder pointed
out.
"We
were relying on you, buddy!" Langly lamented.
Mulder's
hand tightened into a fist around the phone. "I know. It just wasn't…the
right thing to do."
"Why?"
"Let's
just say that someone else wanted me to go there too much to make it safe."
"Safe?"
Langly sounded incredulous. "Yo, Mulder, this is me you're talking
to! When did you ever want to play it safe?"
Mulder
gazed at Scully, who was giggling down the telephone in a way he'd never have
believed possible if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes.
"It's
just…sometimes…sometimes other things are more important," he murmured.
"Yeah.
Right. Either you've found religion or you've found lurve," Langly teased.
"Oh shit. You haven't, have you?" He asked.
"Found
religion? My work is my religion," Mulder deflected. How long had he
and Scully been locked away down here in this basement? And for how much of that
time had either of them been really happy? They'd sacrificed their happiness to
their work, and now they both had a chance to be fulfilled in an area of their
lives that neither of them had been very successful in before. It felt good. He
grinned at Scully as she finished her call and put the phone down – only for
it to ring again almost immediately. "So, what happened in Oregon? I didn't
see anything in the papers about a flying saucer landing," Mulder said,
swinging his feet onto his desktop.
"That's
because it moved on hours ago. It hovered over Arizona for awhile and then
disappeared into god knows where," Langly told him. "It clearly didn't
find what it was looking for in Oregon so maybe it had more luck in
Arizona."
"What
the hell is in Arizona?" Mulder mused. Out of the corner of his eye he saw
all the color drain from Scully's face
as she answered the incoming call. "Langly, I'll call you back," he
said quickly, putting the phone down.
"Scully?"
She
stared at him, her face drawn and tense. "It's Gibson Praise. He's been
abducted."
"Abducted?"
Mulder repeated stupidly. "From where?"
"He
was being looked after at a children's home in the Arizona desert."
Mulder
felt as if a cold wind had blown up his spine, causing all the hairs on the back
of his neck to stand on end. "Arizona?" he whispered.
"Yes.
Why? Does that mean something to you?" Scully asked.
"Nothing
that makes any sense. Shit!" Mulder rested his forehead in his hands.
"Oh shit."
"Mulder."
Scully came over to him, and laid a hand on his shoulder. "What is it that
you know?"
"It's
hard to explain. I just know that…Last night I made a decision, Scully. I
think someone had to be taken last night…and if it hadn't been Gibson then it
would have been me. That poor kid. Shit!" He kicked his desk, feeling
utterly shattered. Gibson Praise was just a kid. If someone had given him a
choice, if someone had only explained it to him, then he would have
traded himself. He'd have gone instead - if only he'd known.
"Mulder,
you aren't making any sense," Scully perched on his desk and rubbed his
stiff shoulders.
"It's
just a feeling, Scully. It doesn't make any sense and I don't blame you for not
taking it seriously. If it were someone else, someone like your sister, Melissa,
coming in here and saying the same thing to me then I'd dismiss it as just new
age crap…but that wasn't what it felt like. I felt as if my destiny was taking
some kind of divergent path – and it was all linked to a decision I made last
night. You know, I saw a play once where the whole outcome depended on whether
one of the main characters smoked a cigarette before the end of Act One. They
had all these different scenarios to play out depending on that cigarette. Last
night…last night felt like that." He looked into her uncomprehending blue
eyes and shook his head. "I can't tell you how I know but I just do.
Last night Gibson Praise was abducted – and if I'd gone to Oregon like I was
supposed to then it would have been me, and somehow, and again I'm not sure how
I know this, but somehow if it had been me then it wouldn't have been
him."
"Oh,
Mulder." Scully put her arms around his shoulders and held him. "You
don't know that. You can't know that. It's just that over-developed sense of
guilt of yours talking."
"No.
It isn't." He drew away from her. "It isn't, Scully. Not this
time."
"What
will you do?" She gazed at him searchingly.
"What
can I do?" He spread his arms helplessly. "What the hell can I
do?"
Mulder
booked a flight to Arizona, knowing in his heart that it was pointless. He
called his Master to let him know what he was doing. Skinner sounded worried,
and Mulder knew that the other man thought, just like Scully, that this was just
his overactive sense of guilt taking responsibility for what had happened.
Arizona yielded the dead ends he'd expected. He spoke to a friend of Gibson's
who, communicating in sign language, told him what he already knew in his heart.
She and Gibson had been walking back from a cook-out in the desert, when they'd
seen bright lights overhead. Gibson seemed to know what would happen. He hadn't
been scared – instead he had seemed almost fatalistically resigned. She had
looked away for a second and when she looked back he was gone. She called his
name, but the bright lights overhead had moved away, taking Gibson with them.
Mulder
spent another day in Arizona searching for clues, but he already knew it was a
waste of time. Exhausted and heartsick, he returned home – to find the
evidence of his fight with Krycek still littering the living room. He gazed at
it for a moment, and then sank down on his haunches, fighting back tears of
anger and frustration. This reminded him so much of another time, a few years
ago, when Scully had been abducted and he'd returned to his trashed apartment
– only on that occasion he had been alone, with nobody to share his despair.
This time it was different. He checked that Wanda was okay - his Master had
called Mrs. Asher to ask her to drop by and feed the little cat – and, finding
her as bright eyed as ever, he loosened his collar, flung himself down on the
couch, and speed-dialed his Master on his cell phone.
"Skinner."
Hearing those familiar deep tones made all the difference. Mulder felt the
tension start to lift from his aching shoulders.
"Hi.
It's me," Mulder said softly. "I just wanted to hear your voice.
Things have been pretty shitty the past couple of days."
"No
luck in Arizona huh?"
"No.
Damn! I feel so useless."
"Listen
to me, Fox. None of this was your fault," Skinner told him urgently.
"How are you holding up? I mean honestly? I don't want to come home and
find you've done something stupid."
"Like
going up to the Playroom and taking out my frustration on myself with some of
the more savage implements in there?" Mulder asked.
"Something
like that."
"No.
I won't do that. I just want to fucking well…" Mulder gave into another
wave of angry frustration and thumped his fist into the remains of the broken
coffee table, watching with some satisfaction as the shards of wood went flying.
"I'd trash the place if it wasn't already trashed," he joked feebly.
Skinner
gave a wry grunt. "I take it that sound effect was you taking out your
anger on inanimate objects?"
"Yeah.
The coffee table was already wounded. I just put it out of its misery."
"Look,
I'll be home tomorrow. I know you're taking this badly and I understand why, but
hurting yourself – or the apartment - won't change anything, and besides,
that's my property you'd be damaging, boy – in both cases." Skinner's
tones were deep, throaty and masterful, and Mulder felt himself tuning out the
rest of the world, and allowing his Master's voice to wash over him, soothing
him.
"I
know," he replied. "I told you, I won't do anything stupid, Master. I
just wish I had a way of getting rid of all this anger. Christ, I almost wish
Krycek would break in here again just so I could have the satisfaction of
sinking my fist into his stupid ass face. He must have known something like this
would happen. This was what he intended to happen to me. If he'd just
warned me…if I'd just known that Gibson was at risk…"
"You couldn't have known that – and you can't be sure that Krycek wanted
you to go to Oregon so that you'd be abducted either," Skinner pointed out
in reasonable tones. "Shit – I have to go, I've got a meeting in a couple
of minutes. Listen to me, boy," his tone dropped even further. "I want
you to take a bath, and then go and find the butt plug in my nightstand drawer -
the big one. Lube it up, and wear it to bed tonight. Remember that you're mine,
and that's where my cock belongs – and where it's going to be planted just as
soon as I get home."
Mulder managed a wry smile, feeling his own cock swell at the thought of his
Master using him.
"Yes,
Master," he murmured.
"You
can remove the plug tomorrow morning and not before. And Fox – I want you to
check your email before you go to bed tonight," Skinner ordered.
"Yes,
Master." Mulder frowned, wondering what that was all about. He jumped,
startled, as something wet touched his outstretched hand. "Damn, Wanda –
you shouldn't be in here. I thought I closed the door," he chided, worried
in a case she trod on a splinter of glass. He scooped her up out of harm's way,
nestled her on his chest, and tickled her under the chin.
"When
did you last eat?" Skinner asked, oblivious to the minor piece of cat drama
being enacted on the other end of the line.
"I
have no idea."
Mulder
heard his Master give a deep, heartfelt sigh. "I don't think you're taking
very good care of my property, boy, "Skinner growled. "You'll call the
Lotus Flower for take out. Menu options 14, 61 and 37."
"I
don't believe you know that menu by heart," Mulder commented, impressed.
"Well
I do."
"And
what are menu options 14, 61 and 37, Master? If it's all vegetable dishes
I won't be a happy slave boy."
"It's
healthy – and you need something healthy right now. You know what you get like
if you run on empty for too long and trust me, I have ways of dealing with
cranky slave boys that you will not like."
"Oh,
I know all about those," Mulder laughed down the phone, the combination of
Wanda's purring and his Master's erotic threats combining to de-stress him after
the events of the past few days.
"Damn.
Much as I'd like to stay here and discuss the many slow and painful ways in
which I would enjoy punishing your ass, I really do have to go,"
Skinner sighed. "Be good, Fox."
"I
will. When will you be home, Master?"
"Tomorrow
sometime. I'm not sure when – it depends on when I finish up here."
"I
can't wait."
Mulder
switched off his phone and settled back to stroke Wanda. Tomorrow couldn't come
too soon as far as he was concerned. He did as his Master had instructed and
called for the take out - which actually turned out to be a selection of some of
his favorite dishes. Afterwards he took a bath, and then went in search of the
butt plug as ordered. Skinner wasn't kidding – it was huge. He surveyed it
somewhat glumly – this one wouldn't be easy to either insert or ignore, but
that, he guessed, was the point; his Master was trying to distract him. He was
loose and relaxed after his bath, and he slathered the plug with lube, lay on
the bed and toyed the plug in and out of his anus, just teasing, inserting it
further each time. He closed his eyes and imagined it was his Master's hard
length, sliding effortlessly into him, and played with his cock, which hardened
immediately at the thought of his Master's touch. The butt plug slid into place
after a couple of false starts, and Mulder brought himself off with his hand,
excited by the thought of following his Master's intimate orders in this way. He
was about to turn over and go to sleep when he remembered that Skinner had
instructed him to check his email. He was tired and fought a battle with himself
about whether this was an order he could ignore until the morning. It was a
battle he lost, and, with a resigned sigh, he got up, pulled on his robe, and
wandered upstairs to his old bedroom to check his email. He sat down without
thinking and jumped straight back up again, his eyes watering, as the butt plug
made its presence unequivocally felt. Then he perched back down again, very
gingerly, and turned on his computer. There was only the one message in this
particular in-box, which was reserved for Master/slave correspondence only.
Mulder brought it up, and read it:
To:
slave@WSS.com
From:
Master@WSS.com
Subject:
A New Command For you
Dear
Slave,
When
I give you the command 'Wanda' I expect to be given total control of your body,
without question or hesitation, for my immediate and urgent use.
As
this is a special word between us, with considerable significance, and one which
holds a certain degree of affection for both of us, I have decided to give it to
you as a special gift for a special reason. Needless to say it will not
have the same meaning when you say it as it does when you hear it from me – so
don't even think about it, boy.
Upon
hearing you say the word 'Wanda' I will immediately cease any action that is
giving you distress. However it is only to be used in certain specific
circumstances, which I trust you will find clear upon my return. Please reply to
this email so that I'm sure you've understood.
BTW,
my right arm has had a good rest over the past few days and is feeling very
strong right now, so I would advise you to stay out of trouble until my return -
unless you want to discover just how rested it is.
As
always,
Your
Loving Master
Mulder
laughed at the last comment, then re-read the email, with a frown of surprise.
His Master was giving him a safe word? Why? And why now, after all this
time? Not that he needed a safe word. Skinner had never done anything that had
distressed him…and the one time Mulder had freaked out during sex play he had
found that using his Master's given name had been enough to make Skinner stop
what he was doing and release him immediately. Not that he disapproved of his
Master's choice of safe word – it seemed pretty fitting - but why now? And
what did Skinner mean by 'specific circumstances'?
Puzzled, Mulder hit the reply key.
To:
Master@WSS.com
From:
slave@WSS.com
Subject:
Re: A New Command For you
Dear
Master,
I
understand, Master. You're saying that 'Wanda', besides being the name of the
devil cat from hell, and the command by which you make very thorough use of your
poor, helpless slave, is also to be some kind of safe word between us. I assume
you'll explain it all to me when you get home. Speaking of which – this butt
plug is not an adequate substitute for the real thing so get your ass home
quickly. Uh, that wasn't an order, just a fervently expressed wish…but
obviously if you want to spank me for it I'd be very interested in trying out
the rested arm.
Ass
raised high in anticipation,
Your
slave,
Fox
He
shrugged as he pressed the send key. Obviously that was all the
information his Master wanted to give him, or he'd have elaborated
further in his email. So what the hell was it all about? Unable to figure it
out, Mulder turned off the computer and went back downstairs to curl up with
Wanda in bed.
Mulder
was relieved that it was the weekend so he could catch up on his sleep. He dozed
until noon, then got up, dressed in sweats, and went downstairs to begin the
task he'd been putting off for so many days – clearing up the mess from his
fight with Krycek. He carefully gathered up the remains of the coffee table and
put it in the trash, vacuumed the carpet thoroughly to get rid of any last
splinters, and then opened the door and allowed Wanda to reclaim the living
room, which she did with her tail held loftily high.
"Typical
cat," Mulder commented, watching her pace around the room and sniff in all
the corners. "No sooner is a door closed to you than what is on the other
side becomes instantly attractive. Don't you dare," he warned her as
she gazed at him speculatively. "No, we are not similar like that.
My comment was entirely justified - yours is just plain ridiculous. I
mean, I always have reasons for breaking into secure government
installations. With you it's just plain curiosity and we all know the proverb
about what curiosity did to the cat." She gave him a look of studied
indifference and then washed her flank with considerable vigor. "Ha. See -
you know I'm right," he told her.
He
got a bowl and cloth from the kitchen and began sponging the spattered blood
from the walls. There wasn't much, but it wasn't a nice task and it reminded him
uncomfortably of the image of his Master, holding a bleeding, hissing, spitting
Krycek against the wall. His emotions were mixed on that topic – a part of him
was furious with Krycek for showing up and trying to ruin his life yet again,
but another part of him couldn't help but be aroused as he remembered the sheer
anger that had been evident in Skinner's tense muscles as he'd dished out those
casual punches to their enemy. Damn, but it was just plain perverted that
this memory turned him on so much, and it made him even angrier with Krycek.
Mulder
was relieved when he had finished. He made sure the whole apartment was tidy,
then set off for the grocery store. He wanted his Master to come home to a clean
apartment, a full fridge, and a very loving slave. It did cross his mind that
today was Slave's Day but he didn’t give it much thought. Their lives had been
so chaotic these past few days then he wasn't expecting the normal rituals to
take place. Apart from anything else he wasn't even sure that his Master would
be home before midnight. He'd called Skinner on his cell phone when he first
woke up, and the other man had been in one final meeting so he wasn't expecting
him back for hours. Mulder hoped his Master wouldn't be too late home. He
was still harboring a certain degree of anger and jitters after the week's
events and he was fairly sure that it was going to take a long session in his
Master's capable hands to slay a few of the demons that had resurfaced.
Mulder
returned home to watch back-to-back sport on the TV – a luxury that his Master
rarely gave him permission to indulge - Wanda perched on his stomach, the remote
hanging loosely in his hand, a bowl of popcorn and can of beer resting on the
floor in the absence of the broken coffee table. He hadn't heard from his Master
but he wasn't unduly worried. He'd left a message asking if Skinner wanted to be
met at the airport but his Master hadn't replied so he assumed that his
chauffeuring skills weren't required. At 8pm Mulder tried his Master's cell
phone again, only to find it switched off. With a sigh, he settled back on the
couch and closed his eyes, resigning himself to the wait. He was a little
concerned not to have heard from his Master. He wanted to be a dutiful slave and
serve Skinner by driving him home, and carrying his suitcase, and he felt he had
been denied that opportunity. Even if his Master didn’t want his slave's help
would a phone call have hurt? And supposing Skinner was in trouble? Mulder was
aware that he wasn't the best at phoning in, but his Master had drummed into him
the importance of that lesson over the past several months, and the basic tenet
was always that he worried when Mulder wasn't in phone contact. Didn't the same
thing apply the other way around?
Mulder
was so busy nursing these resentments that he was surprised when he heard a
sudden noise behind him, and then the light was turned on, flooding the room. He
sat up, bemused, and saw his Master framed in the doorway. Skinner was wearing
black chinos and a black sweater – and Mulder's first reaction was lust,
followed shortly after by a resurgence of his anger.
"Master.
I would have come to the airport for you. I left a message," he said,
unable to keep the resentment out of his voice.
"I
know."
"So
why didn't you reply?" Mulder snapped.
"Come
here." Skinner said, ignoring his question. He seemed different. He was
almost…distracted. Mulder went, reluctantly, still disgruntled and in no mood
to be treated so peremptorily. Skinner grabbed him when he was within arm's
reach, and pulled him close. He was much rougher than usual, and Mulder put out
a hand to protect himself. Skinner growled, grasped the offending hand and
placed it securely behind Mulder's back, holding it there painfully.
"Don't
resist me, boy," he growled. Then he gave a vicious smile, lowered his
head, and whispered into Mulder's ear: "I'm going to fuck you."
Mulder
gazed at his Master, startled. This wasn't Skinner's usual behavior. He normally
gave orders and expected obedience. He didn't usually grab, twist
and…overpower. A light-bulb went off in Mulder's head, as he remembered the
substance of that email he had received, and his own faltering admission that he
wanted permission to struggle, and be overwhelmed. He remembered all the anger
he'd felt earlier in the day, and how he had thought he needed a session at his
Master's hands – it appeared that Skinner was giving him just that. He felt as
if he was in a strait jacket, with his arm pressed up his back, and his Master's
hands roughly imprisoning him. He straightened up as best he could, and looked
the other man in the eye.
"Go
to hell," he said, allowing all the anger and frustration of the past few
days to rise to the surface.
"Are
you refusing me?" Skinner snarled. He looked more dangerous than Mulder had
ever seen him, and for a split second he knew how Krycek had felt being on the
receiving end of this a few days before - and that made his cock harden in his
pants.
"Yes,
I fucking am," he rasped. There was silence for a moment, and then Skinner
gave a low roar, and pushed Mulder bodily against the wall. He grabbed his
slave's hands, held them above his slave's head, and leaned in close.
"You
don't have the right to refuse me, boy," he growled.
Skinner's
breath was warm on his slave's cheek. He smelled of sweat and arousal, and
looked so magnificently frightening that Mulder wondered whether he'd misread
this and his Master was serious – and whether he should say his safe word just
to find out. He studied his Master's face, searching for clues, and found them
in his Master's eyes. They weren't angry but they were very focused, and that
reassured him.
"What
are you going to do – rape me?" Mulder challenged. Skinner's fingers were
hard on his wrists – painfully so. It felt…exhilarating; very raw, and very
real.
"If
there's a word you want to say to me, boy then you'd better say it now,"
Skinner told him in a low tone, "because if you wait then it might be too
late."
Mulder
relaxed, sure that they were playing now. His Master was giving him a chance to
end this but Mulder had no intention of doing so. The scenario was hot, and he
didn't want to do anything to spoil it. Besides, he was just getting warmed up.
He was being given a safe arena to express all the fears and frustrations of the
past few days and he intended to make the most of it. He met his Master's eye
and they shared a moment of understanding. Thus reassured, Skinner bounced
Mulder back against the wall, and pushed his slave's legs apart with his knee.
"Get on your hands and knees now," Skinner said, punctuating each word
with another bounce, each one jolting the back of Mulder's head. "Get your
ass in the air because I'm going to fuck you into tomorrow."
"Fuck's
a good word – let's add another. How about…off…" Mulder
replied, and then he suddenly relaxed his resistance and, surprised, Skinner
loosened his hold for a split second – but it was long enough for Mulder to
break free, and throw himself towards the door. He didn't get there. He had his
hand on the handle when Skinner tackled him round the waist, grabbed him bodily,
and threw him in the direction of the couch. He pinned Mulder there, bent over
it, his own large body covering that of his slave.
"The
only fucking that is going to be done around here is me fucking you,"
Skinner hissed into his ear. Mulder's cock gave a spasm of arousal. He struggled
with all his might as Skinner started to slide his sweatpants down. Mulder could
feel that his butt was exposed, and he was suddenly overcome with a need to make
this more real. It felt too easy, too staged. He pushed back hard with
his elbow, and Skinner gave a grunt of genuine pain. Mulder slid out from under
him, and threw himself at his Master. They both went down, with Mulder hissing,
spitting and struggling like an enraged cat.
"You
want to screw me then you'll have to take what you want by force," Mulder
snarled. He grabbed his Master's head and thumped it on the floor. Skinner's
face contorted momentarily, and then he got one arm free, pressed it against
Mulder's throat, and pushed him away. Mulder fell back, but Skinner was on him
again almost immediately. He pinned Mulder under him, held him down with one
hand, and reached into his slave's pants with his other.
"Oh
I'll make you all right, boy. I'll make you," Skinner told him. His hands
were sweaty and rough on Mulder's skin, arousing him unbearably. Skinner hauled
Mulder onto his hands and knees, and stripped his pants and briefs off, leaving
him naked and exposed from the waist down. Feeling vulnerable, Mulder kicked
back with his foot, and then managed to turn over, and swipe at his Master with
his open palm. Skinner took a glancing blow on the side of his face, and gave a
growl of pure anger. Energy sparkled between them in the room. Mulder was so
pleased at this minor victory that he hesitated – and next thing he knew his
Master had grasped his hard cock and was holding it firmly in his hand. He
couldn't struggle without causing the most sensitive organ of his body
considerable pain.
"Shit!
Let me go!" he said, trying to push Skinner back.
Skinner
just grinned, an evil, feral grin, and, still holding onto Mulder's cock with
one hand, reached with his other to undo his belt. Mulder watched, momentarily
transfixed by the inherent threat in the action, then realized he was missing
his chance to escape. Suddenly divining his Master's intent, he pulled away –
only to stop with a yelp of pain as his cock paid the price for that action.
Skinner moved in again. He grabbed Mulder's wrist, and dragged it in front of
his body. Then he released Mulder's cock but only in order to grab his other
wrist. At the same time he took Mulder by surprise, kicked his legs from under
him, and toppled him back onto the couch. Mulder gazed up, winded and startled
by the turn of events – just in time to see his Master tie his wrists firmly
together in front of his body with the belt.
"Now
just submit, boy, because your ass is going to be royally nailed," Skinner
hissed. Mulder tried to pull his hands apart but the belt was unyielding.
Realizing that wouldn't work, he bunched them into fists and try to knock his
Master sideways. Skinner easily ducked the blow, and Mulder fell off the couch
and onto the floor from the force of it.
"Don't
fucking come near me. Don't fucking touch me. I swear I'll fucking kill
you!" Mulder shouted, finding a strange kind of security in the restraint
of the belt, almost as if in losing the chance of seriously resisting his Master
he was able to release all his inhibitions, giving him the opportunity to really
let rip. Skinner grinned. He stood astride his slave, and then slowly undid his
chinos. Mulder was still for a moment, transfixed as Skinner released his large,
swollen cock.
"See
this, boy? I'm going to make you take every last inch," Skinner told him in
a dark, low tone that washed over Mulder like molten chocolate. Mulder swallowed
hard, and then tried to slide back along the carpet, using his feet to lever
himself along. Skinner followed him, slowly, still grinning. He watched as
Mulder almost reached the door – and then pounced, grabbing Mulder's ankles
and pulling him back bodily into the center of the room. Mulder twisted
pointlessly in his grasp, flailing with his tied hands, but Skinner easily
subdued him by the simple expedient of sitting on him. He sat astride his
slave's body and pinned Mulder to the floor. Mulder twisted and turned but
eventually gave up, exhausted – Skinner was just too heavy to dislodge.
Finally satisfied that his prey had stopped struggling, Skinner reached down,
grabbed Mulder's tee shirt, and literally tore it from his slave's body. Mulder
heard the sound of the ripping and wondered what it was before he realized what
his Master was doing – and then, within seconds, he was completely naked, his
torn tee shirt discarded on the floor beside him. He shivered, shocked by the
look of intent and lust in his Master eyes, but he wasn't about to give in just
yet.
"Let
me go," he hissed, raising his bound arms in attempt to punch his Master in
the stomach. Skinner caught his fists easily, and pressed them back over
Mulder's head.
"You're
mine, boy. Submit and it'll be easier for you. Resist and it'll hurt. I'll enjoy
hurting you, boy. I'll enjoy ramming your tight hole until you scream."
Mulder
swallowed hard, feeling all the struggle leave him. His cock was so hard and he
was so turned on by Skinner's display of strength that he wasn't sure he wanted
to resist for much longer.
"Had
enough, boy?" Skinner mocked. "Giving in?"
Some
competitive instinct in Mulder took over. "Not on your fucking life. I told
you, if you want to screw me you'll have to do it by force," Mulder
snarled, wriggling as best he good within the prison of his Master's large
thighs.
"Oh,
that can be arranged." Skinner grabbed Mulder's bound wrists and held them
above his slave's head, pressing them into the carpet. Then he bent his head,
took one of Mulder's nipples in his mouth – and sucked down hard. Mulder gave
a hoarse cry – although he wasn't sure whether it was in pleasure or pain. He
bucked up against the savage caress, shouting in earnest as the sucking turned
into a full bite, and his Master's teeth chewed on his nipple unmercifully,
pressing the metal of his ring into his flesh. Finally Skinner released him with
another feral grin.
"Beg
me to fuck you, boy. Beg," Skinner demanded.
"Never,"
Mulder replied. "You can do what the hell you like to me but I won't
beg."
"Oh,
you will. You'll scream at me to fuck you before I'm through. You'll plead and
scream and beg," Skinner told him. He bounced Mulder's bound wrists back
down on the carpet again, and then paused. The look in his eyes changed
slightly. "Are you sure there's nothing you wanted to say?" He asked
softly. "You have a word."
Mulder
didn't even need to think about – he shook his head vehemently. He wanted this
to end the way he'd fantasized about it. He didn't want a let out, and he didn't
want to use his safe word. Skinner immediately snapped back into the scenario.
"Good,
because I'm going to screw you harder than you've been screwed in your life,
boy. You'll be so sore you won't walk for a week, but, like I said, you're going
to beg me first."
"Go
fuck yourself," Mulder replied, squirming beneath his Master's body.
"No,
I'm going to fuck you." Skinner lowered his head again, and took Mulder's
other nipple between his teeth. Mulder tensed even before his Master bit down,
and screamed with all his might as his Master thoroughly tormented his nipple.
"Shit…oh
shit…let me go…please!" He cried, trying feebly to push Skinner away.
His Master held on tight, releasing Mulder's nipple only to bite it again within
seconds. It was a maneuver he repeated over and over again until Mulder was lost
in a frenzy of his own desperate screams and struggles. Finally Skinner pulled
away from the tormented nub of flesh. He looked down on his slave again, took
Mulder's sore nipple between his thumb and forefinger and said one word:
"Beg."
Mulder
hesitated, but this had become a matter of pride.
"No,"
he replied and began screaming almost before Skinner pinched his abused nipple.
He was dimly aware that his cock was rock hard and that he was as turned on as
he'd ever been in his life. The boundaries between pleasure and pain had become
so close that they were impossible to separate. Skinner released the nipple, but
only in order to pinch the other one – savagely. Mulder roared and twisted but
it was no use. He was completely captured.
"Open
your legs and let me fuck you," Skinner ordered.
Mulder
shook his head mutely, and Skinner grabbed his hair, and kissed him. It wasn't a
kind kiss. It was vicious, and brutal. Skinner's tongue forced its way into
Mulder's mouth, and explored it, hard and thrusting. At the same time Skinner
reached down again and squeezed hard on Mulder's left nipple. Mulder couldn't
even scream, with his mouth completely full of his Master's tongue, and his hair
grasped in his Master's hand. He surrendered to the harsh caress and when his
Master finished, and pulled back, he panted desperately for air.
"I
said, open your legs and let me fuck you, boy," Skinner told him.
"Go
to hell." Mulder wasn't really sure why he was resisting any more, as he
was more than happy to be fucked, but there was something so cathartic about the
struggle after all he'd been through this past week, and besides – he was
interested to see what his Master would do next.
"Maybe
I will – but not before I've pounded my cock into you so hard that you
scream," Skinner promised with another of those feral, evilly sexual grins.
Mulder groaned, his cock rigid with need. Skinner bent his head and caught
Mulder's right nipple this time, and tortured the flesh with his tongue and
teeth again, showing Mulder no mercy. Mulder kicked out, desperate for the agony
to end, and Skinner used the moment to insert his leg between Mulder's thighs.
He released the nipple with a triumphant grin, and moved his hand down to
between Mulder's legs. One finger pushed up roughly into Mulder's ass.
"Nice
and tight. Just the way I like it," Skinner purred. "Beg me for my hard
cock, boy. Beg." He moved his finger savagely, in and out, thrusting hard.
Mulder couldn't help raising his hips off the ground to meet the thrusts,
swallowing that finger deep inside his body, wanting more. "Beg for it,
boy," Skinner hissed. "Beg to feel my cock in your tight hole."
"No…"
Mulder replied, no longer sure he could hold out.
"Beg."
Skinner inserted another finger. He held Mulder down with one arm across his
body, while he thrust in and out of his slave's ass with his fingers. Mulder had
lost all sense of himself. He was too turned on.
"Want…want…"
he gasped.
"Say
it." Skinner twisted his fingers brutally and Mulder cried out.
"Your
cock. Please…in me now!" Mulder demanded.
Skinner
gave a bellow of triumph. He withdrew his fingers, thrust Mulder's legs apart
with his hands, grasped his slave's buttocks, positioned his erect cock, and
then sank himself deep into Mulder's ass, right up to the hilt without pausing,
all in one fluid motion. Mulder thought he was going to pass out. He had never
felt so filled, and he was sure that he had never been penetrated so quickly,
and with so much power. Skinner's cock was burning hot inside his ass – he
could feel it pulsing - large, ravaging and hungry. Skinner leaned forward, and
as he did so the force of his weight pushed his cock even deeper into his
slave's body. He rested his hands on the carpet next to his slave's head, and
pushed Mulder's legs over his shoulders. Now there were almost nose-to-nose,
both panting with the exertion.
"Fuck
me," Mulder said.
Skinner
gave another of those terrible, evil grins. "When I'm ready," he said.
Mulder
could have screamed. Skinner drew back a little, shifting his weight and
stimulating Mulder's prostate unbearably in the process. He nuzzled Mulder's
nipples again, and then nibbled in earnest. Mulder began to yell – he wasn't
sure what he was saying but the dual sensations of his Master's huge cock
filling him to the brim, Skinner's large, sweaty, muscular body keeping him
pinned to the carpet, his own bound hands increasing his sensation of
powerlessness, and his Master's roving mouth on his sensitive and tortured
nipples was too much. He screamed and screamed but his Master ignored him.
Skinner remained buried to the root in his slave, his teeth biting down on
Mulder's flesh. He would let go of one nipple just to start on the other. Mulder
needed to be fucked so much that he wasn't coherent. He longed for the torment
on his chest to cease and for his Master to pound him into the floor with his
massive, hungry cock.
"Please,
please, please, please, fuck me, fuck me, fuck me…I beg you!" Mulder
cried. "I BEG YOU!" He screamed, banging his bound hands uselessly
over his head. "Please, I'm begging. I'm begging!"
"I
know." Skinner raised his head for a moment, and then grinned again – and
this time he looked so evil that Mulder almost came just looking at him. "I
heard you," Skinner said. "But I'm enjoying myself too much. Maybe
later." He dropped his face again, and, taking Mulder's right nipple ring
between his teeth, drew back, pulling on the tortured nub. Mulder hollered so
loud he was surprised that Mrs. Asher wasn't knocking on the wall to complain.
"FUCK
ME! PLEASE FUCK ME! PLEASE!" he screeched.
Skinner
released the nipple and Mulder heaved a sigh of relief. Skinner then plunged
back for another deep, brutally rough kiss, plundering Mulder's lips with his
own. Mulder opened up, wriggling to try and force more of his Master's hard cock
into him as he did so. He wanted Skinner to thrust. He needed Skinner to
thrust. Finally Skinner released him, and Mulder was almost weeping now.
"Do
it…do it…fuck me…" he moaned feebly.
"You
know, I still don't think I'm ready." Skinner grinned.
He
dropped his mouth to Mulder's body and began licking, and biting all over
Mulder's chest and neck. Mulder screamed again, but this time from frustration
and pure need.
"I
hate you!" Mulder roared. "I fucking hate you."
"Is
that any way to talk to your Master?" Skinner gave a smug grin. "Now I
might just decide to have another snack on these tasty morsels." He
enveloped Mulder's left nipple in his warm mouth again and Mulder was sobbing
now, weak with need. His body was a mass of sensation. Skinner's mouth was as
rough as ever, biting, and savage, and Mulder wasn't sure he could bear the
agonizing pleasure of it for one second longer. He put his bound hands around
his Master's neck and tried to pull him deeper into his body. Skinner looked up
with another evil grin.
"Getting
impatient?" He asked. "Is this what you want, boy?" He moved his
hips back, with agonizing slowness, and then slammed back into Mulder's body
fast, taking his slave's breath away in the process. Mulder whimpered, still
hanging onto his Master's neck.
"Oh
god…yes…fuck me…fuck me…please," he begged helplessly.
"All
right, boy. I hope you're ready for the ride." Skinner moved his hips back
again and then thrust deep into Mulder, and then again, and again, over and
over, hard and fast. Mulder could feel his Master's balls slamming against his
bare ass and he felt as if he would explode. He had never been fucked harder in
his life. Skinner's cock seemed to go deeper than it had ever penetrated before,
until Mulder almost passed out from the sensation. His own cock was exploding,
and he felt his come on his chest, but still Skinner wasn't finished, still he
rode his slave boy, on, and on, and on. His Master's face was close to his own,
and his brown eyes were fixed on his slave's as he pounded into him. Mulder was
lost in the moment, transfixed, and then he felt his Master shudder. Skinner's
face went a shade of mottled red and then he collapsed on top of his slave.
They
lay there for a long time in a messy tangle of arms and legs. Mulder couldn't
move – not just because he was tied, with his legs akimbo and his Master's
weight on top and inside of him, but also because his muscles just wouldn't obey
his commands. Skinner's head was resting on his slave's cheek, and his Master
seemed to be just as exhausted as he was. Finally Skinner managed to raise his
head, and glanced down on his slave speculatively.
"Okay?"
he rasped.
"Would
now…" Mulder's voice sounded croaky. He swallowed hard and tried again.
"Would now be a good time to say 'Wanda'?" He asked.
Skinner
grinned, and then gave a deep roar of laughter that made his cock twitch, lodged
as it was, deep inside Mulder's body.
"No,
now would be entirely too late," Skinner replied, his voice weak with
laughter. He tried to move and then gave up and flopped down on Mulder again.
"Oh…fuck," he muttered, and then he kissed his slave gently on the
lips.
"Fuck,
I think, being the operative word," Mulder commented. "One hell of a
fuck."
"And
good?" Skinner stroked his slave's hair. "Was it good? It looked good
from where I was, uh, lying."
"Yeah,
it was good. My nipples are in agony and I'm not sure I'll ever walk again but
yeah…" Mulder grinned. He pulled his Master's face close, and kissed him
again. "It was definitely good," he murmured. They lay there for what
felt like the rest of the night, then Skinner finally groaned and moved. Mulder
gave a hiss as his Master withdrew from his body – he had known he'd feel sore
in the morning but not this soon!
"I'd
better take a look at that," Skinner said, with a frown. He rearranged his
clothing, and then reached down a hand to haul Mulder to his feet.
"It's
fine. Just…over-stimulated." Mulder grabbed his Master's shoulder as he
found his footing, trying to ignore the loud buzzing sound in his head. "Oh
shit." He glanced around the room. "You do realize I just cleaned the
place this afternoon don't you?" He muttered accusingly. Skinner took a
look around at the disturbed couch, overturned chair, and scattered clothing.
"That's
the price of enacting a fantasy," he commented wryly.
"It
was a hot fantasy though," Mulder winked.
"Yes."
Skinner looked a little strained and Mulder caught the taut tone in his voice.
"Master?
Was it hot for you?" He hadn't even considered that. Skinner seemed to be
having just as much fun as he was.
"Yes.
Maybe that's the problem." Skinner reached out a gentle hand and lovingly
caressed his slave's face with the most tender of touches.
"I
don't understand."
"Ah,
well, you weren't the one getting off on raping someone." Skinner pressed a
gossamer light kiss on his slave's lips.
"I
see." Mulder nodded. "But you knew it was a fantasy. You gave me a
safe word. It was hot. Thank you." He pulled his Master close and wrapped
his arms around the big man. Skinner looked oddly vulnerable, completely
different to the man with the evil, feral grin who had just overpowered him.
"I needed that tonight. Although I still think you could have called."
He pinched his Master's butt cheekily and Skinner gave a grunt, and drew back,
reaching for his slave's hand and pulling him with him.
"I
did try as a matter of fact – not calling you wasn't part of the scenario. I
couldn't get a connection on my cell phone and I figured I'd be home soon enough
anyway. I'm sorry if you were worried."
"Apology
accepted."
Mulder
followed his Master up the stairs and into the shower. Skinner turned it on full
force and Mulder stepped under the hot spray. It felt so good on his strained
muscles. He watched his Master undress and then Skinner joined him in the
shower. Mulder reached for the soap, but Skinner stopped him, and took it from
him.
"I want to wash you. I want to make sure you're okay," he said,
running his fingers carefully over Mulder's chest, and checking the bite marks
on his body.
"I'm
fine." Mulder smiled. "I mean I ache all over but it's one hell of a
good ache."
His
Master refused to be deflected though. He insisted on examining his slave
thoroughly. Mulder submitted easily – he was used to being inspected. In fact
he usually found it a turn on, although he was so spent on this occasion that
his cock remained resolutely limp. Finally Skinner finished with him and sent
him into the bedroom. Mulder flopped down, exhausted, on the bed, and Skinner
emerged a few seconds later with a towel wrapped around his waist and a tube of
gel in his hand.
"This
will soothe the irritation. I want to take a careful look. On your front, legs
open," Skinner ordered. Mulder rolled over and opened his legs as
commanded. His sated cock even gave a little twitch of interest at the order.
Skinner was gentle but thorough. He turned on the bedside lamp, parted Mulder's
buttocks, and probed him with his finger. Mulder winced – there was no doubt
that he was sore. He had never been this sore after a sex session but all the
same, he wouldn't have given up the scenario they'd just enacted for anything.
He had enjoyed himself too much.
"There's
no tearing," Skinner noted.
"That's
because you keep me so well stretched." Mulder glanced at his Master over
his shoulder. "You had me wear that massive butt plug last night, after
all."
"It's
still sore. I'll rub in some gel. If you feel any discomfort during the
night then tell me. I mean it." Skinner gazed at Mulder sternly and Mulder
nodded, a little surprised by how big a deal his Master was making of this. He
gave a yelp as Skinner inserted a cold, gel-tipped finger into his ass, and then
relaxed. The gel stung a bit but it wasn't too bad, and once it was applied the
soreness did fade. Skinner finished up, put the gel away, and then got into the
bed. They were silent for a moment. Mulder had the feeling that something wasn't
right.
"Master…thank
you for the fantasy. I know you have some issues with it but I enjoyed it. I'd
never ask you to do anything that freaked you out, but I hope that doesn't mean
we can't play this particular game again sometime."
"Maybe.
I…need some time to digest this one, Fox," Skinner said. His voice
sounded a little strange in the darkness. Mulder reached out, and pulled his
Master close. Skinner just seemed so…vulnerable. It was the opposite of what
he would have expected. He might have expected his own emotional state to
be fragile after such a fantasy but instead he felt fantastic. He understood
where Skinner was coming from but it surprised him. He was also surprised by how
easily Skinner submitted to being held in his arms, and cuddled - there was no
other word for it. It was the first time in their relationship that Mulder had
ever seen his Master like this and it brought out a fierce protective instinct
in him. He kissed his Master's face, and held him, and at some point they fell
asleep.
Skinner
seemed to have recovered his equilibrium by the morning. He certainly delivered
his slave's spanking with enough gusto. Mulder made sure to smother his Master
with affection – he was pleased to have him back in any case so that wasn't
hard. He also felt that Skinner needed it right now. He was grateful to his
Master for fulfilling his fantasy for him, and he understood that Skinner was as
bemused by the reaction he was having to the mock-rape as his slave was. Mulder
cleared up the living room while Skinner prepared brunch, and later they retired
to the couch with the Sunday papers. Mulder lay with his head in his Master's
lap, gazing up at the other man. Skinner was looking at the paper, but he didn't
seem to be reading it – instead he was lost in thought.
"Want
to talk about it?" Mulder asked. "Maybe we both need to debrief after
that kind of fantasy."
"Probably."
Skinner took a deep inhalation of breath.
"Don't
bury it." Mulder sat up, and faced his Master. "Walter, it was
consensual. I asked you for it, you gave me a safe word, you prepared me with
the plug – you gave me two opportunities to duck out of it. It was entirely
what I wanted."
"Yes,
I know." Skinner nodded thoughtfully. "Don't get me wrong, Fox. I
enjoyed it myself. It was hot. It was just so…violent."
"My
fault." Mulder made a face. "I stepped up the pace when I poked my
elbow into your ribs and thumped your head on the floor. It's no wonder you
responded. I needed that struggle – I wanted it to feel real. It doesn't mean
I have any hostility towards you, repressed or otherwise. I just
enjoyed…letting go. Strangely, I felt most able to let go after you tied me up
– because I knew I couldn't escape then."
"I
suppose what shocked me was how lost I became in the moment. There was a time
when I was so into the fantasy that I can't say for sure that I would have
stopped if you'd used your safe word. That worries me. I've never felt
like that before. I'm used to being more…in control." Skinner looked
deeply troubled.
Mulder
shook his head, and placed a comforting hand on his Master's neck. "You
might doubt yourself, but I have no doubts, Walter. You would have
stopped. I know you too well. I was into it too – you probably needed a safe
word to protect yourself from me!" Mulder traced a scratch on the side of
Skinner's face. He knew his Master also had a couple of bruises on his body from
the fight – hell they both did. "Come here." Mulder pulled his
Master into his arms and they sank back on the couch. Although this was a little
different to their usual Master/slave interaction it didn't feel wrong. In fact,
Mulder was surprised to find that it felt entirely right. A slave served his
Master with affection as much as with his body and his sexuality. Just because
his Master always seemed so invulnerable didn't mean he wasn't allowed to
occasionally be fragile. He was pleased he had the opportunity to show Skinner
that he could take care of all his Master's needs, and not just the simple ones.
They
talked quietly for the rest of the afternoon, and by the early evening Skinner
seemed to be his old self once more. They were both surprised when there was a
buzz on the entry phone.
"Expecting
anyone? Scully's not on her way over with some X File the two of you want to
chew over is she?" Skinner raised an eyebrow. Scully often dropped by to
discuss X Files with Mulder, and Mulder was used to the wry glances his Master
would give them as they bounced bizarre ideas off each other.
"I'm
not expecting her." Mulder shrugged. The entry phone buzzed more urgently,
and Skinner went to the door and picked up the phone next to it.
"Skinner.
Who is it?"
Mulder
watched as Skinner frowned. His Master replaced the phone and quickly unlocked
the door, gesturing Mulder forward as he did so. He was just in time. There,
standing in the doorway, was Ian – and he was covered in blood. Beside him was
a frail, pathetic figure, hanging from Ian's arms, also covered in blood.
"Help
me! He's too heavy…" Ian gasped.
Skinner
and Mulder were just in time to catch the man. Mulder helped his Master to carry
him into the living room and lay him on the couch. It was only when they put him
down that Mulder realized that the prone figure was Lee. He didn't look the way
he had when they had last seen him. Gone was the long, dramatic braid, and he now
sported a much shorter, floppy cut, that fell into his eyes, although the shorn
tips of his thick dark hair had been dyed the same shade of peroxide blond as
before, giving him a strangely jagged appearance. His formerly tanned face was
now pale, his exotic, almond-shaped eyes were closed, and his nose was swollen
and cut. Blood was pouring out of it, staining his shirt and matting his dark
hair. There was another bloodstain on his pants – one that Mulder didn't even
want to think about. Skinner turned immediately to Ian.
"What's
going on?" he asked. "What happened?"
"I'm
sorry, Walter. I didn't want to dump this on you," Ian said in a desperate
tone. Mulder crouched beside Lee and examined him visually – he didn't touch,
he just observed, listening to Ian at the same time. "He just showed up on
my door step an hour ago. He refused to go to the hospital, and Perry's out of
town on business – remember, I told you? He came to me because he knew Perry
was a doctor, but I'm useless. I didn't know what to do."
"You
did the right thing." Skinner placed a soothing hand on Ian's shoulder.
"Do you know what happened to him?"
"He
won't tell me, but I can guess." Ian shrugged.
"Franklin?"
Mulder noticed how Skinner's fists clenched involuntarily. Ian nodded.
Mulder
stood up. "We have to call the police," he said firmly.
"That's
Lee's decision. First we have to get him to the hospital," Skinner replied.
"No
hospital." It was the first thing Lee had said. They all looked at him. He
opened one eye – the other was swollen shut.
"I'm
sorry, Lee, but I'm over-ruling you on this," Skinner said gently,
crouching beside the couch. "You're badly hurt. You haven't done anything
wrong. There's no need to feel ashamed – or as if you've got anything to
hide."
"He
said he'd kill me," Lee whispered.
Skinner's
jaw tightened. "Nobody is going to kill you," he said firmly.
"Now, we need to stop this bleeding." Skinner glanced at the fresh,
glistening blood-stains on Lee's pants. "Fox, get some water and some
towels. Ian, call for the paramedics. Do it," he said firmly, when Ian gave
Lee an agonized glance. Ian didn't need any more prompting. He pulled out his
cell phone, and punched in the number.
"No…"
Lee's face twisted and he looked as if he was going to cry.
"Lee,
listen to me. You're going to the hospital and then we'll talk about what
happens next, but nobody is going to hurt you. I promise you that."
Lee
gazed at Skinner with a glassy eye. Mulder could see Lee responding to Skinner's
innate authority almost by instinct. Finally, he nodded, and Skinner smiled.
"Lee,
I'm going to try and stop the bleeding so I'm going to need to touch you. Just
lie still. I'll be as gentle as I can," Skinner said softly. He moved Lee
onto his side, and pulled his sweatpants down. Mulder moved forward to hand him
a towel, and then stopped, shocked: Lee's backside was covered in long, raw,
vicious welts. Many of them were bleeding. There were also some faded scars on
his back.
"These
were caused by more than just a sex game," Skinner muttered grimly. "A
lot more. This is torture, not BDSM." He pressed the towel onto Lee's
wounds, and his hand came away bright red. "Oh shit," he whispered.
Mulder swallowed hard. His Master looked up at him, a shocked look on his face.
"There's severe rectal bleeding," Skinner said in a horrified tone.
"Ian, we need those paramedics now."
"They're
on their way. I'll go downstairs to show them where to come," Ian said, his
face frightened.
"All
right, Lee. Not long now." Skinner packed Lee's sweats with the towels as
best he could, and then stood up. He went into the kitchen to wash his hands and
Mulder followed him.
"We
should have known this would happen," Mulder said, kicking the fridge with
his foot. "Christ, Walter, we should have known."
"We
did know, Fox." Skinner's shoulders seemed bent with the whole
weight of the world. "I should have done something back then. I warned
him…I told him…shit. If only I'd done more."
"No."
Mulder took a deep breath, and tried to get control of himself again.
"No…this isn't your fault. Lee was warned…but christ, what a price to
pay for not listening."
"We'd
better get back to him. Poor bastard." Skinner finished washing his hands
and returned to the living room, Mulder at his heels. Mulder crouched beside Lee
again, but was careful not to touch him. He knew from his years in the FBI that
while a touch might seem to be an obvious way of giving comfort, to someone who
had just been raped it could seem like a threat.
"Lee
– are you okay? Do you need anything?" Mulder asked gently.
Lee's
face crumpled and he shook his head, but a tear leaked from his good eye. He
moved his hand feebly, and Mulder caught it in his own. Lee held on as if he
thought Mulder was going to disappear. Mulder glanced up at Skinner, with an
anxious frown. He and Lee had never exactly been close – in fact they'd hated
each other from the moment they first set eyes on each other – but Mulder
wouldn't have wished these injuries on anyone. He noticed the muscle in
Skinner's jaw doing a vicious sideways clench and he wished he knew what was
going on in Skinner's mind. This couldn't have been worse timing, he thought to
himself, bearing in mind the sex game they'd played the previous night, and how
concerned his Master had been about his own slave's soreness subsequently. There
was one huge hell of a difference between that and Lee's condition, but somehow
Mulder wasn't too sure that his Master was in the right frame of mind to
appreciate that right now.
There
was a noise at the door and then Ian burst through with two paramedics in tow.
They took over, and Mulder tried to step back – only to find that Lee wouldn't
let go of his hand.
"Don't
leave me," he implored.
"I'll
be over here. I'm not going anywhere," Mulder replied, gently disengaging
himself. The paramedics checked Skinner's first aid, and then transferred Lee to
a gurney.
"Where
are you taking him?" Skinner asked, grabbing his keys.
"Arlington
Hospital," came back the reply.
"We'll
see you there."
"There's
room for one person to ride with him," the paramedic said, glancing back at
them as they pelted down the corridor towards the elevator.
"I'll
go." Mulder glanced at his Master. Their eyes met, and Skinner nodded.
Mulder
climbed into the ambulance and took hold of Lee's hand again as they made the
short journey to the hospital.
"Lee,
you have to let the police know how this happened," Mulder told the young
man. He didn't want to force this issue when Lee was so traumatized, but he was
struggling hard to keep his anger at what Franklin had done in check. He was
also annoyed with himself that he hadn't made more effort to get Ian to report
Franklin when he'd come to them a few months before after his encounter
with the sadistic top. If Ian had reported it then maybe Franklin's behavior
could have been checked before it got this far. Lee shook his head.
"He
warned me not to drink," was all he said, mystifyingly. Mulder frowned, and
leaned in close. He smelled Lee's breath, and thought he detected the faint odor
of alcohol, but Lee didn't appear drunk.
"Listen,
Lee, nobody has the right to do this to you," Mulder said, gently but
insistently.
"He
does. You know he does." Lee fixed his good eye on Mulder, with an agonized
expression. He squeezed Mulder's hand fiercely. "You know how it is. It's
the same with you and the Guardian. You know. He had every right. I disobeyed
him."
Mulder
bit on his lip and sat back, still holding Lee's hand. He was glad his Master
hadn't been present to hear that comment. It was wrong, but he knew he wasn't
going to be able to convince Lee of that while he was in this condition – it
was clear that Franklin had done quite a number on Lee's mind. Untangling that
might prove difficult.
They
arrived at the Emergency Room and Lee was whisked away. Mulder met Skinner and
Ian in the corridor, and they leaned against the wall, waiting for news.
"Shit,
this is my fault. I knew what Franklin was," Ian berated himself.
"Lee
made his own choice. We all tried to warn him but he's an adult. He makes his
own decisions," Skinner told Ian firmly.
"Lee
thinks Franklin had the right to do this – because…well you know why."
Mulder glanced up and down the corridor to check they weren't being overheard.
"I talked to him about it in the ambulance. I don't think it'll be easy
convincing him to report this. In fact, I think it'll be impossible – for the
same reason that Ian didn't want to report it."
"Dragging
the lifestyle into the courtroom. They wouldn't get it." Ian shrugged.
"Vanilla people never do. Even if they accept Franklin went too far,
they'll take one look at Lee and think he was a perverted faggot who had it
coming."
"Maybe I have more faith in the justice system of this country."
Skinner shrugged. "Even if it's hard someone has to make a stand, to try
and change attitudes and prejudices. Lee has as much right to justice as anyone
else in the US."
"I
agree. I don't want to see that bastard Franklin get away with this kind of
thing – over and over again," Mulder said vehemently. Ian looked from
Master to slave, and shook his head.
"I
know you both have to believe in the law because you spend your day working to
uphold it, but some of the rest of us are just a little more cynical," he
commented. "Me and Lee included."
At
that moment they were interrupted by the doctor.
"Lee's
asking for you," he said, addressing himself to Skinner, as people
generally tended to do.
"Is
he all right?" Skinner asked.
"He'll
live – but we'll need to admit him overnight. If you'd like to follow
me." The doctor led them into a side room. Lee looked a little better, with
some of the blood washed from his face, and a couple of butterfly stitches
inserted in the bridge of his nose.
"Lee,
is there anyone you want me to contact?" Skinner asked. "Any family?
Friends?"
"Don't
have either," Lee replied. He suddenly looked very lost, and small. Mulder
found himself taking Lee's hand again, and squeezing.
"We
just spoke to the doctor, you're going to be fine."
"Yeah?
What's the damage, doc?" Lee glanced at the doctor, who, in turn, glanced
at Lee's visitors. Lee blinked. "I don't mind them hearing. They probably
already know," he muttered.
"Well,
your nose isn't broken – just badly bruised. The swelling will go down in a
few days. You have a rectal bleed as a result of some tearing. We've stitched it
up, so there's no danger of peritonitis, but it's a good thing you got here when
you did." The doctor shrugged.
Lee
glanced at Skinner.
"Looks
like you made the right call, sir," he whispered sleepily.
"Does
he have someone who can take care of him?" The doctor glanced at Skinner
again. "He'll need somewhere to stay when he gets out – he can't be on
his own."
"He
can stay with us," Skinner replied tersely.
"All
right. We'll be moving him upstairs in a few minutes. You can stay here until
then if you want." The doctor left the room, shutting the door sharply
behind him.
"See.
Disapproval radiating from every pore," Ian commented, making an obscene
gesture at the door.
"He
was just being professional. There was nothing personal going on," Skinner
said, going over to Lee's bed. He gazed down on the injured man. "Lee, rape
is a very serious crime. You have to report…"
"Wasn't
rape." Lee shook his head. "S'not rape if…" He frowned. Mulder
moved forward in his chair by the bed, and squeezed on Lee's fingers again,
encouraging him to continue.
"What
are you trying to say, Lee?"
"It
wasn't him…in me. That's not rape. He said it was a lesson…He told me not to
drink. I used to sneak the liquor when he was out. Filled up the bottle with
water so…he wouldn't know." Lee shrugged. "He found out. Said I had
to learn. Beat me first and then…used the bottle to…he said to ram the point
home…he was laughing, called it the punishment fitting the crime. That's not
rape though…is it?"
Mulder
glanced up at Skinner, horrified, to see that all the blood had drained from his
Master's face. Franklin had punished his slave by inserting a bottle into
his rectum? Mulder thought he was going to explode. He didn't know how his
Master could remain so calm when he felt so furious he couldn't even trust
himself to speak.
"It's
a serious sexual assault, Lee," Skinner said in a low, growling tone.
"Yeah.
Well…I shouldn't have. I knew he'd be fucked off with me." Lee shrugged.
"He's out a lot. I just wanted him to notice me. I get bored…it was my
own fault…I knew he'd be mad."
"Nothing
justifies this, Lee," Ian told him.
"He's
just edgy, that's all. You've played with him, you know." Lee wet his dry
lips with his tongue. "He can be really hot when he's angry – I just
pushed him too far."
"The
police will want to talk to you," Mulder said, struggling to control his
temper. He badly needed Lee to make his report – he wanted to see Franklin
brought to justice because if he wasn't then Mulder thought he might very
well decide to take the law into his own hands.
"I'm
not saying a word." Lee shook his head. "He'll kill me if I do."
"We
can protect you," Skinner told him.
Lee
glanced from Mulder to Skinner and back again.
"You
two make me laugh," he said, still shaking his head. "I don't trust
you or anyone else to protect me. He'll find a way to kill me. I'm not saying a
word." And with that he closed his good eye, and ignored them. A few
minutes later the door opened again, and the medical staff prepared to move Lee
upstairs.
"We'll
visit," Mulder said, but Lee didn't even open his eye to watch them go.
It
was late by the time Mulder and Skinner dropped Ian off, and then got back to
their own apartment. Mulder was concerned about his Master. Skinner hadn't said
a word throughout the entire journey home, and his face was closed off, and
wary, lost in thought. Mulder didn't know whether to try and engage him in
conversation or to leave him to his introspection. After several uncomfortable
minutes, he decided that he couldn't bear the silence any more, and turned to
Skinner, opening his mouth to speak.
"Mast…"
he began, but he didn’t get any further.
"Your
silence, please, Fox," Skinner snapped.
Mulder closed his mouth, surprised.
This wasn't behavior he'd witnessed from his Master before, and it worried him.
He wasn't sure what was going on in Skinner's mind and he didn't like being shut
out – more than that, he didn't think it was good for Skinner to shut him out.
He had pieced together a good deal about Skinner's relationship with Andrew over
the months of his slavery, and one factor had recurred – the hardest part of
Andrew's task had been getting Skinner to open up to him, and talk about
whatever might be causing him anxiety. Mulder knew he wasn't Andrew Linker, but
he was his Master's slave, lover, and friend. Whatever was going on in
Skinner's mind, he wanted to know about it – and he wanted to help. This
protective instinct he had towards his Master wasn't new. It had been something
that had surprised him since the early days of their relationship, but as his
feelings towards Skinner had deepened, so had Mulder's protective instinct
intensified. This, he knew, was one of the reasons why he had always pushed
people away when they threatened to get too close in the past. He ended up
caring too much – and that hurt. He was at a loss as to how to deal with this
situation. He didn't have the same kind of relationship with Skinner that Andrew
Linker had enjoyed – what he had with Skinner was just as close, maybe more
so, but Skinner wasn't his sub. Although, as a slave, there had to be a way of
making his Master confide in him, Mulder wasn't sure how to go about that task.
He hated feeling this helpless, but in the end there was nothing he could do but
sit in the car and watch his Master drive.
They
made the journey up to the 17th floor in silence, and entered the
apartment in silence. Then Skinner turned to his slave, and spoke to him in a
low, terse tone.
"Go
upstairs and go to bed," he said.
"What
will you do, Master?" Mulder asked, as Skinner turned on his heel and
walked towards the living room. His Master paused, his back tense. He didn't
turn around.
"I
believe I gave you an order," he hissed.
Mulder
stared at his Master's back, uncertain what he should do. Yes, Skinner had given
him an order, but he wasn't sure that order was in the best interests of either
of them. On the other hand Skinner was still his Master – and he couldn't choose
which of his Master's orders he would obey. With a sigh, Mulder began to walk up
the stairs. He paused, halfway up, and glanced back down. Skinner was still
standing frozen to the same spot. His muscles were bunched under his shirt. He
stood there for a moment, and then shook his head, and, with brisk, jerky steps,
disappeared into the living room. Mulder sighed and resumed his walk up the
bedroom. He got undressed and slid into the bed, but he couldn't sleep. He
wasn't by nature someone who could just stand by and watch. He was used to
taking action. Slavery had curbed some of his more headstrong instincts but
Skinner had always told him that he didn’t want him not to be Fox Mulder –
it was Fox Mulder he had fallen in love with after all. It didn't seem right to
Mulder that his Master could delve so deeply into his psyche and help him
when he was obviously struggling, but refused to accept the same help back.
Skinner had only once before shut him out like this but on that occasion it had
been as a result of something Mulder had done, and a trust that he had breached
between them by investigating his Master's past. This was different – this
time Mulder hadn't broken any trust – and his psychology background told him
that it wasn't healthy for Skinner to deal with whatever was troubling him
alone. The truth was that Mulder cared far too much about his Master to ignore
his problems – but he needed to find a way to tackle them that didn't threaten
the bond they shared. Mulder struggled with it for a long time, but when two
hours had gone by and there was still no sign of his Master, he couldn't bear it
any longer. He got up, pulled on his sweatpants, and padded downstairs, barefoot
and bare-chested. Usually he went naked in his Master's presence, but that
didn't feel right at the moment. He didn't want to lure Skinner into bed – he
wanted to talk to him.
He
found Skinner in the living room, sitting at the table with some papers strewn
out in front of him, the phone perched on top of them. Mulder also noted the
nearly empty glass of whisky. His Master was staring absently into space, and
Mulder's heart did a little lurch. He hated seeing his lover look this lost. He
crossed the room, and placed a hand on Skinner's shoulder. It never occurred to
him that Skinner had not heard his approach, so his Master's startled reaction
took him by surprise. Skinner slapped his hand away with a growl, and Mulder
fell against the table. He regained his footing and looked at his Master.
Skinner's jaw was practically scissoring in distress, and although he put out a
hand as if to steady Mulder, he drew back, as if stung, without actually
touching his slave. There was a grim sense of resolve in his Master's eyes.
"You
surprised me. You should have said something. I didn't know you were here,"
Skinner muttered. Mulder just gazed at him, thoughtfully. "I thought I gave
you an order. Go to bed," Skinner snapped, refusing to meet his slave's
eyes.
"Come
with me," Mulder urged softly. "Then we can talk about this."
Skinner
crossed his arms defensively over his chest – he clearly didn’t want to
engage in any kind of conversation. Mulder was going to try anyway.
"Walter
– it's late. I'm worried about you," he said softly.
Skinner
took a deep breath. "I know. I'm sorry. Go to bed. I'll be along
soon."
"What
are you thinking?" Mulder ignored the order.
"Nothing."
Skinner reached out and played idly with the papers on the table.
"You
made some phone calls?" Mulder pressed, glancing at the phone.
"Yes.
Guardian stuff. I thought…" Skinner cleared his throat and began again,
not looking at Mulder. "I thought I should call a meeting of the
House."
"What
can the House do?"
"That's
what I need to find out. We can certainly tackle Franklin." Skinner
shrugged. "We can make sure he isn't welcome at any more parties or clubs
in DC – but there are always parts of the scene that we can't police, and
there will always be places that will welcome someone that dangerous. There'll
even be some stupid boys who venerate him for being a violent abuser. They'll
just think he's particularly masterful." He clamped his jaw shut, clearly
not having intended to say so much.
"If
Lee would only make a report to the police…" Mulder began hotly.
"Let's
face it, Fox, that isn't going to happen," Skinner snapped. "The House
is our only other option. Now, I thought I told you to go to bed."
"And
I thought I should find out whether my Master was all right." Mulder put
his head on one side, and gazed at the other man. "Is he? What's going on,
Walter? Don't shut me out."
Skinner
glared at him for a moment, and then all the tension suddenly left his body, and
he lifted his hands, helplessly. He shook his head, but didn't seem to have any
words.
"Don't
even think it," Mulder warned him.
His
Master raised an eyebrow. "You know what I'm thinking now?" He asked.
"I
have a pretty good idea." Mulder stepped close to Skinner, and gently
touched his Master's cheek. Skinner stiffened. Mulder reached down, took hold of
one of Skinner's hands, and placed it on his own waist. "I'm not made of
glass, Walter, and I won't break. You're not Franklin. You'd never hurt
me."
"I've
often hurt you," Skinner replied, still unmoving, his hand like a lead
weight on Mulder's body.
"What
was it you said when you first brought me home? You'd hurt me, for my own
pleasure – but you wouldn't harm me? That's the distinction here. Lee
and Franklin aren't holding up a mirror to our relationship, Walter. What they
have is no more or less than domestic abuse – something that happens in non-BDSM
relationships as well."
"Sometimes
I don't know my own strength. Last night…"
"Was
fantastic. We talked about this."
"And
if one day I went too far?"
"I
don't believe you could. It isn't in you. Even last night."
"What
do you mean?" Skinner's dark eyes were intense.
"I
mean that I asked you for a rape fantasy but you wouldn't deliver. You had to
make me beg to be fucked – you needed my consent on some level. Even in a
fantasy."
"I…"
Skinner hesitated.
Mulder
put his other hand on his Master's face, and caressed him with his thumbs,
stroking Skinner's cheeks softly. "You aren't Franklin. You aren't going to
abuse your power over me, or turn me into a victim. You've always told me that
we're equals, Walter. We complement each other – like two sides of a coin. You
have what I need, and I have what you need. It works, and it works well."
Mulder
pressed his lips against his Master's and found the other man's mouth soft, and
yielding, but unresponsive. "I'm your slave. I love you," Mulder said,
drawing back a little way. "Don't shut me out, Master."
Skinner
seemed to break out of his frozen trance at those words. He took a deep
inhalation of breath, then placed his hands on Mulder's shoulders, and looked at
him. Finally he moved his head, and returned his slave's kiss with a gentle one
of his own.
"When
did you get to know me so well?" He asked softly.
Mulder
smiled, put his arms around his Master, and caressed those taut muscles, trying
to relax them.
"I'm
not sure. Maybe during the many occasions when I've knelt at your feet, with my
chin resting on your knee, which is the best place in the world to be. Or maybe
during those times when you stroked my body to ever greater heights of ecstasy,
or when you spanked my bare ass until I floated as high as a kite. Or perhaps it
was when you picked me up off the floor when I cut my chest, or carried me out
of that warehouse bloodied and bruised. Or when you made love to me in the sand
on the beach, kissing my scar to make me feel better about myself …or maybe it
was when, after I'd been cruising around DC looking for a top who would help me
self-destruct, you stepped in to offer me the safe haven of your contract. Or
maybe it happened during those nights I couldn't sleep, when I'd turn over and
watch you sleeping instead; naked, unguarded, devoid of all the trappings of my
Master so that I could see the man himself underneath. A good man. A gentle man.
I don't think I'll ever tire of watching you sleep, so maybe that was when I got
to know you, Walter. What I do know is that you've been there for me whenever
I've needed you, and you've been more patient with me, and kinder than I
probably ever deserved, and that you couldn't hurt me if you tried. I'm more
likely to hurt you. I know you, Master, better than you know yourself."
Skinner
didn't say a word for a long time after this speech – Mulder didn't think his
Master trusted himself to speak. His eyes were glistening, and he glanced down
at his feet and then back to Mulder. Finally he pulled himself together, took
Mulder's hand, brought it to his mouth, and kissed the wedding ring on Mulder's
finger. It was a gesture Mulder remembered from their first evening together and
for some reason he found it peculiarly touching.
"I
think it's time for bed," Skinner said, in a low, growling tone. "Both
of us this time," Skinner added, before Mulder could protest. He put his
arm around his slave's shoulder and they walked upstairs together.
"Did
you arrange a meeting of the House?" Mulder asked.
"Yes
– but it'll have to wait for a few days. It wasn't easy getting everyone in
the same place at the same time. They're all busy people. We'll meet on
Friday."
"And
in the meantime?" Mulder glanced at his Master.
"In
the meantime we hope that Lee will talk to the police about Franklin, so that
the House doesn't have to deal with it, but if that doesn't happen…"
Skinner shrugged. "Well, we might have to take some more radical kind of
action."
"What does that mean?" They had reached the bedroom, and Mulder began
to undress his Master. Skinner stood there and let him. He looked profoundly
weary.
"Let's
not go there just yet," Skinner said softly. Mulder looked up at his Master
from a kneeling position where he was undoing his Master's sneakers. Skinner put
a hand on his slave's shoulder to steady himself.
"But it might be necessary to talk about more…extreme measures? At some
point?" Mulder asked.
Skinner's
face was hard as granite. "Maybe, at some point. Let's see what happens
first, though, shall we?"
Mulder placed his Master's shoes neatly under the bed, then removed the big
man's socks and threw them in the laundry basket. He undid Skinner's jeans and
slid them down his Master's long legs, then put them away in the closet. His
naked Master smiled at him, and glanced at Mulder's sweats pointedly.
"I'm
not sure those are allowed," he murmured.
"No,
Master." Mulder grinned and lost the pants quickly. He pulled back the
bedcovers for his Master and Skinner slid between the sheets with a tired sigh.
Mulder covered him and then went to his own side of the bed and knelt.
"Permission
to sleep with you, Master," he requested obediently.
"Oh
for god's sake, just get in," Skinner said, a wry laugh in his voice.
Mulder grinned and slid in beside his Master. He was surprised when Skinner
reached for him – he had imagined his Master would be too tired for sex. He
opened his legs obligingly, to allow his Master access to his ass, but Skinner
gently pushed him back.
"Just lie still," he whispered. Then he bent his head and touched the
merest hint of a lick to Mulder's still sore nipples. They zinged into life, and
Mulder gave a little gasp. Skinner continued on down, pressing the tiniest, most
tender touches of lips and fingers to his slave's flesh. Mulder had never been
treated more gently. Skinner's caresses were like whispers. His Master reached
his cock and bestowed a dozen or more tiny licks and kisses on it. Mulder was
hard immediately. He groaned and opened his legs again, expecting Skinner to
lift his buttocks, and enter between his ass cheeks – but his Master just
fondled his slave's bottom tenderly.
"I'm
not going to use you there," Skinner murmured. "You'll be too sore
after last night."
"I
don't care," Mulder groaned, too aroused to worry about it.
"Well
I do." Skinner nuzzled his slave's flesh gently. He stroked the soft flesh
of Mulder's inner thigh and then applied his warm, wet tongue to Mulder's ass.
Mulder nearly jumped out of the bed at the sensation. He'd been rimmed before
but it wasn't a frequent occurrence, and this was so slow, and intimate, and
loving. Skinner's tongue made dozens of long, leisurely swirling motions over
his slave's opening, at the same time as gently pumping his slave's cock in time
to the motion of his tongue. Mulder was lost in a haze of sensation. This felt
so warm, sensuous, and comforting. It was a different kind of sex to the wild
excess of the previous evening, but it was just as satisfying in its own way. It
was so beautiful, so languorous. Skinner made love to every inch of his slave's
body for the next hour. He went so slowly that there were times when Mulder
thought he'd scream – for just as he seemed to be getting close to climax his
Master would stop what he was doing and move on to some other area of his
slave's body. When Mulder tried to caress his Master in return, he was told to
just lie still, and accept his Master's will. Mulder didn't need much convincing
considering how deliciously erotic and arousing his Master's will was on this
occasion. Finally, after more than an hour of love making, Skinner allowed his
slave to come – which Mulder did, copiously. Afterwards, Skinner gathered his
slave in his arms, and held him.
"Wouldn't
Master like me…" Mulder began, noting that Skinner hadn't taken his own
pleasure.
"No,
boy, Master wouldn't," Skinner said softly, nuzzling his slave's neck with
his arms. Mulder understood. His Master had needed to show his slave that a
gentle love making session could be just as good as all the explosive violence
of the previous evening. Skinner had also needed to show his slave how much he
was loved, and how his Master could reveal to him all the gentleness at his core and
yet still be his Master.
"I
didn't need to be convinced," Mulder murmured.
"I
know. Maybe I did," Skinner replied.
They
brought Lee home the following evening. The young man was able to walk – but
slowly and unsteadily. His face looked a mess – the swelling had gone down but
a huge, multi-colored bruise had risen in its place. Mulder helped him along to
the spare room, and Skinner settled him in the bed.
"There's
a small TV to keep you amused. Fox and I have to work but we'll be here in the
evenings – we've arranged for a small army of people to be with you during the
day," Skinner told their guest.
"What
kind of people?" Lee asked irritably.
"Scene
people," Skinner replied. "You'll know most of them – Ian, Hammer,
Murray, Elaine…"
"I
don't like her. She looks as me as if I'm something she stepped in," Lee
muttered. Mulder smiled to himself. Elaine had always been a lady of discerning
good taste.
"She's
nice and she's willing to help. You can't be left on your own," Skinner
told their recalcitrant guest firmly.
"Why
not? You scared I'll steal something?"
"No.
I'm more concerned for your well-being. We don't know who might turn up on the
doorstep, do we?" Skinner said pleasantly.
Lee's
face paled. "He wouldn't come here – would he?"
"I
don't know. Would he?" Skinner sat on the side of the bed and looked at
their guest discerningly.
Lee
shrugged. "I don't know. I'm his slave. I suppose he'll come looking for me
eventually. If he still wants me."
"Isn't it more to the point whether you still want him?" Skinner
asked.
Lee
looked surprised. "I don't have a choice. He owns me," he said.
"You two both understand what that means."
"I
know what it doesn't mean," Mulder said, leaning against the wall,
and gazing at the young man. "It doesn't mean that he has the right to put
you in the hospital."
"Yeah,
like you two never played a game that went too far," Lee sneered.
"No,
we haven't," Mulder said bluntly.
"Yeah
right. My Master told me you'd been in the hospital recently. Don't tell
me that wasn't as a result of your Master deciding to play blood sports
on your chest." He nodded in the direction of Mulder's scar. Mulder stared
at him, aghast. Was that what was being said on the scene? He could see
how those kinds of Chinese whispers got around but it made him so angry as to be
almost speechless. How could anyone think Skinner had been the one who had hurt
him? He glanced at his Master who looked as surprised and shocked as Mulder felt
– and not a little wounded as well, although he was clearly trying to hide
that particular emotion. Mulder could have cursed – every time he thought he
had managed to get it into his Master's head that he was not remotely in the
same league as Franklin, something happened to set the process back.
"Don't
be a little idiot, Lee. Of course Walter didn't hurt me. As a matter of fact he
saved me. The only one who hurt me was myself." Mulder didn't think he had
either the patience or the energy to explain about Krycek at this point in time.
"If
you say so." Lee waved his hand in the air and then reached for the remote.
"I
don't just say so, it's the goddamn truth!" Mulder exploded.
"Fox.
It's okay." Skinner shot him a warning glance. "Lee, do you want
anything to eat?"
"No.
I want to watch TV." Lee turned on the television and flicked through a few
channels, ignoring his hosts. Mulder felt his anger start to boil over again. He
had forgotten, in his horror over Lee's injuries, what a total little shit the
kid was.
"Not
yet. First we need to talk." Skinner got up, and turned the TV off at the
wall. Lee gave him a look that would have felled a lesser man. Skinner ignored
it. "Lee, I'm not giving you back to Franklin just to have this happen all
over again," he said. Lee twisted the comforter between his fingers and
shrugged. "If you tell me that you want to be released from whatever
contract you have with Franklin then I'll report that to the House and we'll
protect you from him, but I need to know what you're thinking first,"
Skinner said.
Lee
shrugged again. He had a air of such brooding sulkiness that Mulder couldn't
help thinking what an excruciatingly irritating slave he must have been, and he
didn't imagine that Franklin had any patience for such slaves – not that it
excused what Franklin had done for a moment, but he could see how Lee would
annoy anyone, even if they had the patience of a saint, which Franklin clearly
didn't.
"Lee,
I need your answer. Give it to me," Skinner ordered firmly.
"If
he wants…I mean…I can't refuse him." Lee shrugged. "He owns
me," he said desperately, looking at Skinner with a pleading gaze.
"I'm not allowed to refuse him. If he comes for me…"
"Lee,
you've been owned before. Mike owned you, and you had no qualms about ending
that contract so you must see that you do have the right," Skinner said
forcefully.
"Mike
was different. My Master…Franklin…he wouldn't tolerate it. He hates it when
his authority is questioned."
"Forget
Franklin. What do you want, Lee?"
"Dunno."
Lee shrugged again and gazed moodily at the comforter.
Skinner
tapped his head. "Look at me, boy," he said firmly. Mulder glanced at
his Master, surprised by his tone, but he soon saw there was a method to it as
Lee responded to Skinner's authority, his head snapping up. He looked Skinner in
the eye and his face crumpled as if he was going to burst into tears.
"What
do you want, Lee?" Skinner asked again. "This isn't the first time
Franklin has hurt you, is it? And I don't mean as part of a sex game. When I
applied first aid last night I saw the scars on your back, and buttocks. Those
were deep, savage wounds. How did you feel about them at the time?"
"It
hurt." Lee struggled to keep his head held high, but his shoulders had
sagged and he looked utterly dejected. Mulder found himself feeling sorry for
the young man again. "My step dad used to beat me up some, and then
after…well he'd be good to me. Franklin was like that. He said I had to learn
– it was all part of some big training plan but I never knew when he was
playing and when he meant it and sometimes he…he'd just go ballistic about
something I never meant. I thought I could play him…you know…" Lee shot
a glance at Mulder. "You know what I mean," he whispered.
"Yes.
I know." Mulder sighed. He remembered his first few days in his Master's
apartment. He had been so sure he could 'play' Skinner and get what he wanted
without giving anything back. Luckily Skinner had been playing a different game
completely. He shuddered to think what would have happened if the unknown Master
he had sold himself to had been Franklin and not Skinner. "It didn't work
with Franklin, though, did it?" He said, shaking his head.
"No.
He just used to get mad. Really mad. Sometimes that was hot, but mostly it just
scared me shitless."
"Do
you love him?" Skinner asked softly.
"No."
Lee shuddered. "No…I don't even like him. He's loco…but…I have to go
back to him. You don't understand what he's like. He'll find me. He'll kill
me. He told me once that no slave of his had the right to leave – that if they
wanted out then he'd give them permission to die, but that was the only way they
could go. He used to tell me about some Indian tradition – sooty or
something…"
"Sutee,"
Mulder murmured.
"Yeah
– that's it. Where if a man died, his wife had to burn with him. He approved
of that. He said that if he ever died I had to die too – that he wouldn't let
me live if he was dead. He'd send someone after me to kill me. He used to tell
me that death was the only way I'd ever get away from him. He meant it.
He'll kill me."
"He
won't kill you, he was just trying to scare you – and it's illegal to make
death threats in this country," Skinner said. "Lee, you have to trust
me. I want you to report Franklin to the police."
Lee
dropped his gaze again, and Skinner put a finger under the young man's chin and
raised his head. "Lee." He looked at him searchingly.
"I
can't," Lee said. "You can't make me do it. I can't. I'll run away.
I'll kill myself. You can't make me…I won't stand up in court and say what he
did to me. They'll ask me questions. They'll make me say I enjoyed it."
"No,
Lee, it doesn't have to be that way," Mulder began, but Lee interrupted
him.
"Yes,
it does. You know what I look like, the way I talk. They won't take me
seriously. He's older, he's rich, he's a businessman and I'm just a bum. I
have…" his voice dropped. "I have convictions for hustling, for
drugs, for stealing… I used to be a hustler. I'd share drugs with my tricks
and then, when they were completely out of it, I'd steal their money. I've been
to prison for it. There isn't a jury in the land that will take my word over
his."
Skinner
sat back and glanced at Mulder for a second. Mulder could see in his Master's
eyes that Skinner didn't rate Lee's chances much either.
"All
right. If you won't testify against Franklin, that's fine." Skinner gave a
sigh that implied it wasn't fine but he couldn't do anything about it. "But
you've told me that you don’t love him and I don't think you really want to go
back to him." He raised a hand as Lee opened his mouth to interrupt.
"Forget about his death threats – take them out of the equation and tell
me honestly whether you want to go back to him."
Lee
chewed on his lip for a moment, and then shook his head. "No. I'm scared of
him. I hate him," he whispered.
"All
right. That's all I wanted to know." Skinner stood up.
"What
will you do?" Lee asked.
"Don't
worry about it. I'll sort it out," Skinner said.
"You're
not going to kill him are you?" Lee asked. Mulder glanced at Skinner,
wondering the same thing himself. He knew his Master to be a law abiding man,
but he couldn't see a way out of this particular problem without Skinner at best
having to resort to using his fists, and at worst taking Franklin out of the
equation altogether. Somehow he couldn't see Skinner sanctioning that last
option – so what did he have planned?
"I've
told you – don't worry. Just concentrate on getting better."
"If
I do…I don't have anywhere to go," Lee muttered.
"We'll
find you somewhere. When the time comes." Skinner put a gentle hand on
Lee's shoulder and pushed him back onto the bed. "Get some rest, Lee. We'll
be across the hallway."
"I
want to watch…" Lee reached for the remote, only to have it plucked from
his fingers by Skinner.
"Rest.
You can watch TV tomorrow. You need to get some sleep." Skinner gestured
with his head at Mulder and left the room. Mulder, following on behind him, was
the only one who witnessed the look Lee gave his Master – it was somewhere
between hero worship and sly intent. Mulder gave an inward sigh. He knew Skinner
didn't mean anything by commanding Lee in this way – his air of authority was
innate to his personality, and he was just being himself by sternly demanding
answers, and being kind, solicitous and firm with it – in short by showing Lee
just how a good Master behaved. And of course Lee, like any other sub, couldn't
help responding to Skinner's manner. He had never made any secret of his
attraction to Skinner in the past – and Mulder, in the grip of that same
attraction, couldn't blame him. So, Lee was developing a huge crush on his
Master - and now they had one more problem to worry about.
"What
will happen on Friday, Walter?" Mulder asked as they retired to their own
bedroom, across the hallway. "Will the House want to speak to Lee?"
"If
he's up to it." Skinner shrugged, disappearing into the bathroom. "It
doesn't matter – I can put his wishes to them and tell them what's happened if
he's not well enough, but he should be by then."
"And
what do you think they'll decide? What will they do? What will they expect you
to do?" Mulder followed his Master into the bathroom and watched while
Skinner peed.
His
Master sighed. "Fox,
I don't know. That's the whole point of having the meeting," he said,
finishing and washing his hands.
"Have
you ever encountered this kind of problem before?" Mulder pressed,
undressing. "Did Andrew? Is there some kind of precedent for…?"
"Fox."
Skinner fixed him with a glare. "House meetings of this kind are
confidential. While nobody objects to the Guardian's slave sitting in on them as
just that – a slave – I don't think it's appropriate for me to discuss
previous confidential incidents with you."
"Oh."
Mulder hadn't even thought about that. He went to the basin and began brushing
his teeth.
"However…"
Skinner took a deep breath, and looked at his slave for a long moment.
"What?"
Mulder shifted uneasily, his toothbrush still in his mouth.
"I
know you feel very strongly about this subject, and I'm sure you have a lot to
say on the matter. You can have your say – but only if you decide to become a
Member of the House."
"A
Member?" Mulder removed his toothbrush and stared at his Master, stunned, a
little stream of toothpaste running down his chin. "But I…that
is…you're asking me if I want to be part of the House? I mean, I thought you
had to be on the scene for years and know all the right people to even get
asked."
"You
have been on the scene for years – well on and off anyway - and if
sleeping with the Guardian isn't knowing the right person then I don't
what is," Skinner grinned, wiping Mulder's dripping chin with a towel.
Mulder
was dumbfounded. "I had no idea…but, I mean, is there a vacancy?" he
asked, stupefied.
"As
a matter of fact there are two. People move on - they move to new towns or their
interests and priorities change. I'm more of a nominal head – Hammer is in
charge of meetings and policing the scene by and large because I don't have the
time. We've also found that it pays to have a Guardian with a certain amount of
mystique – one who isn't too visible and who can be brought in to act the
heavy on special occasions. My reputation is far more frightening than the
reality." Skinner removed his sweatshirt and threw it in the laundry
basket.
"I'm
not so sure about that." Mulder grinned. "Are you sure Hammer would be
okay with me being a Member of the House?"
"It
was Hammer who suggested it. How do you feel about it?"
"What
would it entail?" Mulder followed his Master out of the bathroom and into
the bedroom.
"Well,
a certain amount of work – it isn't just going to meetings. Members of the
House have to be active on the scene – more active than you are at the moment.
That will mean going to clubs, parties, munches and events. It'll also mean
taking the time to get to know the new players on the scene, to make sure
they're safe, and get a feel for people, so that you will have a fair idea of
the problems and personalities if something should come up."
"Oh."
Mulder wasn't sure how he felt about that. While he enjoyed the scene parties
he'd been to, his lifestyle was so frenetic and his commitment to both his
Master and the X Files so all consuming that he wasn't sure he'd have the time
to really give his all to anything else. He wasn't somebody who did anything
by halves and his interest in the scene was fairly limited.
"There
might be some minor paperwork involved as well." Skinner glanced at his
slave. "So, what do you think?" He asked.
"I
don't know. I'm not sure I have the time. That's the plain truth. I mean, I've
enjoyed the scene, but it isn't my life – the X Files are my life, and you're
my life. If I'm honest, I don't think I could give enough to it. I don't think
I'd enjoy it either. Networking has never exactly been a skill of mine after
all." Mulder gave a theatrical grimace, and sat down on the side of the
bed.
"That's
fine." Skinner smiled.
"It
is?" Mulder looked up. It didn't feel fine. He felt as if he was letting
people down in some way.
"Of
course. It does mean that you won't have a voice during meetings though, so if I
want you to attend as my slave you'll have to be silent, as you were during the
meeting you attended at Murray's house a few months back – although that one
was fairly mundane. The one on Friday is likely to be a lot more
interesting."
"You
mean that if I'm not a Member you won't let me attend?" Mulder asked. He
had just assumed he'd be at the meeting. He wanted to know what was said and how
the situation was resolved. He was involved in the whole incident in such a
personal way that he felt he had a right to know.
"I
have no objection to you attending – as my slave," Skinner said with a
shrug. "None of the other Members will object to the Guardian having his
slave in attendance either, but if you want a voice then you must become
a Member and put in the time and effort. It's only fair."
"Yes.
That's fair enough, and much as I hate having to give up any opportunity to get
very angry and talk in a loud voice," Mulder grinned at his Master, "I
think I have to say 'no'. I have enough long term commitments in my life as it
is – one of them being very time consuming." He gazed at his Master
meaningfully.
"Ah,
the X Files don't take up that much of your time," Skinner teased.
"I
was thinking more of the demands of my Master and his insatiable sexual
needs." Mulder grinned.
"Insatiable?"
Skinner slid his sweat pants down to reveal a sizeable erection. "That's
right, boy – completely and utterly rampant. Now get your ass over here and
take care of this." Mulder went, laughing out loud.
Their
houseguest proved to be a moody addition to the household over the next few
days. Mulder and Skinner worked out a routine whereby Skinner would take care of
Lee in the mornings, getting him his breakfast, doling out his medication, and
helping him take a Sitz bath to ease his rectal injury, before handing their
charge over to one of the many people who had volunteered to sit with him during
the day. Mulder would go to work earlier than usual and leave earlier as well
– while Skinner stayed late to finish his work. Mulder would give Lee his
evening meal, and look after him until Skinner got home. Mulder couldn't help
being of the opinion that it was like having a bad tempered child – or a very
recalcitrant puppy in the apartment. The only problem being that he was sure
that he could have felt some affection for a puppy or child but Lee was a
different matter. Their guest was frankly rude to Mulder, while butter wouldn't
melt in his mouth when he was with Skinner. Not that Mulder was surprised – in
fact, on some level he even understood it. Lee was scared, and he was looking to
someone to fill the gap that Franklin had left. He was also desperately afraid
that he would have nowhere to live when he recovered and was clearly hoping that
if he played his cards right Skinner would decide that he was in the market for
another slave. Mulder did his best to keep both his jealousy and his temper in
check – his Master had a lot on his plate right now and the last thing he
needed was for his slave to go off into the deep end and cause him even more
problems, but even so, it gnawed at him.
Mulder
was so preoccupied with the situation, to say nothing of the looming House
meeting, that he got careless – and as a result found himself alone
in the parking garage of the Hoover Building at 7pm on Friday evening with a gun
pressed to the back of his head. He and Skinner had swapped their Lee shifts for
the day, as Skinner wanted to get home in plenty of time to have a long talk Lee
before the meeting of the House which he had called for 9pm. Lee was already
nervous about it - he seemed to view it as being akin to coming up before a
prison parole board, despite Skinner's assurances to the contrary. Mulder wanted
to be in time for the meeting as well. He was so lost in thought as he jogged
towards his car that he didn't see the dark shadow inside the vehicle until it
was too late and he was sitting inside – and that was when he heard the click
of the gun.
"Hello,
Mulder, " a familiar voice said. "Out on your own without Big Daddy to
hold your hand?"
"Krycek.
You must be either deaf or stupid," Mulder growled, his hands clenching
hard around the steering wheel. "Didn't you hear what Skinner said to you
last time you showed up?"
"You
mean the idle threats? I heard. What you've got to understand is that Skinner is
one of the good guys." Mulder glanced in his mirror, and saw that his old
partner had a grimly amused expression on his face. "And the good guys
don't do more than punch you in the gut once or twice. Skinner knows that there
isn't a prison in this country that will hold me, considering who and what I
know, and he's far too bright and shining to kill me himself. So it was just a
bluff. I'm much more concerned about my masters' threats than yours,
Mulder."
"Who
are your masters, Krycek? Who are you working for these days? Are you still
letting that cigarette smoking bastard breathe his foul fumes all over you or
have you moved on, and sold your services elsewhere?"
"That
isn't important. What is important is that you have a chance to make up for last
week's lost opportunity."
"Ah,
is there another spaceship hovering over Oregon?"
"Not
yet - and not Oregon. I figure that last time I didn't give you enough notice.
This time you can be prepared."
"It
won't change anything. I still won't be going," Mulder snapped.
"You
have to. This is bigger than you, and your fucking
stupid Spartacus complex. This is something you'll regret all your life if you don't
follow it up. I'm leaving now, but you can expect another visit from me very
soon - and I'll want to hear that you're willing to play ball when I return. Oh,
and Mulder, this time – don't tell Skinner I visited." The cold metal of
Krycek's gun dug into harder into Mulder's neck and then was gone. Mulder heard
the door open and close, and then he was alone again. He briefly considered
getting out of the car and chasing after his nemesis, but he knew it would be
pointless – Krycek was too fast and too good at hiding in the shadows.
Despite
Krycek's injunction, Mulder had every intention of telling his Master about the
visit. It might not be the best timing what with everything else that was going
on, but he knew Skinner would want to know. He let himself into the apartment,
and went straight into the living room calling his Master's name – only to
find that Skinner was not alone. Franklin was with him.
"What
the hell is he doing here?" Mulder asked hotly, all thoughts of Krycek
vanishing from his mind. Franklin raised an eyebrow and glanced at Skinner.
"Your
slave isn't very well trained. I had expected something more of the Guardian's
slave," he commented.
"Franklin
just arrived," Skinner told his slave. "He says he wants to talk. I
thought it would be churlish to kick his ass onto the street without hearing
what he had to say first."
Franklin's
lip curled up into a sneer. "You won't be kicking me anywhere,
Skinner." He glanced around the room, saw the couch, and sat down on it.
Mulder stepped forward, ready to explode at the way their uninvited guest had
assumed a hospitality that he hadn't been shown.
"Fox."
Skinner clicked his fingers and Mulder reluctantly went to his Master's side,
and knelt.
"That's
better. We must show these boys their place," Franklin smirked, placing his
outstretched arms along the back of the couch as if he owned it. "I'll come
straight to the point. You have something that belongs to me, Skinner. I want it
back."
"If
you're referring to Lee, then he doesn't want to belong to you any more,"
Skinner replied.
Franklin
waved his hand negligently in the air. "Ah, he's just a boy. He doesn't
know what he wants."
"As
a matter of fact he does. I spoke to him at some length on the subject, both
when he first came out of the hospital and this evening. He was very clear on
the point that he wants nothing more to do with you."
Mulder
watched as Franklin's urbane veneer faltered. The other man's face darkened, and
his eyes flashed angrily. Mulder felt his temper rising again as he remembered
what this man had done to both Ian and Lee. He was dangerous, sadistic, and
violent.
"It's
of little concern to me whether the little brat wants to return or not. He's my
slave. My property. Since when did property choose who it belonged
to?"
"Since
this was a democratic country in which slavery only exists as part of a sexual
contract between two consenting adults," Skinner replied. "You have no
legal right to him, Franklin, and you certainly don't have a moral right to
him."
"He
signed a contract. I believe that has some meaning in the circles in
which we move." Franklin allowed his eyes to rake over Mulder in a pointed fashion.
"Yes,
it does, but you abused whatever contract you had with Lee and now he's finished
with you. He has that right."
"Would
you give your slave that right?" Franklin growled. "If he
decided he wanted to leave?"
Mulder
glanced at his Master. Skinner had told him when he first took him as his slave
that he would be released from his contract only if it was what his Master
wanted as well – and yet…and yet on one of the two occasions when he'd tried
to leave, Skinner had let him go – only for Mulder to return of his own free
will. On the other occasion his Master should have washed his hands of
him altogether, and Mulder was eternally grateful for the fact that Skinner had
refused to release his slave even when Mulder had returned his wedding ring and
made a mockery of their contracts.
"No."
Skinner glanced at Mulder. "No, I wouldn’t – but then I'd never push a
bottle up his rectum either. It could have broken. That rip you put in Lee's ass
could have led to infection – peritonitis – even death. My slave doesn't
live in fear of his life like yours. People like you shouldn't be responsible
for another human being, Franklin. What you do isn't BDSM. You're attracted to
the lifestyle because you think it gives you the right to abuse. It doesn't.
BDSM isn't about abuse, or cruelty, or crushing someone else's self
esteem."
"Ah,
you're going to tell me it's about love next," Franklin laughed. "I
can almost hear the violins tuning up, Skinner."
"Love?
Not necessarily – not unless you're lucky anyway." Skinner placed a hand
on Mulder's head and Mulder leaned into the caress, as he always did, as he
couldn't help doing, no matter who was watching. "But it is about
mutual respect and trust, and you don't have either of those with your slave,
Franklin."
"He's
my slave. He doesn't have any rights. I don't require his respect, or his trust
– just his body – and his obedience," Franklin snapped.
"Then,
like I said, you've got this lifestyle all wrong. Treat your slave like a
whipped pup and that's all you'll have," Skinner said, "and beware if
you turn your back on him for one minute or he'll bite you for all the abuse
you've handed out. Tell me – when you touch Lee does he enjoy it and lean
towards you hoping for more, or does he cower away from you?" Franklin
pursed his lips and Skinner shook his head. "I know which I'd prefer,"
he commented. "Having a slave isn't about having someone to abuse,
Franklin. It's about finding someone who you can live with, in a kind of
symbiosis, each bringing out the best in the other. You and Lee – you bring
out the worst."
Franklin
sat back and applauded Skinner's speech, with slow, mocking claps of his hands.
"Very
good. You've had your say – now give me back my slave."
"He
isn't your slave any more. You gave up any right to him when you smashed your
fist into his face and rammed a bottle up his ass."
"I
won't give up my claim to him – and you can't protect him here forever,"
Franklin hissed. "And while I'm waiting, well, there are plenty of other
pretty boys in this town who'd beg for a touch of my whip. You know, there are
always boys who like it rough. And if you're going to keep my slave, I might
just decide to take yours in recompense. Fair exchange is no robbery after
all." He glanced at Mulder with a glint in his eyes.
"Is
that a threat?" Skinner went very still. Mulder could feel his Master's
muscles tense through his pants. He glanced up, knowing that the mood had
changed, and the gloves were coming off.
"It's
a fact. If you keep my boy, then you should take care to protect your own –
some might consider it greedy to take another man's property when you already
have a slave of your own."
"Don't
bluff me, Franklin. If you lay one finger on Fox then you're dead. You know
that." Skinner moved his hand and laid it on protectively Mulder's
shoulder, squeezing firmly.
"Who
is threatening who now?" Franklin sneered.
"I
haven't got time for this. Get out of here, Franklin, and get out of this town,
because you won't find anyone who'll play with you after this."
"You're
a fool, Skinner. You're too soft. You think everyone in this town wants to play
like you? You're wrong. There will always be submissives who like men with my
kind of edge. I'll keep playing, even if you misuse your power as Guardian to
advise all the subs in the city against playing with me. You see, there will be
those to whom your warning will just serve as a great aphrodisiac. Rather than
being frightened away, they'll seek me out. You know it, and I know
it."
Mulder
glanced up at his Master. He could see by the way the big man's jaw was clenched
that his Master recognized the truth of this statement. Franklin was only saying
what Skinner had already said privately to Mulder.
"How
many times do you think you'll get away with it?" Skinner asked.
"Sooner or later, one of your victims will go to the police."
"You
think?" Franklin smiled. "Just like Lee is going to do maybe? Or that
whiny friend of yours - Ian?"
Mulder was on his feet and half way across the room, his fist raised to strike,
before Skinner caught up with him, and propelled him back.
"Maybe
you need some tips on how to control him," Franklin offered. "I could
suggest a few things…I like boys like him - boys with fire, boys who won't
easily obey – boys that need to be crushed underfoot until they do what their
Master requires." He gave Mulder an insane grin, his eyes afire with a kind
of evil enjoyment. "I always did find him interesting. I like my boys a
little more conventionally beautiful, I'll admit, but he has such fire. It would
be so good to stamp it out." Franklin ground his heel into the carpet to
illustrate the point, and Skinner's hand, which had been digging into Mulder's
shoulder, turned instead to a reassuring caress. "Such a spitfire. It's no
fun when they're easy to tame. I like the challenge," Franklin continued.
"Lee has been amusing but he's just a child. So naughty, even though he
knows he'll be punished. He just can't help himself. When I get him back, I'll
take him on the final step of the journey. I'll break him. Then he won't disobey
me any more."
"You
won't be breaking anyone because you're going to be leaving town," Skinner
said firmly. "And I'll make sure that the word is spread about you wherever
you go. I'll tell every city with a scene that you're too dangerous to be played
with. Word will get around. You'll find your activities severely
curtailed."
It
was Franklin's turn to look shaken now. His dark eyes glittered angrily as he
realized that Skinner did, indeed, have that power, and although he might still
find willing submissives to play with, it wouldn't be easy, and he'd have to
trawl the less respectable bars to find what he was looking for. It would take
more of his time and energy, and it would be more personally dangerous for him.
"I'm
not going to leave," he snarled. "Who is going to make me? I've
committed no crime that will ever be punished in court, and you aren't going to
take the law into your own hands, are you, Skinner? I have business interests in
this town. I'm settled here and I intend to stay. You aren't going to get rid of
me that easily. You've made yourself a formidable enemy, Skinner. I'll not only
get Lee back - I'll also make a challenge for your job. I rather enjoy the
thought of being the next Guardian of the House – does the slave come with the
job I wonder? I do hope so." Franklin gave a little laugh at his own joke,
his eyes raking over Mulder's body lasciviously, as if mentally undressing him.
"I
think it's time that you left." Skinner moved menacingly in Franklin's
direction, every muscle in his body taut. Mulder knew that it was taking all his
Master's self-control not to snap, seize Franklin, and throw him bodily from the
apartment.
"I
think so too. It's been a pleasure seeing your willful slave again, Skinner. I'm
sure he'll be happier with the firmer hand that I can provide. I find the most
uncontrollable ones always are. In the meantime, when you've come to your senses
on the subject of my slave, you can reach me on this number." Franklin
reached into his wallet and withdrew a business card, which he placed on the arm
of the couch. "If I don't hear from you then you can consider yourself
involved in an extremely messy, and very dangerous battle. I look forward to
getting your call," he murmured.
Skinner
didn't reply. He just opened the door for their uninvited guest to walk through,
and then slammed it shut again afterwards.
"It's
all bluff," Skinner said when their guest had gone.
"You
think?" Mulder replied. "I'm sorry, Walter, but I've known men like
him before. He's a fanatic – and he believes what he says. I'm not so sure it is
a bluff."
"But
what can I do?" Skinner sat down on the couch with a sigh. "He knows
that my hands are tied. All I can do is put the word out about him – but
he's right about that as well. There will always be some idiots out there who
want to play with him precisely because of his reputation. He'll find it
a little annoying not to be able to attend the big events and the main bars, and
being ostracized on the scene will make him angry - but he will find people to
play with somewhere. Men like him always do."
Mulder
was reminded of Krycek's comment about his Master. It made him angry – both
Krycek and Franklin could get away with behaving like this precisely because men
like Skinner were honorable and law-abiding.
"I
guess the good guys just don't have the array of weapons that the bad guys
have," Mulder murmured.
"I
guess not." Skinner spread his arms helplessly. Mulder considered telling
his Master about Krycek but this didn't seem the right time. He wasn't sure
there would ever be a right time the way things were going.
"Where's
Lee?" Mulder glanced around the room.
"I
sent him upstairs when I realized Franklin was at the door."
"I'd
better go and see if he's okay."
Mulder
walked slowly up the stairs, lost in thought. He was angry at being in thrall to
Krycek, just as he was angry that Franklin looked as if he was going to walk out
of this without paying any kind of price at all for what he'd done. Not only
that – Franklin was escalating the situation into some kind of all out war.
Mulder was more than angry – he was incensed. Both Krycek and Franklin were
fucking up so many lives, and they seemed to be immune from the law – a law he
had spent his career trying to uphold. Why should these men be immune from
justice? And why should people like his Master and Ian, and even Lee, obnoxious
brat that he was, suffer because of it? Mulder paused outside Lee's bedroom, and
knocked on the door. There was no reply. He pushed open the door and peered
inside – but the room seemed to be empty. Puzzled, Mulder stepped into the
room and glanced around.
"Lee?"
He called. Silence – which was broken by a slightly muffled sound coming from the
closet. Frowning, Mulder opened the closet door. The closet was full of an
overspill of his own clothes that hadn't fitted into the closet in his Master's
bedroom, but he could just see two feet peeping out from underneath them.
"Lee?" He said again, kneeling to get a better look. Lee was cowering
beneath the clothing in a way that would have been comical if it hadn't been for
the expression on the kid's face. He was shaking uncontrollably – and his skin
was pale and covered in sweat.
"Is
Walter going to give me back to him?" Lee whispered. "He'll punish me
for running away. He'll…"
"Lee,
it's okay. Walter sent Franklin away. Nobody is going to give you to him. Come
on out. It's safe." He reached out a hand. Lee looked at it for a moment,
then took it, and allowed himself to be pulled from the closet. "Oh
shit." Mulder saw the stain on Lee's sweatpants, in the area around his
crotch.
"I'm
sorry. I couldn't help myself…I thought…I heard them talking. I heard Walter
say that he wouldn't allow you to leave, so I thought he was going to…"
Lee covered his stained crotch with his hands, clearly embarrassed that he'd
pissed his pants in fright.
"It's
okay," Mulder said soothingly.
"It
isn't! He's after me! He's going to kill me! You don't understand! He's going to
fucking kill me!" Lee screamed hysterically.
"This
isn't helping…" Mulder began, placing a soothing hand on Lee's shoulder.
The younger man went ballistic, throwing himself around the place, sobbing his
heart out. Mulder watched him for a moment, dumbfounded, and then he couldn't
help laughing. Lee subsided, and gazed at Mulder, an outraged expression on his
face. "I'm sorry," Mulder said between chuckles. "But you really
do look ridiculous like that Lee."
"You
bastard!" Lee ran for him, and pounded his fists against Mulder's chest.
Mulder was many years older, several inches taller, and a trained FBI agent into
the bargain, so he easily sidestepped the kid. He grabbed Lee's arm, pushed it
up his back, and propelled him bodily along to the bathroom.
"Take
those pants off, and get into the shower, Lee," Mulder said firmly. Lee
struggled for a few seconds, flailing around helplessly in Mulder's much
stronger arms, and then the kid suddenly crumpled, and began to sob – only
these weren't tears for show. They were real. Lee clung onto Mulder for dear
life and cried his heart out. Mulder put his arms around the kid and held him,
stroking Lee's shorn dark hair gently. He felt his anger towards Franklin rising
again. Lee wasn't exactly his favorite person in the world, but his fear and
grief were genuine enough. From what Mulder had learned of Lee's past, the kid
had drawn the short straw in life so far, with a violent, abusive stepfather who
had set the pattern for Lee's later relationships with other men. Unfortunately,
instead of running into someone like Skinner, who might have been able to help
him, Lee had chosen Franklin – and now he was lost, hurt, and scared witless.
Finally the sobbing slowed, and Mulder disengaged the young man, helped him
undress, and then pushed him under the warm shower. Skinner had always helped
Lee bathe before, so Mulder had never seen the younger man completely naked –
and the sight shocked him. Lee's body was a map of abuse, from cigarette burns
to the white scarring caused by what had to be fairly heavy duty whipping, some
of it obviously recent, but some so old that the damage had to have been
inflicted when he was still a boy. Mulder couldn't help but feel sorry for the
young man, which just made him even angrier that Franklin could brutalize
someone who had been so obviously abused in the past.
"I'll
get you a change of pants." Mulder returned to the bedroom, and took a
deep, gasping gulp of air, shocked by what he had witnessed, both in terms of
Lee's behavior and his scars, and he resolved to treat the kid as best he could
from now on, no matter how much Lee provoked him. Mulder grabbed some sweats
from the dresser, and strode back to the bathroom. Lee gazed at him with a new
respect in his eyes when the agent returned, although he couldn't stop himself
from shivering theatrically as he stood under the shower, just to milk the
situation a little bit more.
"I
take it that you were listening outside the door downstairs when Walter was
talking to Franklin?" Mulder commented in a neutral tone.
Lee
shrugged. "I needed to know what was going to happen to me," he
whispered, now thoroughly subdued after all the hysterics.
"Lee,
Walter told you that he wouldn't hand you back to Franklin. You should have
trusted him."
"Why?"
Lee blinked, the water clinging to his long eyelashes, making him look
impossibly young.
"Because
he's a man of his word."
Lee
shrugged. "I've never met one of them. I don't believe they really
exist," he replied.
Mulder
took a deep intake of breath. From what he'd learned of Lee's life he wasn't
sure he blamed him. "Well, we're the only friends you have right now, Lee,
so I suggest you at least try to trust us." He turned the water off and
handed the young man a towel.
"You
don't like me very much, do you?" Lee said, drying himself.
"I
want to like you, Lee," Mulder answered carefully. "But you don't care
whether I like you or not," he pointed out, handing the kid the clean
clothing.
"You're
scared I'll take your Master away from you…and I will. You see, that's the
only way I'll be safe. If I stay here, Franklin won't dare touch me. I haven't
got anywhere else to go. I don't mind if I'm second slave or whatever to you –
we could do a threesome maybe? I bet Skinner would like to watch us go down on
each other. We could put a show on for him. You and me…what do you say? You
could suggest it to him." Lee's almond shaped brown eyes were alight with
glee over his plan. Mulder shuddered at the very thought of it.
"Lee,
it isn't going to happen," he said calmly. "I understand your fears
but hiding behind Walter isn't going to solve your problems."
Lee's
face crumpled, angrily. "You can either work with me or I'll work around
you," he snapped. "But either way, I'm staying." And with that he
stalked back to his bedroom. Mulder sighed, and ran a hand through his hair
wearily. First Krycek showed up, then Franklin, and now this little complication
reared its ugly head. He knew he should tell his Master but he was of the
opinion that Skinner had more than enough on his plate to deal with right now,
without discovering that Lee was planning on enlarging his harem for him.
Mulder
shook himself out of his reverie and glanced at his watch. It was 8.45 – the
House would be meeting in a few minutes. He ran down the stairs and found his
Master in the kitchen, brewing coffee and laying out cups.
"Sorry
– Lee was having a crisis," Mulder said by way of explanation.
"Walter – he's shit scared. He overheard some of what you said to
Franklin. I found him hiding in the closet – he was so freaked that you'd hand
him back to Franklin that he peed his pants."
"Oh
shit." Skinner placed his hands on his hips.
"It's
okay – I calmed him down and stuck him under the shower, but I don't know
whether he's going to be able to talk to the House tonight. He's freaked out
enough as it is."
"We'll
deal with that when we come to it. I won't make him talk to them,"
Skinner said, rubbing a tired hand over his eyes. Mulder felt infinitely sorry
for his Master. He had always thought of the title Guardian of the House as
being fairly honorary until now – just a source of status and kudos, but he
was beginning to see that it brought a lot of responsibility with it – and his
Master already had more than enough responsibility resting on his broad
shoulders. Nobody was invulnerable – Skinner was only human, and he had to be
feeling the strain. There were just too many demands on his time and energy –
he did a difficult, high powered job, had a slave who Mulder would be the first
to admit was high maintenance, and now this.
"How
do you wish me to behave in the meeting, Master?" Mulder asked, standing
behind his Master, and giving him a neck rub. His Master leaned back against him
gratefully.
"Answer
the door, show the Members into the living room – I've put some extra chairs
in there. We can just about get everyone around the table. Ask our guests if
they'd like coffee, and serve it. After that, you can kneel beside me.
Fox…" Skinner turned and gazed at his slave. "Are you sure that you
don't want to accept Hammer's offer to be a Member?"
"I'm
sure." Mulder nodded, biting his lip. "I'm not saying it wasn't
tempting – but it's not for me, Walter. I don't like belonging to things…uh,
well, you know what I mean," he grinned. "I mean, belonging to you is
fine…but clubs, societies, associations…even the FBI…" He shrugged.
"Well, I'm just not very good at it," he sighed.
"All
right. Then remember that you don't have a voice in this meeting. You're there
in your capacity as my slave – you don't speak unless spoken to other than to
see to the comfort of our guests. Understood?"
"Yes,
Master." Mulder nodded.
At
that moment there was a buzz on the entry-phone, and Mulder pulled away to
answer it. Skinner hauled him back, and planted a loving, possessive kiss on his
slave's lips.
"This
will all be over soon," he said as he released his slave. "Then we can
relax. Have some fun."
"Yeah.
Soon." Mulder gave a faded smile. He wasn't so sure about that. There
seemed to be too many balls in the air right now that required juggling. He was
worried about how his Master would hold up under the strain…and he still
hadn't told Skinner about Krycek's latest visit.
By
ten past nine all the members of the House had gathered. Mulder showed them into
the living room, brought them coffee, placed some cookies on the table, and then
settled down at his Master's feet with a contented sigh. There was a part of him
that longed to be involved more directly in the proceedings but he was happy
enough to just be at this meeting in his capacity as the Guardian's slave. Ian
wasn't the only one who shot him a look of envy as he zoned out, with his chin
on Skinner's knee. Subs by far outnumbered tops in the House, just as they did
in the scene, and Mulder's position as the slave of the most important top in DC
was a source of some envy. If this had been a professional meeting, involving
the X Files, then Mulder knew that there was no way he could have stayed silent
– and his Master wouldn't have asked him to either. Mulder knew that Skinner
held him and his opinions in the highest respect. Mulder wasn't just Skinner's
slave - he was also the best agent he had, even though Assistant Director
Skinner sometimes winced at the methods Special Agent Mulder employed to get to
the truth. Here though, in their own apartment, and at this particular meeting,
Skinner was Guardian of the House and Mulder was his slave – and he was happy
enough to be just that.
Skinner
opened the meeting by filling in the Members on what had happened to Lee. There
was some murmuring around the table, and then Skinner outlined the substance of
his conversation with Franklin earlier in the evening. The meeting erupted at
that until Skinner brought them to order.
"I
haven't asked you here to just sit and chew over what happened – I need to
know what action to take about Franklin," he said firmly. "Does anyone
here know anything about him? As Lee won't testify, are there any other
skeletons in his closet that we can use to force him out of the scene, or to
frighten him enough to keep him in line so that he doesn't hurt anyone
else?"
"I've
heard rumors…" A shy, slight, blond haired man piped up. "I don't
know if they're true, but…"
"Fill
us in, Ben." Skinner nodded.
"Franklin
says he came here on business, but I heard he got into trouble like this in
another town, and when he was challenged…well, let's just say that the guy who
accused him turned up dead in a dumpster a few days later."
"Was
Franklin investigated by the police?" Skinner demanded.
"Yes
– but he always has an alibi. Someone else said he knows trained killers.
Assassins. He pays them to do his dirty work for him." Mulder's ears
pricked up at that. He couldn't hear the word 'assassin' without thinking of
Alex Krycek – and that reminded him of Krycek's visit earlier in the evening.
How long before Krycek visited him again, as promised? A day? A week? And what
would he do if Mulder refused to investigate the UFO this time, as he had the
last time? Should he investigate it? Last time he had refused, Gibson had
been taken. Who would be taken next? Scully? Skinner? He glanced up at his
Master, his heart beating fast in his chest. He couldn't bear to lose either of
his two closest friends. Without Scully and Skinner he would be lost. Losing
Samantha had been hard enough - he couldn't go through that kind of pain again.
This was the reason why he didn't get involved with people, but somehow both
Scully and Skinner had snuck in under his defenses when he wasn't looking, and
had colonized their own special niches in his heart – and now both Krycek and
Franklin threatened that. His anger, never far below the surface, bubbled back
up to the surface and he felt himself tensing under his Master's casually
caressing hand as the big man idly stroked his hair.
Mulder
listened with a growing sense of dismay as all the House members had their say.
It was all so much talk. People were happy enough to go on and on
endlessly about what had happened, what the ramifications were, and how
horrifying it all was, but they ignored Skinner's repeated request that they
discuss what action could, realistically, be taken. They preferred to wail and
indulge their own sense of drama rather than find a solution. Mulder wondered
how much it really mattered to any of them. Lee wasn't popular, and what
had happened to him was removed and abstract – they hadn't had to see the
immediate aftermath of it as Mulder had. Lee's fear and his injuries weren't
even real to them – and neither were Franklin's threats.
When
the Members did discuss a course of action none of them could agree on anything.
Mulder watched the meeting disintegrate, his anger levels rising by the second. Skinner was allowing them all
to have their say, which he was sure to his Master's credit, but it wasn't
getting them anywhere. Mulder noticed some subtle differences between the way
his Master acted as Guardian and the way he behaved as AD of the FBI. As the
latter he demanded a considerable amount from his trained, paid agents, and
didn't hesitate to come down hard on them if they didn't give him the
information he required, but he trod far more carefully as Guardian. Mulder
wished that the AD would make an appearance, and bark out a few orders,
but Skinner was being scrupulously diplomatic in his role as Guardian.
"Where
is Lee? Can we talk to him? How do we even know his accusations are true?"
One of the House Members asked.
"Lee
is very scared right now. I'd rather not call him unless it's absolutely
necessary," Skinner said.
"Well I think it is necessary," someone else pressed.
"Oh,
for god's sake – the boy is scared enough as it is," Ian replied.
"Walter's told us all we need to know."
"Lee's
a notorious liar."
"Someone
stuffed a bottle up the kid's ass – he's not lying about that – there's
medical evidence to prove it. And Franklin's his Master so I don't think it's
very likely that anybody else did it," Ian snapped.
"We
have no real proof…" Another Member chimed in.
"Don't
we? This isn't the first person Franklin's played rough with." That was
Hammer. Everybody joined in at that point, and the room was filled with angry
voices.
"Even
if that's the case, Lee might have consented to it. Everybody has their own
sexual fantasy…"
"I
think that's a good point. We might be interfering in what is essentially a
private matter between Master and slave. We're not here to question anyone's
preferences after all."
"I
don't see how you can say…"
"That's
not what I'm saying – what I'm saying is…"
"OH,
FOR GOD'S SAKE!" Mulder exploded, his voice cutting through the cacophony
of voices like a knife. He got to his feet, utterly unable to stay still for a
moment longer. "Lee isn't lying – and if you let Franklin get away with
this then you might as well disband the House as being nothing more than a
talking shop. Walter's asked you for suggestions for action. He's got a kid
upstairs who is scared witless for his life, and he's turning to you guys for
help. If you're not going to be any fucking use then get the hell out of here
and let Walter handle it on his own – but don't fucking carp that he didn’t
consult you because he sure as hell tried."
There
was a long, horrified silence, and then Skinner turned to his slave, and said,
in the softest tones.
"Fox,
I want you to go upstairs to our bedroom, get out the black paddle from the top
drawer of my dresser, undress, and then wait for me. I'll be along when I've
finished with the meeting and you know what you can expect."
Mulder
swallowed hard. He glanced around at the assembled people who were still gazing
at him with shocked expressions, and then back at his Master. Skinner's face was
set in a grim, granite mask, and his eyes were deadly serious. Mulder was aware
that he had just made everything worse for his Master, and that was something he
truly regretted. He bowed his head at Skinner, muttered a hasty "Yes,
Master," and quickly exited the room. He caught Ian's eye as he went, and
his friend made a sympathetic little face at him, which cheered him slightly. At
least Ian wasn't mad at him – as his Master had every right to be.
Mulder
walked slowly up the stairs to the bedroom, his heart thumping in his chest. He
was still angry – but angry with himself this time. Skinner had offered him a
voice – on more than one occasion - but he'd turned it down. His Master had
allowed him to attend the meeting in his capacity of slave, but even that had
been an indulgence on Skinner's part – and one that Mulder had royally fucked
up. Mulder sat numbly on the bed. He didn't regret what he'd said – it had
only been the truth, but he was aware that not only had he not had the right to
say it but also he certainly hadn't had the right to say it in the way he
had. When he remembered the skilful way in which Skinner had been chairing the
meeting, how diplomatic he had been, how he'd listened to everyone's arguments,
Mulder felt ashamed. He deserved this punishment – and he had a feeling it was
going to be a hard one.
With
his stomach churning, he went over to the dresser and opened it. Skinner had
chosen this particular paddle deliberately - and Mulder knew why. It wasn't one
his Master used very often; he kept it in the drawer for those occasions when
Mulder was doing corner time in the bedroom. If he fidgeted, Skinner would give
him one swat with the black paddle and that would be enough to remind his slave
to stand still in position. His Master had never actually delivered a whole
spanking with the paddle – just one swat here or there – and those swats
stung so much that Mulder had always been heartily grateful that his Master
didn't use this particular implement to deliver more than one swat at a time.
Mulder sat on the bed, and examined the paddle. It was made of wood, covered in
rubber, and there were holes drilled in the surface to allow it to travel
through the air more swiftly and thereby pack more of a punch. Mulder felt his
stomach do a little somersault. This wouldn't be a cozy little erotic spanking
– it was going to hurt - but what hurt most was knowing that he had
disappointed his Master and made his job as Guardian more difficult.
Mulder was fairly sure that Skinner was busy smoothing over the results of his
slave's outburst, being his usual urbane, diplomatic self. Mulder had seen
Skinner in full diplomacy mode at the office often enough to know how good his
Master was at it – and he had been the subject of enough dressing downs when
they were alone together afterwards to know, also, how much Skinner hated being
put in the position of apologizing to people he loathed. No matter how good he
was at doing it, it always took its toll.
Mulder
stared at the paddle for a long time, coming to terms both with his actions and
the impending punishment. Finally he got undressed, and waited for his Master to
come and give him what he deserved. He heard sounds downstairs, and voices by
the door, and then there was silence. Several minutes passed and then more
voices, and the sound of the door being opened and shutting again. Then, a few
seconds later, he heard footsteps on the stairs. He got up, and knelt by his
Master's side of the bed, waiting for him in the submissive position, shoulders
back, eyes down. He heard Skinner come into the room, followed by the sound of a
deep heartfelt sigh. Mulder steeled himself, offering the paddle in front of his
body with his outstretched hands. A few seconds later he heard his Master cross
the room towards him, and he closed his eyes, his stomach churning at the
thought of what was to come. Skinner's thighs came into Mulder's field of vision
as his Master sat down on the bed, and then he felt a gentle hand on his hair.
"Fox,"
Skinner said softly.
Mulder
looked up, a little surprised by his Master's tone. "I'm sorry,
Master," he said swiftly. "I'm so fucking sorry. I screwed everything
up for you down there. It isn't as if you didn't give me a chance to contribute
but I turned it down so I had no right to lose it like that down there."
"Fox,
come here." Skinner held out his arms, and Mulder stared at him, blankly.
"Now," Skinner said quietly.
Mulder
got up and walked into his Master's arms. He stood between Skinner's open
thighs, and Skinner wrapped his arms around his slave's body and hugged him
close. Mulder looked down on his Master's large, bunched shoulders in surprise,
and then returned the hug. He held Skinner tight, and kissed his Master's head.
Finally, Skinner released him, and patted the bed. "Sit beside me," he
ordered.
Mulder
did as he was told, handing Skinner the paddle as he sat. "You've forgotten
this," he said.
"No.
I haven't." Skinner brushed the paddle away, took his slave's face between
his hands instead, and kissed him soundly on the lips. "You only said
exactly what I was thinking. I can't punish you for that," he said when he
drew back.
"But
I didn't have the right to say it," Mulder pointed out.
"Ah
well." Skinner shrugged.
"And
I made things worse for you – that's something I'm truly sorry for, Walter. It
was a difficult enough situation in there for you as it was."
"It
doesn't matter." Skinner shrugged again.
"Yes
it does. I didn't have the right to…"
"Fox
– you were protecting me, and you were saying what you thought. I respect you
for that." Skinner put a hand on his slave's neck and squeezed gently.
"Shit.
Did you have to do a lot of fast talking when I'd gone to smooth it all
over?" Mulder asked, leaning his face wretchedly against his Master's
shoulder.
"As
a matter of fact – no. I told them that while you had no right to say what you
did, I agreed with every word. Then I went around the table and gave each of
them 2 minutes to give me a suggested course of action, rather than to just
endlessly rehash all the same old arguments. At the end of it I asked them to
vote on the various suggestions – including one that I deal with the matter in
whatever way I see fit – and that they give me their full support and trust to
do so."
"That's
the one they all voted for, isn't it?" Mulder glanced up at his Master.
Skinner
smiled down on him, wearily. "How did you guess?"
"So
now you're landed with the difficult decision."
"I
always was." Skinner shrugged. "But at least I have the comfort of
knowing that they support me 100% in whatever action I decide to take."
"Without
knowing what it is? Either they must really trust you or they just wanted to
pass the buck."
Skinner
chuckled. "Well, I was being rather stern down there after you left – and
as most of them are subs…well, I guess that was a little underhand of
me."
"Hmm,
that's not playing very fair, Walter." Mulder dug his finger into his
Master's ribs. "I know how impressive you can be in stern mode. No wonder
they trust you to figure this whole mess out."
"They
mean well. They're all good people. It's just hard getting a whole bunch of
folks to agree on one course of action – especially in a situation as
difficult as this one. At the end of the day I guess I always knew I was on my
own with it."
"Not
exactly on your own," Mulder said softly.
Skinner
put his arm around Mulder's shoulder and pulled him close. "No - in fact,
not remotely on my own. Ian and Hammer and a couple of the others stayed back to
talk more calmly after the rest had gone – but it's your opinion I value most.
You're the smartest guy I know, after all." He smiled at his slave again
and Mulder gave a little snort.
"Flattery
will get you everywhere – but you already know what I think. If you let
Franklin get away with this then the House, the whole being Guardian gig, and
everything Andrew left you – then it's all just worthless posturing."
"And
yet, as one of the most senior agents in the biggest law enforcement agency in
the world, I'm the last person who could sanction taking the law into my own
hands just because it's expedient," Skinner sighed.
"Nobody
said being the one in charge was easy." Mulder kissed his Master on the
lips, a slow, deep kiss, and then sat back on the bed. "But we'll figure
out something together. Right now you need some sleep though. With all due
respect, Master, you look like shit." Skinner had dark shadows under his
eyes that told of the strain of the past week or so.
"Thank
you, boy. You're looking a little weary yourself."
"I'm
not carrying the weight of responsibility that you are. You need some rest –
but first." Mulder handed his Master the paddle. "You have a
punishment to mete out, Master."
"I
don't want to do this, Fox," Skinner frowned, staring at the paddle.
"I
know, but you have to." Mulder gave a wry smile. "I was in the wrong
down there and you know it. You've spanked me for a lot less before. I do know I
deserve it, and, frankly, I'd like the closure if I'm not going to be beating
myself up about it for the rest of my life."
Skinner
stared at his slave for a long moment and then let out a heartfelt sigh.
"All right. I, of all people, can understand that. Six is all you're
getting though, Fox. They'll hurt enough with this as it is, so don't think I'm
being lenient on you."
"No,
Master." Mulder arranged himself over his Master's knees and closed his
eyes, waiting for the first swat. He felt Skinner rest the paddle on his
buttocks for a moment then there was a loud swishing noise, followed by an
explosion of stinging pain in his backside. He gave a strangled yelp.
"That's
one." Skinner soothed his back gently for a moment. "Take your time to
get your breath back. This paddle hurts like hell."
"Tell
me about it," Mulder croaked.
Skinner
chuckled and tousled his slave's hair. "All right, little one, prepare
yourself," Skinner ordered. Mulder moved his right arm and gripped onto his
Master's leg with his hand. A second later there was a little draft of air on
his already burning bottom, a loud crack as the paddle made impact with his ass,
and then a fierce wave of pain kicked in. Mulder couldn't help yelling out loud.
Again Skinner waited until the after-shock had subsided. He stroked Mulder's
burning butt with tender fingers.
"You're
doing well, Fox. I'm proud of you. I always am. When you threw yourself at
Franklin today and I had to haul you back – you were just doing what I
wanted to do, and when you said what you did in the meeting I agreed with every
word."
"I'm
sorry I can't control my temper more," Mulder whispered, turning, and
burying his face in his Master's side.
"Ah,
but then how would I look calm and reasonable by comparison, hmm?"
Mulder
was in mid-chuckle over that joke when another swat took him by surprise.
"FUCK!"
He roared. "That wasn't funny, Master."
"It
wasn't supposed to be. I believe this is a punishment, Fox," Skinner
replied, tousling his slave's hair fondly.
"Don't
remind me. I'm already regretting being all noble and insisting on it,"
Mulder groused. "Next time I do that, just ignore me."
"You
know you'll feel better for the punishment." Skinner brought the fourth
stroke down sharply on his slave's backside and Mulder almost flipped off his
Master's knee. Skinner hadn't been kidding about it hurting like hell – when
applied seriously like this, rather than as just a casually aimed swat when he
was standing in the corner, this particular paddle was vicious.
"Oh
shit…oh shit." Mulder clung weakly to his Master's leg while Skinner
rearranged him back over his knee. "Couldn't we call it a day at four,
Master?" He asked.
Skinner
gave a wry smile, and stroked his slave's sweaty hair. "No, we couldn't. I
said six – and you and I both know that you'll fret more if I don't give you
the full amount than if I do. Besides – you're right. You do deserve
them." He ignored Mulder's look of abject misery, and raised his hand
again. "All right, slave, let's get this over with. Two more – one after
the other, quickly, to finish it."
It
didn't matter that Mulder immediately protested that he couldn't take two in
swift succession – Skinner banged then down, hard and fast, one on top of the
other, and then it was over…and Mulder was left a panting, gasping,
sweat-sodden heap on his Master's lap.
"Fuck,"
he whispered pathetically.
Skinner
laughed. He gathered his slave up in his arms, and held him tight against his
chest, and then he kissed Mulder noisily and extravagantly over and over again
on his face.
"Yeuch…I'm
not Wanda!" Mulder protested.
"Aw,
but you're just as cute and kissable." Skinner spent the next few minutes
bestowing dozens of kisses on his slave's face, covering every inch from his
forehead to his chin, including his eyelids. Mulder felt too weak to struggle
– and anyway he was enjoying it, ridiculous though it was. Finally Skinner
pushed him back over his knee.
"Oh
god. No more please! You said six!" Mulder pointed out.
"Relax."
His Master slapped him on his bottom – not too hard but he was so sore he
yelped anyway. "I'm going to cool you down a bit." Mulder heard his
Master open his nightstand drawer, and, a second later something freezing landed
on his ass.
"Shiiiiit,"
Mulder commented succinctly.
"It's
lotion. Your ass will feel better in a moment. Hold still, I want to enjoy
fondling my boy's glowing red bottom. Mmmmm!"
Mulder
relaxed and enjoyed the sensation of his Master rubbing the cool lotion into his
warm buttocks. Skinner stroked him for a long time, and then he opened Mulder's
legs a little way and inserted a finger inside him. Mulder moaned and opened his
legs even further. Another finger opened him up some more and then the
endorphins kicked in, and he felt as if he were floating. He knew there was
something he was supposed to tell his Master but he wasn't sure what it was.
Something about Franklin? No, something else had happened…earlier in the
day…Krycek…that was it…Krycek…but he was enjoying being finger fucked
too much to spoil the moment. All thought of Krycek was banished in the next
instant as his Master pulled him up so that he was kneeling with his legs on
either side of his Master's thighs, his body facing Skinner's. His Master undid
his own pants, and positioned Mulder over his large, erect cock. He held
Mulder's cooling buttocks open, and guided his slave down easily onto his penis.
Mulder reveled in the feel of that hard cock, buried up to the root in his ass. They paused, and kissed for a long time, tongues clashing and
devouring, Skinner's cock pulsing deep inside his slave's body, Mulder's arms
wrapped around his Master as he rode him. This was a good position for
post-spanking anal sex, as Mulder's ass didn't have to touch any surface. He
could just move up and down on his Master's large cock, with Skinner stroking
his slave's erection in time to the rhythm, sucking on his slave's nipples as he
did so, until they both came.
Afterwards
Mulder sagged against his Master's chest. It was the first time Skinner had
entered him since the mock-rape, and it felt so good.
"D'you
think we could roll over and just go straight to sleep?" Mulder murmured
wearily.
"Mmmm.
Sounds good…but I'm still dressed," Skinner muttered in reply.
"We
don't have to move do we? We could just stay like this all night, couldn't
we?" Mulder said, wrapping his arms even more tightly around his Master's
shoulders.
"Sure,"
Skinner replied drowsily.
They
stayed there for a long time, just enjoying the moment, Skinner's hands lightly
cupping his slave's sore bottom, his soft cock still lodged within his slave's
body, their faces resting against each other. Mulder would happily have stayed
there forever but they were interrupted by a knock at the door.
"Oh
shit. Lee," Skinner muttered. "Hold on, Lee," he called,
disengaging himself from Mulder, and tucking his cock back into his pants.
Mulder rolled onto the bed with a groan, and then rolled over again – quickly
– with a hiss, as his sore ass made contact with the mattress. He watched as
Skinner opened the door, and Lee sidled in. He was wearing one of Skinner's tee
shirts and a pair of Mulder's boxer shorts, and both were far too big for him.
He looked all washed and clean, like a little kid at bedtime.
"Sorry…I
just…" Lee hopped from one foot to the other, his eyes wide and pathetic.
"What
is it, Lee?" Skinner asked patiently.
"I
can't sleep. I'm scared to be on my own," Lee whispered.
"We're
just across the hallway."
"I
know. But please…can't I sleep in here? I'll be very quiet. You won't even
know I'm here."
Skinner
sighed, and glanced at Mulder who shrugged. Skinner turned back to Lee.
"All
right, Lee. You can sleep in here – but on the floor, and just for tonight.
We'll talk about this in the morning. Go and get your pillow and blanket and
bring them in here."
Lee's
face broke into a wide smile and he ran to do as he had been bidden. Skinner
looked at Mulder.
"Not
a word," he said.
"I
wasn't going to say anything!" Mulder protested. Skinner raised an eyebrow
at him, and started walking towards their en suite bathroom. "Big
softie," Mulder said sotto voice at his Master's departing back.
"I
heard that!" Skinner growled.
"So
spank me," Mulder riposted with a grin.
Lee
returned to the bedroom with his pillow and blanket, which he arranged on the
floor on Skinner's side of the bed.
"Uh
huh." Mulder gestured to the foot of the bed. Lee glared at him for a
moment, and then moved his bedding as ordered.
"I
see someone's been in trouble," he said snidely, glancing at Mulder's red
ass. "Maybe your Master would prefer a slave who'd give him fewer
problems," he commented, in a meaningful tone.
"What
- you mean like you?" Mulder grinned. "Forgive me for not feeling
remotely threatened by that remark."
Lee
flushed, and muttered something angrily under his breath, but then Skinner came
back into the room, and the kid's expression changed to one of sweetness and
light. Mulder rolled his eyes, and slid under the bedcovers. His Master joined
him a second later, and switched off the light.
"Don't
snore, Lee," Mulder called. Skinner poked him in the ribs. "My Master
needs all the beauty sleep he can get," Mulder added.
Skinner
gave a low growl and placed the flat of his hand over his slave's still burning
buttocks. "Anything you'd like to add to that comment?" Skinner asked
quietly.
"Uh.
No." Mulder grinned. He grabbed his Master's free hand and pulled it over
to rest on his own stomach. He was just about to fall asleep when he came to
with a start. Krycek. Oh shit. He still hadn't told Skinner about Krycek but he
wasn't about to do it with Lee lying on the floor so it would just have to wait
until the morning…
Mulder
woke early the next day to find that his ass was hanging out over the side of
the bed. He felt cramped - as if he was about to fall, and on opening his eyes and
looking around he figured out why. At some point during the night Lee must have
crept into the bed, because the kid's lithe, slender body was curled up beside
Skinner, and his Master, unwittingly, or perhaps by Lee's design, had one big
arm slung protectively over the youth. Mulder stared at them for a moment,
fighting down a wave of jealousy. He was pretty sure that Skinner didn't even
know Lee was in the bed with them - his Master was a notoriously heavy sleeper
and even Mulder hadn't woken when Lee had crawled in beside them. Even so, the
sight of his Master cozied up so intimately with another man upset him. The
truth was that they'd never talked about whether their relationship was
exclusive or not. Skinner had made it clear that Mulder wasn't to have another
lover - but the terms of their contract didn't exclude Skinner from taking
another slave. Skinner had told him often enough that Mulder was more than
enough for him to handle, but that didn't mean that his Master couldn't choose
to have a casual fuck with anyone else he wanted - and Lee was eminently
available right now. He was also at least 10 years younger than Mulder and
exquisitely beautiful. Mulder gazed at the sleeping men for a while, and then,
with a sigh, slid out from the bed. He didn't want to wake his Master by
dislodging Lee – Skinner had been looking so tired the previous night and he
needed his sleep – but all the same, he couldn't stay in the same bed knowing
Lee was there too. Mulder grabbed some clothes and his sneakers, and took them
along to the bathroom in order to get dressed. He wasn't sure what to do next
– and he didn't have time to think about it because there was a letter waiting
for him downstairs - one that had been pushed under the door during the night.
Mulder opened it, frowning.
"This
time you don't have to go as far as Oregon. There's a UFO hovering near
Richmond. You can drive there. Head out for Charlottesville, and keep to the
back roads - you should find what you're looking for. Don't fuck this one up,
Mulder. You're about to make the biggest discovery of your life.
AK."
Charlottesville.
It wouldn't take him more than a couple of hours to drive there…He thought of
his Master, with the new slave on the block wrapped up in his big arms, sleeping
like a baby upstairs. He could leave a note. Skinner didn't even need to know
until he got back…always presuming he did get back. Mulder pulled on his
sneakers, and watched as Wanda idly played with the laces as he tried to tie
them. She batted them with her paws, and then got hold of one in her teeth and
pulled vigorously. He wrested it away from her, in no mood to play, then got up,
grabbed a pen and a piece of paper, and wrote a note.
"Gone
for a run. Be back later. Fox."
He
crumpled Krycek's note in his fist and threw it in the trash. He'd made this
decision once. He didn't need to make it again.
It
felt good to be out jogging. He loved the feel of the wind in his hair. It was
turning cold, the first chill of Winter just starting to set in, and Mulder
relished the way it stung in his lungs, making him feel very alive. His
footsteps took him, as they so often did when he went jogging, to the waterfront
at Alexandria. He came here partly because it was so beautiful, and partly
because it was where he had once lived, before his slavery, and he had an
affection for the place. He ran beside the river for a while, watching the
sunlight glint on the water, but his mind was elsewhere: in Charlottesville to
be precise. It would be so easy to go there but he was intrigued as to why he
wasn't even vaguely tempted this time. The last time Krycek had contacted him
with this information had been some kind of turning point. He wouldn't be going
to Charlottesville. He had enough to deal with right here in Washington. His
priorities had, at some point, subtly shifted. He still wanted to know what had
happened to his sister, but he was no longer prepared to risk his own life
rashly and needlessly in order to find out. His life had become worth much more
to him than it once had. He had a reason for living now. Having mulled over that
for a while, and come to terms with these new emotions, Mulder headed back to
Crystal City. He was halfway there when his cell phone rang. He slowed to a walk
so he could answer the call.
"You
got my note." Krycek.
"Yes,
I did."
"And
can I take it that as you're out jogging you've decided not to go to
Charlottesville?" Krycek asked.
"How
did you kn…oh forget it," Mulder sighed. He should have known that Krycek
would be watching him. "No, Krycek. I told you last time, I'm not playing
your game anymore. I won't be going after any UFOs, or any sightings of my
sister, or any top secret documents or tapes that I have to break into high
security air force bases to steal so that you can then arrange to have them
stolen from me."
"Pity.
It's always been so much fun throwing you a bone and watching you fetch
it." Krycek sounded as if he was enjoying this. "It's
unfortunate, because I was hoping we could do this the old fashioned way.
Still, there are other ways of making a dog wag its tail."
"What
do you mean?" Mulder slowed to a halt, his heart pounding painfully in his
chest.
"I
mean that I was given orders to get you to Charlottesville one way or another -
so that's exactly what I'm doing. There's somebody here who'd like to talk to
you…oh, no, wait - I had to gag him because he was swearing and cussing at me,
and calling me every name under the sun. It was so hurtful. Here's someone else
instead." Mulder pressed his hand into the stitch that had suddenly
developed in his side.
"F..Fox?"
A hesitant voice came on the line.
"Lee?"
"What’s
going on? Who is this guy? He…"
"That's
enough." Krycek's voice came back on the line. "Get your ass to
Charlottesville, Mulder, and I'll let Big Daddy and his new slave boy go, but if
you don’t…"
Mulder
didn't stay still for long enough to hear the rest. He had already started
running the remaining distance back to Crystal City at top speed.
Mulder
wasn't sure what he was thinking but he knew he had to get back to the
apartment. He considered calling Scully as he ran - he also thought about
calling the FBI for back up agents, but he decided against it. He couldn’t
afford for anyone to get trigger-happy - not with his Master's life at stake. He
covered the distance back to Crystal City faster than he had ever made it
before, ran up the stairs because he couldn't wait for the elevator, and then
crashed through the front door.
"Walter!"
He yelled. He glanced into the living room, but it was empty.
"Master!" He bounded up the stairs, and into the bedroom…and then
came sliding to a halt, raising his hands in the air as he did so.
"Master?"
Skinner was lying on the bed on his side. There was a bruise and raised lump on
his forehead, and a large ball gag in his mouth that had been fastened so
tightly it had split his lip open, causing a trail of blood to run down his
chin. He looked dazed. His wrists were handcuffed together in front of him, and
attached to the headboard of the bed with a length of chain. Lee was sobbing in
the corner of the room, his hands and legs tied together - and Krycek was
standing beside the bed, his gun pointed loosely at Skinner's groin.
"I
would have pointed it at his head - but I thought you'd be more worried about
him losing this portion of his anatomy," Krycek grinned. "So much more
important than his brain, don't you think? To you at least."
"Let
them go." Mulder took a step forward and Krycek removed the safety catch
with a loud click.
"I
wouldn't, Mulder. Not unless you want to be slave to a eunuch. As for letting
them go - I will - just as soon as you're safely in Charlottesville. All you
have to do is drive there. My sources will tell me when you arrive and I'll let
your Master and his new fuck-toy go. That's all there is to it."
"I'm
surprised you didn't just abduct me and take me there yourself," Mulder
growled.
"I
considered it." Krycek inclined his head. "But this way is better. You
can take a horse to water after all, but you can't make him drink. This way
you'll drink. Or at least you will if you want to see your Master alive
again."
Mulder
glanced at Skinner. His Master's face was pale, and he was looking at Mulder
mutely, his brown eyes communicating some kind of message but it wasn't one that
Mulder could decipher. Mulder couldn't stand to see his Master looking like this
- bound and hurt. It was a travesty of what was between them, and the way they
led their lives. As he watched, Skinner shook his head slowly, almost
imperceptibly. He didn't want Mulder to go to Charlottesville - but what else
could he do?
"What's
so important about Charlottesville?" Mulder asked in despair. "Why do
you want me to investigate these UFO's so badly Krycek?"
"Oh,
it isn't me." Krycek gave a taut, faded smile. "It's someone else.
They want to meet you, take you for a little spin in their ship, Mulder."
"Their
ship?" Mulder frowned. "Are we talking about an alien abduction
scenario here, Krycek?"
"That's
what you'll find out in Charlottesville. I wouldn't want to ruin the
surprise." Krycek waved his gun negligently in the air and Mulder flinched.
"You know, I was so surprised when I came up here after you went
jogging," Krycek murmured silkily. "I was expecting to find Big Daddy
here, all alone, missing his slave, and instead I found he hadn't wasted any
time in filling the gap in his bed. I'm surprised - somehow, knowing you as I
do, Mulder, I wouldn't have thought you'd take kindly to having to share
your Master's attention with someone else. You always need so much attention for
yourself, after all."
"You
don't know what you're talking about, Krycek."
"You're
right. I don't know. There must be a lot of things I don't know, Mulder - such
as why you'd pass up the biggest opportunity in your life - the chance to
witness the proof of extra terrestrial life at first hand - on the order of a
man who has already replaced you with a younger, prettier slaveboy."
Mulder
glanced at Lee, whose eyes were wide with fright. Out of the frying pan, into
the fire, kid, Mulder thought grimly to himself. Lee had escaped Franklin's
clutches just to end up in the hands of someone equally, if not more, dangerous.
He
looked back at his Master. Skinner's eyes were dark with pain. He shook his head
again, to deny Krycek's words - but Mulder didn't need his denial.
"They
were both fast asleep, lying in each other's arms. It was adorable - or should
that be sick and perverted? I don't know." Krycek gave a theatrical shrug.
"Anyway, it was an easy matter to knock the big bad Master unconscious. He
didn't even know what was happening. The kid just screamed his head off so I
guess he's even more of a faggot than you are. One of the good things about this
place is that I didn't even have to bring my own equipment to tie up my hostages
with." Krycek smirked. "There were already some convenient lengths of
chain attached to the headboard, and handcuffs everywhere. If only all my
jobs were this simple." He grinned at the prone Skinner and then turned his
attention back to Mulder again. "Are you still here, Mulder? You should be
in Charlottesville. Run along, there's a good pup. You can have your Master and
this screaming little idiot back when you've done as you're told."
Mulder wasn't listening. He hadn't taken his eyes off his Master throughout
Krycek's speech. Skinner could move his hands - not very far, as they were
fastened to the bed, but he could move them a little within the confines of his
bonds. His Master, very slowly, made his right hand flat, and then gestured it
towards the floor. It was a subtle gesture, but it was one Mulder was very
familiar with. It was the non-verbal signal that his slave should lie flat on
the floor. Mulder had been trained to obey those signals instinctively, on
sight, and he found himself sinking down without even thinking about it.
Comprehension kicked in as got halfway down and he wondered what Skinner had
planned next and what he expected his slave to do in order to make sure it
worked. Time slowed down and he watched in slow motion, his knees hitting the
floor, as Skinner suddenly moved his bound legs off the bed, and delivered a
powerful kick to the back of Krycek's knees. Krycek, distracted, by Mulder's
sudden lunge towards the carpet, didn't notice the kick until it was too late.
He staggered, and Mulder, completing his downward dive, was able to pull their
already off-balance attacker onto the carpet beside him. Krycek still had the
gun, but Mulder had something more important - a fierce instinct to protect his
Master, whatever the cost, even with his own life if need be. He saw Krycek
swing the gun up - not at him, but at Skinner - and then heard a roar of sheer
rage that reverberated in his ears. He wasn't even aware that the sound came
from his own throat. All he could see was that gun, pointed at his Master's
head, and Krycek's finger tightening on the trigger. Krycek glanced at Mulder,
gave an evil grin, then took aim.
"Say
goodbye to Daddy, Mulder," he hissed.
Mulder
gave a hoarse cry, and threw himself bodily at Krycek, in an attempt to dislodge
the assassin's aim. The gun went off with a loud bang. From somewhere in the
corner, Mulder heard a frightened scream, but he took no notice because a wave
of sheer despair was sweeping through him, together with the dull certainty of
one thing: Krycek had killed his Master. His old enemy had robbed him of the one
thing he loved with his entire being, and now his rage, compounded by an agony
so strong it cut into his gut like a knife, knew no bounds. He leapt on Krycek,
and brought his fist down on the other man's face. One punch, delivered with all
the anguish and passion in Mulder's heart, knocked Krycek out cold. Mulder
wrested the gun from his enemy's nerveless fingers, and then turned, his heart
in his mouth, to see whether his Master was still alive.
Skinner's
eyes were wide open – and he was breathing. Mulder ran to him, and removed the
gag from his Master's mouth. It was tied far too tight, and Mulder had to pull
the straps even tighter before he could undo them. He fumbled for a moment,
before managing to pull the gag free.
"Are
you okay? Did it hit you?" He demanded.
Skinner
shook his head. "Over my shoulder…" He gestured at a hole in the
wall behind him. The bullet had missed his Master by a matter of inches. Mulder
took a deep breath, and sat down on the side of the bed as his legs almost gave
way beneath him.
"Thank
god. I thought he'd killed you. I thought…"
"Stop
thinking and get me untied before he wakes up," Skinner commanded.
"The keys to the cuffs are in Krycek's pocket."
Mulder
nodded, fighting off a sudden desire to laugh hysterically. He found the keys,
and undid his Master. Skinner's wrists and ankles were chafed - Krycek had
clearly been as gentle with the cuffs as he had been with the gag. Skinner used
the discarded handcuffs to restrain Krycek, while Mulder untied Lee. Then
Skinner pulled on some sweats and went to check on the young man who had
unwittingly been caught up in a drama that had nothing to do with him.
"Are
you okay, Lee?" He asked softly, crouching in front of the kid.
"I
dunno. Who the fuck is that?" Lee asked, still clearly terrified.
"He's
an old enemy." Mulder stood up, and glanced down at their still unconscious
nemesis. "Walter, I'm sorry. I was meaning to tell you but there was never
a right time. Krycek contacted me yesterday evening. He said there was another
UFO he wanted me to investigate. When I woke up this morning, there was a note
from him. I threw it in the trash and went out jogging. I didn't think he'd do
anything like this. I was going to tell you about it when I got back but I
wanted to let you sleep. I know how shitty last night was for you. Both of
you." He glanced at Lee, and shrugged.
"We'll
talk about this later." Skinner glanced meaningfully at his slave and
Mulder nodded. "Are you both okay?"
"I'm
fine." Mulder placed his hands on his Master's face and moved it so that he
could examine the lump on Skinner's forehead. "You might have a concussion
though."
"No.
I'm okay." Skinner brushed his slave's concern aside. "Lee - we'll
discuss what you were doing in the bed another time. For now, get washed and
dressed and wait in your bedroom." Lee nodded, ashen faced, and scurried
towards the door. "Lee," Skinner stopped him. "It's fine. Don't
worry about it. You're safe now. It's over. Understood?"
Lee
glanced at Krycek, and then back at Skinner, his face pale. He couldn't bring
himself to nod and just stumbled from the room. Skinner sighed.
"What
do we do with him?" Mulder looked at Krycek, and then at his Master.
Skinner was only wearing sweat pants, and his bare chest was rising and falling
heavily as he stood over their enemy.
"I'm
not sure," Skinner mused. His hand tightened on the gun - a gesture that
didn't go un-noticed by Mulder.
"When
I saw him last night, he said that you were one of the good guys so you wouldn't
follow up on the threats you made to him," Mulder said softly, never taking
his eyes off his Master's gun. "He said his friends would never allow him
to stay in jail, so he'll never face justice that way. Basically, he thinks our
hands are tied - that we can't do a fucking thing to stop him showing up in our
lives whenever he wants."
"It
sure as hell looks that way." Skinner crouched down in front of their
enemy, and stared at him intently.
"Is
that it? You mean we just let him go? Or maybe you punch him around a bit first
to make us feel better and then we let him go?" Mulder said.
Skinner
looked up at his slave. "No. I've tried that a couple of times before and
it didn't work. I can't let him get away with this. I warned him - if I don't
follow through on my warnings then we're at his mercy forever."
"Maybe
we are," Mulder said savagely. "Maybe there's not one damn
thing we can do about it, Walter."
Skinner's
face was a cold mask as he stood up. "No," he said again, in a tone
that sent a chill down Mulder's spine. He reached out, and put a hand on
Mulder's shoulder, his fingers digging in painfully. He pulled Mulder close, and
examined him with his hands, covering his slave's face, neck and body
possessively. When he'd finished he wrapped his arms around his slave with a
sigh, and buried his face in Mulder's hair, inhaling the scent deeply.
"Thank god you're all right," he whispered. "I thought I'd lost
you. I thought you might go to Charlottesville in order to save me and never
come back - and then, when you were struggling with him on the floor and the gun
went off - I thought he'd killed you. Oh Christ. I thought he'd killed
you."
He
squeezed Mulder so tight that the slave wasn't sure he could breathe - and he
wasn't sure he cared either. He was just so glad that his Master was alive and
well enough to hold him. "That's why I can't let this go," Skinner
whispered to him, his voice as cold as ice. "He came in here, knocked me
out, tied me up, and held a gun on me. He used me to get to you, just as he once
used you to get to me. He's violated our home on more than one occasion. He's
shot at me with every intention of killing. He's more or less stalked you. He's
been warned - more than once. No. I can't just let him go. It ends here, and it
ends now."
"With
the gun?" Mulder placed his hand over his Master's gun hand. "I don't
believe you could shoot a man in cold blood, Walter. Not even him. Could
you?" He looked his Master in the eye for a long time. Skinner's eyes were
so dark and angry that they made him shiver.
"I've
killed men before," Skinner told him. "Plenty of times."
"In
the heat of battle, and in the field – never execution style," Mulder
pointed out.
"I
could do it," Skinner told him in a low, hoarse tone. "I've done it
before."
"I
know – but what would it do to you?" Mulder asked, remembering the story
his Master had once told him about the 10 year old boy strapped down with
grenades who had walked into Skinner's camp in Vietnam, and who his Master had
shot and killed. He knew that was a memory that still sometimes woke his Master
screaming at night, even if Skinner rarely spoke about it. "There must be
something else we can do to get him out of our lives. There has to be another
option."
Skinner's
jaw did a savage sideways clench. "I have an idea," he said softly,
turning back to Krycek. He gazed down at the unconscious man. "Although I
think he might prefer death to what I have in mind. He's kind of pretty wouldn't
you say?" He said unexpectedly.
"What?"
Mulder glanced at his Master in surprise. "You're going to add him to your
harem as well as Lee?" He asked.
"Don't
be stupid," Skinner snapped. "I'd sooner take a real snake to my bed
than this viper in human form." He kicked Krycek with his foot, none too
gently, and the prone man made a little groaning sound in the back of his
throat.
"Then
what?" Mulder asked.
Skinner
put the safety catch back on the gun, and then tucked it into his sweatpants.
"Let's just say that I think I have a way of killing two birds with one
stone," he muttered grimly. "Tie him to the bed - you can be as gentle
with him as he was with me. Then come downstairs." He turned on his heel
and, with one last, bitterly assessing look at Krycek, left the room.
Mulder
did as ordered and then followed his Master downstairs. Skinner was pouring
himself a large glass of whisky - but he didn't drink it. Instead he stared at
for a moment, before pouring it back into the bottle with a sigh.
"I
need to be stone cold sober for this," he muttered, pouring himself a glass
of water instead. He downed it in one gulp.
"For
what?" Mulder put his hands on his Master's shoulders and looked him in the
eye. "What are you planning on doing, Walter? Whatever it is, I'll be here
with you. Just tell me what you want to do."
"No."
Skinner looked his slave in the eye, and shook his head. "This is my
decision. I won't involve you in it. I'm not telling you, not because I don't
trust you, but because I won't make you complicit in what I do. I'll bear the
burden of this alone."
"You
don't need to," Mulder said softly. "Whatever you decide to do I'll
back you up."
"Not
on this. I don't want your back up. I don't want you to feel implicated,
Fox."
"Christ,
now you're scaring me, Walter. What are you going to do?"
"I'm
going to make a call. Sit down, and don't talk." Skinner guided him to the
couch and sat him on it. "I mean it," he told his slave fiercely.
"Stay out of this, Fox…all I ask is that you're here to pick up the
pieces when I'm done."
Mulder gazed at his Master in surprise. He had never heard Skinner talk like
this before.
"You
can count on it, Master," he stated.
"Thank
you," Skinner said quietly. He picked up the phone, and then retrieved a
card from the pile of papers related to House business that were still spread
out on the table. He called a number, and then waited. "It's Skinner,"
he said. "I have a proposition for you. Be here in half an hour." And
then he put the phone down. Mulder gazed at him steadily.
"I'm
sure I should be one step ahead here, but I'm not. What are you planning on
doing, Master?"
"A
trade - and not a nice one. Stay here. I'm going to get properly dressed and
then I'm going to tell Lee to stay in his room. When our guest arrives, you're
to remain silent, Fox. Whatever I say, and whatever I do, I don't want you to be
involved. You can be present, or you can go out. What do you want?"
"I'll
stay. Whatever it is you're going to do, I'm going to be right beside you,
complicit or not," Mulder said firmly.
"Thank
you," his Master said again, in that same firm tone he'd used earlier. He
disappeared up the stairs, leaving Mulder to puzzle what the hell was going on.
Skinner reappeared twenty minutes later. He had clearly taken a shower as the
fringe of hair on the back of his head was damp, and the blood on his chin had
been washed away. He was wearing a black sweater and black chinos - and a black
cloud that seemed to hang over him like a visible shadow. He would have looked
totally hot if it hadn't been for an air of deadly danger that was so serious it
went far beyond the erotic. Mulder had never seen his Master more grim-faced and
utterly intent before. A few minutes later there was a buzz on the entry-phone.
"Stay
here and don't say a word throughout," Skinner told his slave. "Can
you do that?"
"Yes.
I promise," Mulder replied.
"Good."
Skinner grabbed his slave's face and bestowed a kiss on his lips. His Master's
hands were cold and hard, and Mulder had an intuition that Skinner was about to
do something that would have a profound effect on their lives. Skinner pulled
away and went to answer the door, and a few seconds later returned with a man in
tow. It was all Mulder could do to stop himself from getting up and asking what
the hell was going on - because the man Skinner had invited into their home was
Franklin.
Franklin
took the seat Skinner offered, settling himself into an armchair opposite Mulder
so that the agent had plenty of opportunity to examine their guest. Franklin
wasn't as tall as Skinner, and he was well built - he clearly worked out and had
hard, well-defined muscles. He had a swarthy complexion, and was dressed in
tasteful clothes. His nose was aquiline and he was, by any standards, a handsome
man. No wonder Lee had been so enamored of him.
"Well,
Skinner. What is this proposition? I trust it involves the return of my
slave?"
"No.
I have something more…attractive than that for you," Skinner said
smoothly. Mulder glanced at his Master, wondering what the hell he was getting
at.
"And
what is that?" Franklin asked.
"Lee
is a nice looking kid, but let's face it, he isn't exactly more than a little
bit of a brat, a little bit willful, is he?" Skinner said. "He isn't a
challenge – he's easy."
Franklin
frowned, clearly wondering, just like Mulder, where this was going.
"He's
young - and a little malleable, I'll admit," Franklin murmured.
"What
you'd like is the real thing; someone who would really fight you - someone who
you'd have to make obey you. Someone with fire - someone dangerous,"
Skinner said.
Franklin
smiled, and inclined his head. "I've never made any secret of my
inclinations," he said.
"You
want the thrill of taming someone. Someone wild. You don't want one of these
eager little subs who'll beg to kiss your boots and enjoy the touch of your whip.
You want someone you really have to subdue so that it would mean
something to finally bring him down and make him submit to you. I have someone
like that for you," Skinner said in a hard, flat voice.
The
last piece of the jigsaw slotted into place for Mulder, and he stared at his
Master open-mouthed - too shocked to speak even if he hadn't given his promise
that he wouldn't.
"Is
that so?" Franklin raised an eyebrow. "Who is this someone, and what
is his price?"
"His
price is that you leave town and never come back. In fact, I'd have to insist
that you left the country - and took him with you."
"Would
this…mystery slave be agreeable to such a thing?" Franklin asked.
"No,
he wouldn’t. However… you don't need to worry about kidnapping charges as
nobody will come looking for this man."
"I
can't imagine that any slave would be attractive enough to make me want to
abandon my business affairs and leave the country," Franklin snapped.
"I
agree. The slave is the carrot. The stick is this: if you stay I'll have your
business dealings investigated. I'm sure that everything will turn out to be
above board but I'm equally sure you can imagine how damaging it would be to
your reputation to suffer an in-depth investigation by the FBI – to say
nothing of the loss of trade suffered while we shut you down pending further
inquiries."
"You
wouldn't." Franklin gave Skinner a hard, assessing look.
"I
would," Skinner replied flatly. "However, if you accept my offer then
you can run your business from abroad – and you can appoint someone in this
country to take care of it in your absence. You'll be busy anyway, breaking in
your new slave."
"And
what does he look like, this new slave? I won't waste my time on someone who
isn't to my taste," Franklin said.
"Oh,
I think you'll like this one. It's true that he's maimed - but I think you'll
find that not only does that add to his charm, but also that it makes him a
little easier to control. You're going to need that because he's very dangerous.
If you let him off his leash for one second then he'll kill you. I mean
that." Skinner leaned in close, his eyes deadly serious. Franklin gazed at
him for a moment, and Mulder could see that Skinner had his complete attention.
"I want to be very clear on this, Franklin, because I'm giving you a
choice. You can have the FBI breathing down your neck for the rest of your life,
and accept that the BDSM scene is more or less closed to you in this and any
other city in the US, or you can take this slave and leave the country. Be in no
doubt though – this man is dangerous. He will kill you if he gets the
chance.
"Well
you've laid your cards on the table. I can see that I under-estimated you, Mr.
Skinner," Franklin murmured. "Can I see this person before I make my
choice?"
"Of
course. Fox - go and unchain Alex and bring him down here."
Mulder
stood, gazing at Skinner steadily.
"Or
if you would prefer not to, I'll get him," Skinner said. "That wasn't
an order."
"No.
I'll get him," Mulder said softly.
He
went up the stairs and into the bedroom. Krycek was lying on the bed, his eyes
open.
"About
fucking time," he snapped when Mulder came in.
Mulder
stared down at him for a moment, wondering how he felt about this. "Krycek,
you stupid, sorry son of a bitch," he said, shaking his head. "He
warned you, time and again."
"Oh,
I'm so scared," Krycek snarled. "Mulder, you and I both know
that all he's going to do is hang me up by my balls and punch me a few times.
Then he's going to throw me out onto the street with a warning not to be a bad
boy again. It'll hurt, sure, but I'll get over it, and then I'll be back to
haunt you all over again. There's nothing else he can do - being who and what he
is - and there's nothing else I can do, being who and what I am."
"He's
more than you know. He's got a certain…responsibility," Mulder said,
still gazing down on the captive man. Could he do this? Could he take Krycek
down there, to face a future as Franklin's unwilling slave? Could he do that to
anyone, even this man?
"Mulder,
you stupid fucking faggot, you don't get it, do you? I'm always going to be with
you, old friend. You're never going to get rid of me," Krycek
hissed.
"Oh,
I think we might have found a way," Mulder murmured, a grim resolve kicking
in. He unfastened Krycek from the bed, hauled him to his feet, and then shoved
him out of the bedroom, down the stairs, and into the living room. Franklin's
head jerked up when he saw what they'd brought him and Mulder had to admit that
Krycek did look the part. The assassin was dressed in a black tee shirt, black
jeans, and a black leather jacket. The bruise on his jaw just made him seem all
the more sexy and dangerous.
"Who
the fuck is this?" Krycek growled looking at Franklin. His good arm was
handcuffed behind his back to his prosthetic but he was safe enough within the
bonds.
"This
is your new Master," Skinner said softly. "I didn't like your old
masters, Alex, so I've found you a new one. I don't suppose you'll find him any
less demanding, but he will have a different agenda for you."
"What
the fuck are you talking about, Skinner?" Krycek snarled.
"This."
Skinner put an arm around Krycek's shoulder and led him into the corner of the
room. Mulder was just close enough to overhear what was said.
"I'm
giving you a choice, Alex – not a very nice one, but a choice nonetheless.
This man is a brutal, abusive sadist, and he's looking for a new slave. Someone
he can dominate, and hurt. If you agree then you can leave with him, and be his
slave."
"Why
the fuck would I agree to that?" Krycek asked.
"Because
if you don't, then I'll kill you," Skinner said, in a quiet, deadly tone.
"What?"
Krycek's head jerked up.
"Did
you think I wouldn't? I told you before that there would be consequences. I
accept that somehow you've managed to become above the law, and I accept that my
only alternative is therefore to take care of you outside the law – which is
the way you live your life, so presumably you must understand the risks. I will
do it, Alex. Don't make any mistake about that. It might be kinder to put a
bullet through the back of your head than hand you over to Franklin so I want
you to think very carefully about this choice. He will treat you like a slave -
a sex slave. He will beat you, and he will hurt you. He'll almost certainly rape
you."
"You're
bluffing, Skinner." Krycek drew back a little way and gazed at Skinner,
clearly trying to see whether he was serious.
"No,
I'm not. I just want you to be clear about what's on offer here, Alex. There's
either the bullet – I'd make it quick, one bullet to the back of the head, you
won't feel a thing - or there's Franklin. I've already told you what you can
expect at his hands and I'm not lying. His last slave ended up in the hospital
after Franklin rammed a bottle up his ass."
"You
aren't serious." Krycek shook his head. "I know you, Skinner. I
know how people like you behave. You might knock me around a little, but
you won't kill me, and you sure as hell won't give me to this bastard."
"I
can and I will," Skinner said quietly, in a tone of such deadly earnest
that Krycek's eyes widened in shocked realization. "You see, you can push
and push, but if you push too far then even people like me retaliate,"
Skinner told him. The arm he had around Krycek's shoulder tightened, almost
affectionately. "I'm sorry, Alex. It isn't a choice I'd like to face myself
– the instinct to survive is so strong that it over-rides all other
considerations, but I don't want you to be in any doubt about what will happen
if you choose to live. Franklin will take you out of the country. While you
might one day escape from him, I don't suppose it'll be any time soon – and a
lot will happen to you during that time."
"You
bastard." All the color drained from Krycek's face.
"Yes."
Skinner nodded, accepting the insult. "So what's your decision, Alex?"
"I
have to make it now?" Krycek glanced at Franklin, licking his lips
nervously. The swarthy man returned the look with a lustful one of his own.
Krycek turned back to Skinner.
"Yes,
you do. We're not playing a game here, Alex. This is for real. What's your
choice?"
"Oh,
you already know what I've decided." Krycek's eyes burned with a dark kind
of knowledge. "Not that it's really any kind of choice is it? Life or death
– only one of them offers the option of escape so yeah, I'll take your twisted
little deal. I'll say this for you, Skinner." He looked at Mulder's Master
with a profound respect in his expression. "I never took you for a real
player before but it's clear that I was wrong. I won't misjudge you again."
"You
won't be coming back, Alex. This is a one-way ticket to hell. Next time there
won't be a choice - there will just be the bullet," Skinner told him
flatly. "No warnings, and no reprieve. You come anywhere near me or Fox,
ever again, and I'll kill you without hesitation."
Krycek
nodded, a grim understanding reflected in his green eyes. Skinner propelled him
back towards Franklin.
"Your
slave awaits - if you want him," he said to the other man. "You might
want to inspect him further. He's missing his left arm but apart from that he
is, I think you'll agree, an attractive proposition."
"Yes.
Oh yes," Franklin purred. He made a circuit of Krycek, circling him like a
tiger circling prey. He placed a hand on Krycek's ass, fondling him in a way
that was both crude and intimate, and the assassin snarled and jerked away.
Skinner pushed him back.
"You
made your choice, boy. Live with it," he said. "It's going to get a
lot worse than this."
"Definitely
wild," Franklin murmured affectionately. He took a handful of Krycek's hair
and pulled the assassin's head back, to examine his face. Krycek struggled,
pointlessly, his bound arms offering him no escape from the inspection.
"You
can see that he's going to be a challenge," Skinner commented.
"Yes.
Oh yes," Franklin grinned. He slid his hand down the front of Krycek's
jeans and the assassin gazed at Skinner with desperate eyes. Mulder watched as
Skinner turned to look away, and then, by some great force of will, made himself
turn back to witness his own handiwork. Krycek's jaw was clenched shut but his
eyes gleamed with an intense revulsion as Franklin toyed with his cock.
"Make
the most of it," Krycek hissed to his prospective new master. "Because
every time you touch me I'll be keeping score in my head. I won't forget any of
it and I'll make you pay one day. That's a promise."
"Ah,
he is a fighter. I like that!" Franklin purred. He removed his hand
from the front of Krycek's jeans, only to slide it around the back. "Is he
a virgin?" He glanced at Skinner, who shrugged.
"I
have no idea. I suggest you ask him – but not here. Make up your mind, and
decide, Franklin, so that we can get this over with."
"He
is very tempting." Franklin withdrew his hands regretfully and pondered
Krycek, his head on one side, still circling. "Very pretty…very bad. I
like bad boys, Alex," he murmured, stroking Krycek's cheek. "I like
them very much." Krycek moved his head suddenly, without warning, and
snapped his teeth at Franklin's fondling fingers, only narrowly missing them as
Franklin pulled his hand away just in time.
"Oh
yes," Franklin purred. "Yes. I must have him. He's beautiful. You have
yourself a deal, Skinner."
"Do
you agree to my terms?" Skinner asked.
"I'll
need to stay a few days to wind up my business interests."
"Not
acceptable. You leave tonight and you take him with you. You can appoint someone
else to clear up your business affairs. I've heard that you have some business
interests overseas - you can go and pursue them - if you have the time. I
suspect you'll be kept fairly busy training your new slave. Are we agreed?"
he asked.
Franklin
gazed at Krycek for a long time, a deep frown furrowing his forehead, but Mulder
could see he was hooked. Finally, he nodded.
"Agreed.
We'll leave the country this evening. You can keep that sniveling little brat,
Lee. I've a feeling that this boy will prove to be far more
entertaining."
"You
can't do this, Skinner!" Krycek yelled, the true extent of his situation
seemingly sinking in as Franklin placed a hand on his shoulder and started to
push him out of the room.
"I
just did," Skinner said, his face like granite. He escorted them to the
door, and then held out his hand to Franklin. "Goodbye, Franklin - and good
luck," he said, his face like a mask. Franklin took his hand and shook it,
that same grudging respect that Krycek had displayed evident in his eyes.
"I
meant what I said," Skinner said softly. "Don't ever turn your back on
him for a second, Franklin, or he'll kill you. This isn't just some erotic
scenario I'm spinning for you - he's that dangerous. He's killed men before -
easily. He won't think twice about killing you."
Mulder
swore that Franklin's pupils dilated - the idea of his new acquisition being
dangerous turned him on. Alex was like a walking wet dream to him. An unwilling
slave, one he literally had to subdue with his own hands, one who, if he
submitted, would do so only because of the force of his Master's will, and not
because he wanted to. Franklin nodded curtly at Skinner and then he took a dog
lead and collar out of his pocket, and held them up. "I brought these with
me thinking I was going to get Lee back. I'm so glad they won't go to waste. I
think these accessories will suit you, Alex – although I'm looking forward to
buying some new ones, just for you." He slipped the lead and collar
around Krycek's neck with some difficulty, as Krycek thrashed and twisted in his
grasp, but the bound man was no match for the determined, experienced top and
Krycek was soon collared. "Come to heel, boy. You and I are going for a
little walk," Franklin said, grinning as he pulled Krycek out into the
hallway with him. Skinner closed the door on them both, and then stood there,
with his back leaning against it.
"Shit.
That was…" Mulder began.
"Please,
Fox. Don't." Skinner held up his hand. He looked terrible.
"You
did what you felt you had to," Mulder said softly.
"What
I did was immoral, illegal and evil," Skinner replied. "Don't think
for one second that I'm proud of myself. I'm not. I love what I am, Fox,"
Skinner whispered, gazing at his slave. "I love being your Master. I love
commanding you and having the gift of your submission. I love that you give
yourself to me freely. Your consent, as you've pointed out to me before, is
important to me. The idea of someone taking what we do, and turning it
into some travesty of a BDSM relationship, using it to break and abuse…it
sickens me. Even if it's Krycek on the receiving end, even after all he's done
to us – I still wouldn't ever have wished that on him."
"Krycek
will survive. He always does." Mulder shrugged, not entirely sure what his
feelings were on this subject. He was still too stunned and confused by the turn
of events.
"I
know. Franklin however, will not." Skinner crossed his arms over his chest,
as if trying to comfort himself, or ward off evil. "Franklin will have his
fun with Krycek for a while and Krycek will hate it - but like you said,
Krycek's a survivor. Next to him, Franklin's just an amateur. Krycek will escape
one day - and then he will very slowly and very thoroughly kill Franklin - or
maybe, if we're lucky, they'll both kill each other."
"Shit."
Mulder bit down on his lip as he considered the implications of that comment.
"None
of this is on your shoulders," Skinner told him insistently. "It was
my decision. I take full responsibility for it."
"I
didn’t stop you."
"You
couldn't." Skinner spread his arms helplessly. "It was a way out. It
was…expedient. It was wrong, deeply and profoundly wrong - and I'd do it all
again." He walked past his slave, went down the hallway, disappeared into
his den, locked the door, and didn’t come out again all evening.
Skinner's
silence grew deeper as the days passed. Mulder despaired of ever getting through
to his Master. It worried him that Skinner was unable to talk. Mulder couldn't
help comparing himself to Andrew Linker, and felt himself to be lacking. Andrew
could have gotten through to Skinner - could have found the man inside the lost
soul that was currently inhabiting Skinner's body, and he could have brought him
back. Every day Skinner worked late, and every night he hid himself away in his
den. He emerged only when it was past midnight, and then he would slide into bed
beside Mulder and lie there, not touching his slave, as if he thought he might
sully Mulder with his own guilt just by association. He wouldn't talk, and
refused all Mulder's entreaties to do so - sometimes with a curt, snapped order,
and sometimes with a plea. Both broke Mulder's heart.
Mulder
was aware that this was the most profound test of his slavery so far. Not
any of the games they'd played, not his betrayal of his Master and subsequent
attempts to win back the other man's trust - but this. In this issue resided the
truth about what they had together, and whether it transcended those contracts
that Mulder kept in his nightstand drawer, which he knew by heart.
Mulder
sat on the bed the following Friday evening, and opened his nightstand drawer.
He pulled out the contracts, and looked at them, nostalgically. Once they had
meant everything to him, to the extent that when his Master had withdrawn the
rights enshrined in them, he had been distraught, and desperate to win them
back. Now he saw them for what they were - pieces of paper. Surely what he and
Skinner had built together transcended that? The contracts represented a truth
about their lives, certainly, but Mulder was suddenly profoundly aware that it
wasn't the whole truth - or anything near it. Skinner had once told him that he
would take his slave down to the depths of himself and then guide him all the way
back. It had felt good to have a guide, someone who put himself back in touch
with his own soul when he had been so dangerously at sea. Did it just fall to
Skinner to be the guide, and Mulder to be guided? What about his Master's needs?
What happened when the Master needed a guide of his own? Was it impossible for
Mulder to fulfill that role, and if so, then who the hell else had a
right to fill it?
All
Mulder knew was that when Krycek's gun had gone off, and he had thought Skinner
dead, he had felt as if his own life was over. If that didn’t give him the
right then he didn't know what did. With a regretful sigh, he folded the
contracts carefully inside a protective tee shirt, and placed them in his
suitcase, which he pulled out from under the bed. He had been clinging to them
as if in them resided some basic truth about their relationship, without which
it meant nothing, or even ceased to exist, but that wasn't true. Their
relationship transcended the contracts. It always had, but he just hadn't seen
it before. They were more than two pieces of paper – a lot more. No one
relationship could be enshrined in a few words. The contracts had been there for
him when he needed a rigid structure to hang onto, during a period of his life
when he was lost. Now his Master was lost – and it was his turn to be the
guide, and not the guided.
A
shadow fell across the doorway as he finished pushing the case back under the
bed. Mulder looked up, hoping it was his Master, and instead found it was Lee.
"Don't
look so disappointed," Lee reproached him. "I'm probably more fun than
he is these days. Boy, is he always this moody?"
"No.
You know he isn't. He had to make a tough decision and now it's eating him up
inside," Mulder replied tersely.
"Maybe
he needs some TLC," Lee said with a suggestive leer. "If you aren't
willing to give him that then I could. Sex is always the best distraction."
"He
doesn't want sex, and he sure as hell doesn’t want sex with you."
"Are
you so sure about that?" Lee smiled.
Mulder
was suddenly aware that Lee was dressed to kill, in a pair of tight leather
pants and a see-through black mesh vest. "It's a Friday night and I'm
bored," Lee purred. "I figure it's about time someone went down there
and reminded our Master what he's missing."
"Our
Master?" Mulder shook his head. He felt strangely distant. In the past
he knew that he'd have felt a jealous rage exploding inside him, but not any
more.
"It's
what I want - now that my old Master is out of the picture." Lee grinned.
"It's convenient. I like living here, and Walter's fond of me. If that man
hadn't shown up last Saturday, Walter and I…well, let's just say that things
were just starting to heat up. I had my hand…"
"Lee,
you were both asleep when Krycek showed up. That's how he managed to overpower
Walter in the first place. Remember?"
"Oh,
Walter might have been dozing - or pretending to - but I wasn't," Lee
laughed, shaking his dark head. The blond-tipped ends of his hair danced
tauntingly. "I was fondling him in a very intimate place and he was
responding. Another few minutes and…"
"He
thought you were me. Like you said, he was asleep."
"Fox,
wake up and smell the roses. Walter is a man - and he's a top. You aren't enough
to keep him interested forever. You and I both know how our faithless little
eyes stray at every passing beefed-up body that we see. Walter's no different.
I'm fully healed, I'm looking pretty again, I want some action, and I intend to
go and get it right now."
"I
don't think so." Mulder stood up. He was surprised that he had ever
been jealous of this boy. Lee was just that - a kid. He wasn't a threat, and he
never had been. Walter wasn't remotely interested in him. "Come with me,
Lee." He grabbed the youth's arm, and propelled him across the hallway to
the spare bedroom. He found a bag, and pushed Lee's meager belongings into it.
"You're leaving, Lee," he said in a low, firm voice. "Walter's
going through something pretty big right now and I'm not having you fuck with
his mind even more."
"You
can't make me leave. It's Walter's decision!" Lee protested. "He's in
charge here!"
Mulder
shook his head, a grim smile on his face.
"No,
Lee, that's where you're wrong - it's also where you don't understand what any
of this is about. Walter's the top, yes. He's the Master - but we're equals in
this household, even though that may seem strange to you given the fact of my
slavery. Walter and I are lovers, and we're friends. I'm not some helpless boy
toy who doesn't have a say in his own life. Walter doesn't want that from me. If
he wanted to take another lover - or if I did - then we'd talk about it, and
what it meant for our relationship, but to be honest, I don't think that'll ever
happen."
"You're
his slave," Lee protested. "You don't have a say in it!"
"I'm
also a human being." Mulder shrugged. "If we both found it hot for him
to give me to someone else, or for me to watch him with someone else then I'm
sure it might happen, but right now it isn't what either of us wants. I know
that because, yes, I am his slave, and I know him better than anyone else
on this planet. Yes, he is the Master, and he is in charge – but
he rules by my consent, and I surrender my will to him freely, knowing that he
would never trample roughshod over it or do anything that would make me
genuinely unhappy. You're leaving, Lee. With the way things are right now he
won't even notice you're gone."
"You
can't do this!" Lee wailed, seeing that Mulder was in deadly earnest.
"I don't have anywhere to go!"
"I'll find you somewhere. Pack your things. I'll have someone here to
collect you within the hour."
"You
don't have the right…" Lee began.
Mulder
stepped so close to the younger man that they were almost nose to nose.
"Yes,
I do, Lee. I don't think you understand that I only give up power over
myself to Walter – nobody else. I give myself to him as a gift, because it
turns me on, and he takes that gift, because it turns him on to do so. Don't
mistake what I have with Walter for what I am with you, or anyone else, or
you'll find me a very dangerous adversary indeed. In fact…" Mulder paused
before continuing, finding something inside himself that he had always known,
but had never acknowledged before. "In fact, underneath the roles you'll
find me a harder person than him, so don't fuck with me, Lee. Under that tough
exterior of his resides a very gentle man. I'm a lot more temperamental than he
is, and I love submitting to him, but underneath it all I'm just as tough. I
think that's partly why he likes me – partly why it works so well. I'm
certainly more than a match for you. I'm not the great big softie he is - I can
see through you and all your shit. Now, get your ass in gear, get packed, and
get downstairs."
With
that, Mulder turned and went down to the living room. He found Skinner's House
papers, searched through for one particular name and phone number, and made a
call.
An
hour later, the entry phone buzzed. Mulder escorted Lee into the hallway,
ignoring the petulant, slightly scared expression on the young man's face.
"You'll
be fine," Mulder told him, with a wry smile, as he went to answer the door.
A fat man stood in the doorway, an expectant look on his face. "Hello,
Mike," Mulder told Lee's former master. "Thanks for dropping by at
such short notice. I have something here that needs taking care of…unless you
want to take care of yourself for a change, Lee?" He looked at the young
man questioningly. "I'm sure you can do it - but if you can't, I know Mike
would love to have you back. Perhaps you could discuss it between you. You've
outstayed your welcome here."
Lee gazed at Mike, and then at Mulder. Finally he shrugged, and picked up his
bag.
"Hi
Mike," he whispered. He sidled up to the large top, put his arms around him
as far as they'd reach, and bestowed a kiss on Mike's cheek. The other man
melted, visibly. Mulder sighed internally - he wasn't sure that Mike and
Lee were good for each other, but maybe they were as good as it got considering
their respective personalities and shortcomings.
"It's
so good to know you're coming home, baby!" Mike exclaimed. "I always
knew you'd come to your senses! Boy I should take the skin off your ass for what
you did, walking out on me like that."
"Go
easy on him," Mulder told Mike. "He's had a tough time of it lately.
Make him tell you all about it – and don't let him get away with bullshitting
you."
Lee
glared at him, but Mulder ignored it. Instead he offered him his hand.
"Goodbye,
Lee."
Lee
looked at the proffered hand as if it were something he'd stepped in on the
street. "Go to hell, Fox," he said sweetly.
"Mulder,"
Mulder corrected firmly.
"What?"
"Fox
is the name my Master uses for me. Mulder's the name you'll use."
"Whatever."
Lee shrugged, and handed his bag to Mike. "I misjudged you," he said
to Mulder, his eyes narrowing.
"Maybe
I misjudged myself. Take care of yourself, Lee," Mulder said softly.
"Yeah."
Lee shrugged.
"And
if you ever want to talk to me, without all the bullshit and the cozying up to
Walter, then you can. You haven't had it easy in your life, and I'll help you in
any way I can, but I won't put up with any of your crap. Understand?"
Lee
bit on his lip, his eyes filling with tears, which he blinked away angrily.
"Yeah,"
he whispered. Uh…thanks for…you know, when Ian first brought me here."
He looked profoundly awkward. Mulder remembered how the young man had held onto
his hand for dear life, needing the comfort and support of human contact.
"And…I guess for letting me stay…Mulder."
"No
problem." Mulder smiled and opened the door for them to leave, and then he
shut it after them with a sigh of relief. That was one problem taken care of -
now for the other.
Skinner
was in his den. Mulder knocked but then entered anyway without waiting for a
reply. He wasn't going to give his Master any opportunity to rebuff him.
"Fox."
Skinner looked up, a startled expression on his face. "I'm busy right
now," he said curtly, glancing back down at the open case files in front of
him – work he'd brought home with him.
"Like
hell you are," Mulder said.
Skinner
looked up again, even more startled this time.
"Listen,
Walter, I might not be Andrew Linker, but I know when you're hurting and I know
that it doesn't do you any good to deal with it alone. I won't let you
deal with it alone, Walter, so start talking." Mulder sat down on the side
of Skinner's desk and gazed at his Master expectantly.
"Since
when did we swap roles, slave?" Skinner asked.
"We
didn't. I figure that being your slave means taking care of your needs – and
that extends to even when you don't want them taken care of. I also figured that
the times when you try to push me away might just be the times when you need me
most. This doesn't just work one way, with you taking care of me and all my
dramas. You're a real person as well as being my Master, and you've got a very
real issue that you need help with."
Skinner
sat back in his chair with a sigh. "I'm sorry, Fox. I didn't mean to push
you away. This one was big," he murmured.
"I
know. I was there," Mulder acknowledged.
"You
disapprove of what I did?" Skinner's dark eyes were full of a complex mix
of emotions that Mulder couldn't begin to unravel.
"It
wasn't my decision to make," he replied neutrally. "You're the
Guardian – and you did what you thought best."
"But
if it was, then you wouldn't have taken the action I took."
"I
don't think any of us can really know how we'd react unless we're in a
certain situation. I've made some questionable decisions in my time, some of
them right, and some of them most definitely wrong. The name John Lee Roche
springs to mind," Mulder grimaced, referring to a child serial killer he'd
once had released from prison and then managed to lose - thereby endangering a
little girl who Roche had subsequently kidnapped. The reference wasn't lost on
Skinner, who gave a tight little smile.
"That
was different," he said.
"In
what way? I had a choice and I made it. I was wrong on that occasion. I'm not
saying that you were wrong on this occasion - but I am saying that I honestly
don't know what action I'd have taken in your shoes. You were the one who had to
make that decision. It was a tough call. It's done now - for good or ill. You
slayed our two greatest threats with one inspired stroke - whether that proves
to be the right thing or not, I don't know. Whether it was morally or ethically
wrong bearing in mind that neither of them was going to be restrained or
punished for their actions in any other way - I also don't know. I do know that
you made the decision as best you could and for the good of as many people as
possible, not just yourself."
"Maybe."
Skinner shrugged.
"You
can let it destroy you, or you can carry on trying to do the right thing. One
thing's for sure - if it was either Krycek or Franklin who'd made that decision,
you can rest assured that they wouldn't be beating themselves up like this about
it. They'd be congratulating themselves on having gotten rid of two enemies. It
says something about you that you're giving yourself a hard time about
this."
"Yes,
it says that I know what's wrong and do it anyway. That doesn't make me better
than them, Fox, it makes me worse."
"Who's
judging? Just you," Mulder told him. "Nobody else - certainly not me.
You're always your own harshest critic, Walter."
"I
know. I guess we have that in common." Skinner gazed at his hands for a
moment, and then looked his slave in the eye. "Fox, I've been struggling
with it but I can't any more. I think…I know…I need to go and see
Elaine," he said softly.
That
winded Mulder. He remembered every detail of the last, terrible time his Master
had needed to see Elaine in this way, and it still gave him cold sweats.
"Walter…are
you sure? Can't we just talk this through?" he asked gently.
"I'm sure." Skinner took Mulder's hand and
curled it tenderly in his own. "I'm sorry. You don't have to come and you
don't have to watch. I'll take care of it myself. I don't want you to suffer any
fallout from my actions."
"No." Mulder reached out and caressed the
side of his Master's face. "No, Walter. I don't want you to go and see
Elaine. If there's something that needs to be done, I want to do it for
you."
Skinner looked up at him in surprise. "Fox, I'd
never ask you to…"
"I know. You're not asking. I am. I want to take
care of your needs, Master. I have that right, don't I? I know what you want,
and I can give it to you. I know you doubted that before, but we've both come a
long way since the last time you needed this. You don't need to doubt me now. I
can take care of you, in any way necessary."
"I don't know." Skinner shook his head.
"Walter
- this won't change anything between us, and it won't change the way I view you.
I'll just consider it…another service I can offer to my Master. One I would
very much hope he didn’t seek elsewhere."
Skinner gazed at his hands for a long time. His face was lowered so Mulder
couldn't read the emotions in his Master's expressive eyes but Skinner's
shoulders were hunched, and tense. Mulder reached out and soothed them.
"Master, I want you to go upstairs to the Playroom. Get whatever you need,
and lay it out for me. I promise I'll continue until you say my name - then I'll
stop."
Skinner
looked up. His eyes were dry with need. He nodded. "What about our
guest?" He asked.
"Lee
left this evening," Mulder informed him.
"He
did? Where did he go?" Skinner looked startled.
"I
called Mike and asked him to pick him up. He'd outstayed his welcome and he
needed to get on with his own life. He seemed to be holding out some hope that
you were going to invite him into your harem. I told him that was never going to
happen." Mulder gave a wry smile.
"Damn.
And there was I looking forward to training a new slave," Skinner said with
a hollow grin of his own.
"I
figured it was a complication you didn't need right now." Mulder reached out to caress his Master's cheek again. "Go upstairs,
Master. Take your time. Get to where you need to be mentally. I'll be along in a
little while."
His
Master looked at him searchingly for a long time, and then nodded. "Thank
you, Fox," he said softly, and then he got up and left the room.
Mulder
reached for the phone on his Master's desk and called Elaine. He filled her in
on the problem, and asked for her advice.
"Go
in hard, Fox," she told him, with a little sigh. "This isn't an erotic
spanking. He doesn't need warming up - it just agitates him if anything. Don't
go easy on him thinking that you can trick him into accepting less punishment -
it never works. It just takes longer for him to reach where he needs to be. If
anything go as hard as you can - he'll get there quicker and it'll be over
sooner for both of you. Be courteous. Make sure he knows he can stop it at any
time. Don't for god's sake tie him or try to engage him in any kind of 'scene'.
He isn't doing this to get his rocks off. He won't be aroused and you won't make
him aroused by beating him. He isn't wired the way you are. Just…do what he
needs and then take very good care of him afterwards."
"Oh,
I will. I can promise you that," Mulder said, wondering what the hell he
was doing. He had promised his Master that he would see him through this but
would he be able to? Did he have it in him? He remembered what he had said to
Lee about the difference between himself and his Master and he knew that he
could do this. He knew he had a streak of pure steel inside himself - he had
developed it over time to deal with all the many disappointments and sheer
horrors that life had thrown his way, and probably he had been born with it as
well. Where Skinner had developed a hard outer shell to hide his soft center,
Mulder knew that his own center had always had a kernel of steel deep within
that often surprised those who under-estimated him. He could handle on this - he
had no choice but to handle this because his Master needed him, and he would
never, ever let his Master down. Last weekend he had come close to losing him,
and now he knew just what Skinner meant to him. He'd do anything for him.
Anything. Whatever it might cost him personally.
"Honey
- take care of yourself as well. I'll call you tomorrow to see how you're both
holding up," Elaine said softly. Mulder smiled. He wasn't alone. Neither he
nor his Master was alone. They had some good friends around them. They'd pull
through this, as they'd pulled through all the other crises they'd been through,
and they'd find their way out the other side.
"Thanks,
Elaine," he said, and then he put the phone down.
Mulder
sat there for a moment, staring into space, and then he took a deep breath,
squared his shoulders, and began the long walk up to the Playroom.
Skinner
was already stripped by the time Mulder arrived. His Master was pacing the room, lost in his own world. Mulder wasn't even sure Skinner noticed him when
he entered the room. His Master hadn't even bothered to turn on the lights in
the Playroom, and Mulder left it that way. This was Skinner's show – he didn't
want to change any of it. Maybe his Master needed the semi-darkness. Mulder
closed the door softly behind him, and walked over to the table to see what
implement his Master had chosen. A heavy rubber whip was laid out on it - he had
expected as much. It was the same implement that Skinner had requested at
Elaine's last time this had been necessary. The rubber was heavy, and it packed
an incredible punch, causing quite severe bruising. Mulder knew that was what
his Master wanted, but even so, he flinched a little at the thought of causing
it himself. Skinner was muttering something to himself as he paced, as if he
couldn't have kept his limbs still if he tried.
Mulder
rummaged in one of the cupboards for the big, protective belt that he knew was
there, found it, and then located the leather genital pouch that his Master had
used on him before during marking. He was new to this, and he wanted to make
sure that he didn’t cause any unintentional damage, even if he was being
over-cautious. David hadn't had to take such protective measures but then he
was an expert with the whip, and Mulder was not. He would prefer to be safe
rather than sorry where his Master's well-being was concerned.
He
went over to his Master, and placed a hand on his shoulder. Skinner stopped
pacing, and looked at him, his dark eyes glazed and unfocussed.
"I
want you to wear this belt to protect your kidneys, Master," Mulder said,
fastening the belt around the other man's torso. "And the pouch." He
encased his Master's genitals in the leather pouch to protect them. Skinner
didn't pay him much attention. He accepted what his slave was doing, although
his feet barely stopped moving and it took all Mulder's concentration to fit
both belt and pouch correctly in place.
"Where
do you want to stand for this, Master?" Mulder asked deferentially when he
was done.
"At
the post. I'll hold onto the chains."
"Okay."
Mulder walked his Master there, keeping one hand on the other man's shoulder,
trying to be a reassuring presence. He waited while Skinner got himself in
position, his legs apart, his body leaning against the post, his hands clinging
onto the chains that hung from the cross-section and which were usually used to
tie Mulder into place on it.
"All
right, Master," Mulder whispered, keeping his tone deferential. He stroked
Skinner's bare shoulders softly, noting how tense they were, and equally knowing
that there was nothing he could do right now to make the other man relax except
to use the whip that Skinner had laid out for him. He would have preferred to
stay and fondle his Master but he knew that he was just delaying what had to be
done.
"I'm
going to start now. I want you to say my name when you're done. Just say my name
and I'll stop. If there's anything you need when we're doing this then just ask
me. I'll do whatever you say. This is your show, Master - you call the
shots." He soothed Skinner's back and neck with his fingers, and then,
reluctantly returned to the table and picked up the whip. Skinner had often
allowed him to play with the implements in the Playroom, but Mulder had never
done more than flick them through the air a few times. He wasn't trained, as
David had been, but he did have a very good memory so he knew how David had used
the whip, where he had placed his strokes, and the effect each one had. He
focused on that memory, needing to get this as right as he could – it was too
important for him to screw it up.
Mulder
held the whip for a moment, to get used to the weight and feel of it in his
hand. It was heavy, and he knew how powerfully painful it would be if thrown
with his full force - but he also knew that he had to give his Master that, and
nothing less. He took a deep breath, composed himself, and then walked forward.
He marked out his paces carefully, so that he was close enough to land the
strokes accurately, but not so far away that they wouldn't reach. Then he raised
his arm.
Skinner
didn't even seem to be aware of him. He was just hanging there, still muttering
something to himself under his breath. Mulder flicked his wrist, and brought the
whip forward as hard as he could. It connected with a loud thudding sound that
took Mulder by surprise. He was startled also, by how the impact jarred back
along his arm. His Master didn't emit more than a grunt and Mulder examined his
handiwork to gauge the effect of the first stroke in order to judge how to
deliver the next one. There was a dull, red mark on Skinner's back, which seemed
about right - but it was just a beginning.
Mulder
stepped back and brought the whip down again - and this time he didn't pause to
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